I am so very new to these boards, and I haven't even started any treatment yet ... just have appointments scheduled.
But in the few days I've been reading this board, I've been crying - sometimes sad, sometimes happy - almost non-stop when I read this board!
So much hope. Amongst all these stories are embryos implanting and being lost. Missing heartbeats, sometimes found, sometimes not. Tests that are wrong. Finally getting pregnant, only to lose it a few days later. Finally getting pregnant after a decade of trying. Stories of miscarriages and lost babies.
I know I will be here on this board for the months ahead. But I also don't know how I will manage it. I'm crying just as I type this - and I haven't even seen my share of heartbreak yet.
And though I've been here only a few days, I want to give so many of you hugs ...
I've never been so moved by reading other people's stories ... <sob>. I'm so completely serious here.
Me: 31 Single gal after 7 year relationship
For 7 years he said "not yet" to baby. So I finally left him.
Issue: early menopause (late 30's) for mom, aunt, etc. Hope it's not too late for me.
IVF+PGD+Sperm Donor: First appointment in Sep 2006
Apart from all the emotions, you will find these boards an immense source of caring support for your upcoming journey. Good luck with your appointment
Bev xxx
4 m/c
Precious daughter stillborn @ 32 weeks
2 x IVF with own eggs
Now turning to DE tmt end of May.
BFP 13th June 06
Blessed with beautiful son William born 23rd Jan 07
Yep, my favorite word for my 10+ years of trying to have a baby and all the procedures is "roller coaster". There are so many ups and downs...happy & sad news...hopeful at times and hopes crushed at others. It's definately a journey that I wouldn't wish most people to go through. Yet at the end when I finally get to hold my babies (in probably about 2 months for me) I will be so happy. I will never forget what I've been through to have my babies and I think I will cherish them even more because of it. To me, they are true miracles. We have a strong connection...us ladies that have been through this. You'll find this message board a tremendous support for you! Good luck in your "journey" as well!
ME 36, DH 49
TTC 10 years
5 Failed IUI's
1st IVF Feb 2006 - TWIN BOYS Tyler & Brady born 9/30/06
Infertility is a roller coaster, ups and down all the time, and it's real!!
Anyway, hope we keep ya sane, it's not all gloom here!!! We're a friendly bunch!!
Good luck with your tmt, x x x Big hugs honey and dont cry, be strong x x
TTC 6yrs......Have jumped off the rollercoaster for now, too many BFN's and too much heartache, to keep going....Moving on to fulfil other dreams!!!
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