September Hope's and Dream's

[hopeful-in-LV]

Jackie, WOW! that's amazing! It's a miracle, I'm sooo happy for you. What a blessing. Congrats! I hope you will stay with us and keep us updated.

[Haylie]

Good luck Ange with the stimming. It's strange how we started down regging on the same day but I don't have blood test and scan till Friday, different clinics different countries eh?

Good luck Nimble with your scan today will be thinking of you.

Jackie- enjoy Canada, will you still get your puppy?

xx

[islacraig]

Haylie i was thinking exactly the same thing and also the fact that you are having a scan as well, which I didn't have. I only had a BT to check I had actually down regulated.
All the best for yours on Friday and we can then become "stimming buddies"

PS.... I found the Gonal F injection much easier than the Buserelin. I think because it was a pre-loaded pen...no faffing around with drawing up needles etc...

Ange

[Ems1971]

Good Morning everyone.
Cripes, the PMA is slipping a little - I came into work this morning and burst into tears. A hug from my colleague helped but I felt so stupid Doesn't help that the friend I mentioned before has gone into labour today. Having a hard time dealing with that - the timing couldn't be worse!
Words of advice for getting through the rest of my 2ww from those that have been there....?

Hope everyone else is doing good.
Lots of Love
Ems xx

[Welshgirl38]

Good Morning Ladies

How the devil is everyone today?

Ems: I cant help u with the 2ww as i havent been there b4, but im here going thru it now, and with u all the way honey

I wish i could see u and give u a big hug right now, i know exactly what ur going thru - as does most ladies in here.

Ur lucky to have ur work collegues supporting u, the only ppl that supports me is my DH - and i think its taking the PMA out of him too - he's sooooo busy at work at the moment that he has to do week ends, he works till about 8/9pm every evening, and is shattered, then he comes home and has to put up with me LOL - poor man!

Its only been 5 days since our wee ones were put back where they are meant to be, we have to be brave for them - if u smile every day u will have happy babies (i heard that on eastenders the other night and tht it was nice LOL)

Ive been trying to smile ever since

Keep up the PMA Ems -
pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, pretty pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
You've come this far - youve only another week or so left (remind me i said that next time im moaning lol)

Hugz to u Ems - and everyone else, sorry no personals, im at work and trying to cheer our Ems up

C u later

Becky Xxxxxx

[Haylie]

Em - there is nothing you really can do other than wait and pray you will get your BFP. For some reason we have to go through this and it is sod's law that your friend has gone into labour it's like as if you haven't got enough to deal with without that as well, it is almost like what more can they throw at me? But hang on in there and have faith and hopefully you too will be going into labour in 9 months time.

Take care hun. Go home this afternoon and wrap yourself in cotton wool until DH gets home to take care of you

[jemima]

Hi lovely lady.... Im back..... Im calm now

I just visited my dentist. Yes.... I had told u nothing wrong. But i had lunch a week ago. My very back tooth broke a Little. I went to dentist again n she found out a hole. If it didn't broke DR would miss it. I hope this is a good sign from Heaven.

Jeck, that was wonderful story. Wow so many miracle for u. the biggest one will come soon, a very Strong BFP isn't it amazing that we realize so many people care about us. I will remember ur story when im feeling lonely and when loosing my faith.

Debz, I almost cried again reading ur posting. i can't, somebody is sitting next to me. Anyway where is she now? Celebrating? or still over the moon i wish i can borrow harry potter's US map, so i can see her footprint now.

Ems, I am with Haylie. She is right there was nothing we can do. Just wait n pray. I really hope u are getting ur PMA back. We are here praying hard for ur dream come true

Haylie n Ange, good luck with stim. I hope u can be happy in pain... Somebody said this before in here, i forgot who. I also hope for that kind happiness for myself. Anyway, God bless u in everything u do.

Zirly, I hope good news on ur PGD result. Im with debz praying for u tonight.

Angela, Im thinking and praying for EC tomorrow.

Macca, What are doing now? I see ur ticker u will do FET on November right? Jackie right, no travelling for u after november

For others, especially the 2 WW ladies. Keep PMA, We need so many extra hope here from your BFP.

Anyway, i just start packing my things. I'll be leaving on Tuesday. I found the book my clinics given in my suitcase. I totally forgot!!! Anyway, it's okay. There is nothing I can do to improve my chance. Only pray. I feel Im not planning enough especially the nutrition. Well that's okay the show must go on.

All the best to you... God bless

Luv , Jemma

[Welshgirl38]

Afternon Ladies

How are we all this afternoon? Hugzzz to everyone <<<xxx>>>

Ems: How are u now honey - PMA still rising??? I hope so, ive been thinking bout u all day and hoping ur ok xxxx

Jemma: I hate going to the dentist - thats one fear i have! So well done on going there today lol. Rather u than me

Aunty: How are u feeling? Hope ur well, ur very quiet today ???

