Good Luck Jeck Testing 24th July

jeck · Post by **jeck** » Mon Jul 24, 2006 8:05 pm

Well it looks like this was not a good day for testing. I am a BFN. I am disappointed but at least it wasn't another miscarriage. A negative is much easier for me to deal with than another miscarriage.

Thanks for all your support!!

Rileydee · Post by **Rileydee** » Mon Jul 24, 2006 8:47 pm

Jessica-
I am feeling so horrible for you. I hope I can be as strong as you sound. You're a tough broad. I'm sending you a (((((((((((((HUG))))))))))))))).
I'm soooo sorry.

racquel · Post by **racquel** » Mon Jul 24, 2006 9:02 pm

So sorry to see your neg result Jessica - sending you virtual hugs and wishing you the best in your next step! take care, Racquel

Dory · Post by **Dory** » Tue Jul 25, 2006 12:46 am

Oh Jeck My darling, I am SO SO SO SO Very Sorry for your sad news.

You and DH so deserved a BFP.

If you need to shout, yell, scream or just a shoulder to cry on, I'm here for you hun.

Take care
BIG BIG ((((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))))))))))

Rachel OXO

patientIVFpatient · Post by **patientIVFpatient** » Tue Jul 25, 2006 1:02 am

Jessica,

I'm sorry for your sadness.

Hang in there.

We're all here if you need us...

jordan22 · Post by **jordan22** » Tue Jul 25, 2006 3:11 am

Jeck.. I am soooo sooo sorry,.... this SUCKS ....

Libby · Post by **Libby** » Tue Jul 25, 2006 5:19 am

I am so sorry Jessica - I had a such good feeling about you getting a positive! Hope you are ok.

Libby x

jemima · Post by **jemima** » Tue Jul 25, 2006 10:27 am

I am so sorry Jess. Hope you are ok.

Luv, Jemma

jeck · Post by **jeck** » Tue Jul 25, 2006 3:30 pm

I just wanted to send out a Big Thank You to everyone for your loving support!!! I don't know what I would do if I didn't have this board!!

Dh and I did a lot of talking yesterday and he wants to do one more cycle and I am not so sure. I am just tired of the roller coaster. I have not been my happy self since my ectopic 2 years ago. I am tired of this controling my life. With my 2 loses pieces of my heart broke off with them and I know those holes can never be filled, but I thought maybe if we had a baby my heart would be mended... I know God has a plan for me, but I have no idea what that is and what direction he wants me to go in. Please keep me in your prayers that I may find the right path.

I have a follow up next friday and have lots of questions before I can decide if I will do another cycle.

Thanks again and good luck to everyone in whatever stage you are!!

patientIVFpatient · Post by **patientIVFpatient** » Tue Jul 25, 2006 3:39 pm

Praying for you to receive the patience needed to become content with His plan and know His timing!

It must be difficult, hang in there.

Dory · Post by **Dory** » Thu Jul 27, 2006 1:36 am

Hi Jessica,

I just wanted to check how your doing??

I hope you are holding up ok, I know how hard it is to get a BFN, i've had 2 so far and pray i don't get a 3rd.

I know the last thing you probably want to do is think about what to do next, but i found that the best thing, i jumped straight back into another cycle, but we are all different and you may want to take time out.
Whatever you decide will be the right thing, as you are the one who counts at the moment, you have to feel everything is right for you.

If you need to shout, scream, yell or even hit out, i'm here for you, well i'd prefer not to get thumped...

I know it's not fair!!!
I know you deserve to have a baby!!
I know it hurts to see all the other BFP's!!
I know "Why can't it happen for me"!!!!
I know you want to cry, yell, and scream!!!

But i also know that it will happen for you and you will have a beautiful, healthy baby of your own to treasure and love in the not too distant future.

Take Care Hunny
((((((((((((((((BIG HUGS))))))))))))))))))
Rachel OXO

jeck · Post by **jeck** » Thu Jul 27, 2006 2:24 am

Rachel,

Thanks so much for checking on me! I was really down Monday and Tuesday called in sick to work and stayed home.

I am starting to feel more like my self today.

Will feel better after my follow up and where we can divise a plan.

I am wondering when AF will show up and how bad it will be since I was on baby aspirin?!?!?

Thanks again everyone, keeping you in my thoughts and prayers!!

jordan22 · Post by **jordan22** » Thu Jul 27, 2006 12:43 pm

(((((Jeck))))) I just wanted to send you ome HUGS.. this stinks sooo bad... I am just now starting to feel a little better (only crie once yesterda) I put away all my meds and paperwork (and pictures of the embryos) and am trying to "dust myself off" I still can't talk about it with anyone in real life... (only on the boars)

I did finally start AF yesterday and the cramps were (are) soo bad... DH had to coem home from work and take me to the DR..... they did a scan and my lining os still sooo thick... (they said that is why it hurts so much... Gave me some good pain meds.....

I know it is soo hard.. but we are here and we can get through this together....

jeck · Post by **jeck** » Thu Jul 27, 2006 3:06 pm

Thanks Tonia!

Gosh I hate it that your AF is so bad. I have pain pill left over from my miscarriage, I hope I don't need them, but I have a feeling she will be bad this time.

Hope you are feeling better today!!!

Good Luck Jeck Testing 24th July

thinking of you

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