I dont know how im feeling at the moment - one minute im up - the next im down. I tried retail therapy again this afternoon, i went to debenhams, and tried on a lovely dress - jeeeeez those mirrors in there dont do nothing for u do they? The state of me and my bod! That depressed me, so i came home
Ive a few niggley pains today. The only way to describe it is as if my ovaries are 'pulling' sometimes more on one side than the other, but both sides are sore, it sounds daft i know And also really sharp pains as if someone is sticking a needle inside my pubic bone!!!!!! (Sorry!) But these have almost had me doubled up!
(I bet u thats not normal lol i dont think i am normal )
Im not so tired anymore either - which is the only upside in all this.

Well ladies, im sure i have tea to make - we are having Lamb, all that talk the other day made me feel like some lol.

CU Later

Take Care Becky XXx

[AuntyPebbles]

Afternoon,
ive been quiet i know ive been busy painting....

Zirly did the clinic call yet i cant wait to know how they got on...

becky it's funny how we forget what our ovarys have been through it takes them ages to heal from all the mass production and being stuck 5-15 times with a needle ....i know they stay swollen for a while too...

oo Jemima im pleased it didnt involve a filling or anything

all you ladys on your TWW are being very sane i must say or quietly insane not sure but not long now for you to go ...still praying for you all...

love to all Debz

[Vickie]

Hi all!

Becky - I am getting all the pains that u r describing - its awful isn't it, i really am convinced AF is about to arrive.

We go away for 4 days in the morning so when we arrive home we will only have 3 days until testing (thats if AF doesn't come 1st!).

I just want to wish the best of luck to every1 over the next few days as i won't be able to post - i hope to return to a few more BFP's!

Thank-you 4 all ur support and i'll speak 2 u all on monday!! ( i might quickly have a look in b4 bed 2nite!)

Lots of love Vickie x x x

[AuntyPebbles]

Hi vickie so good to hear from you... that trip sounds like a great idea it will do you the world of good to get away we will keep you in our prayers ... you will be so much closer to your BFP when you get back...have a great time

love Debz

[Welshgirl38]

OMG Vickie:

You cant go away now ......................... for a full 4 days without a word from u ??????????????????? You cant do that to us!!!!!!

Ok well then yes u can - its better that u do go for ur own sanity. Relax and just enjoy the moment with ur DH - its prob the last bit of peace u'll ever have cos ..... oooooo in about 8mths time ur not gonna know whats hit u LOL.....

PMA PMA !!!!!

Take Care hun,

C U Monday

Becky Xxxx

[Moritsha]

Jackie. I'm so happy for you!!! Enjoy!

Debz - good luck with your app tomorrow.

Well today we got 2 Grade 1 4 cell embies put back in. 9 frozen as one of them didn't look very good. We took photos of our embies. I've printed it out so they're next to my bed. Last time DH pressed play on the camera. Men eh?

Vickie - not long now. Fingers crossed.

Ems - hope you're feeling a bit better. I hate this 2WW.

I was reading in Zita's book to visualize your embies and talk to them. I've done that already. They'll come to lock me up!!

Becky - Not long now! Could be those embies snuggling in.

Hi to everyone else. Take care. I'll send some magic baby dust to us all. Paula x
Whoops test on the 21st!!!! Help. Please let it work this time.

[Welshgirl38]

Moritsha

Congratulations and well done on ur ET Isnt it a great feeling to have ur wee ones back where they belong - lets hope they stick around to see what all this fuss is about.

I hear in this site about a lot of women being shown their embies and, as u did, have photos taken of them - our clinic didnt even offer us that option - i just lay on the bed, legs in the air, chatted away to the doc and the babysitter (embryologist) and they were put back!
They checked the tube to see if both had 'left' and they had, then i was asked if i wanted to lay for a while or just to get up.
Its not even as if we didnt pay for treatment - we did! Awwwwwwww i want a photo!!!!!!!

An i wouldnt worry bout u being put away for talking to ur wee ones - my DH and i do that too - we always say nite nite to 'Mo and Jo' when we go to sleep, its quite soothing actually

Sending u and everyone else loads of sticky baby dust

Becky Xxx

[Ems1971]

Hi Girls
Thanks for all your messages.

Becks - I am having EXACTLY the same pains you are describing but I am trying not to analyze every feeling or I will send myself round the bend! What I do have though is really sore boobs, and I always get this the week before I am due AF. So, of course now I am worried Got to stop that though as clinic said sore boobs is a side effect of the progesterone I'm taking, so I suppose it could be down to that. Any of you other girls had sore bosoms and gone on to get a BFP?
What was I saying about not analyzing!??????????????! Ahem...

Paula - funny you should say that about talking to your embryos, its exactly what I've been doing since ET last Fri!!!! So you're not the only mad one here! I am a Friends fanatic and I don't know if you've seen the ones where Phoebe is a surrogate to her brother? She talks to them in the petri dish and sings to them once they're transferred, so I've been reciting those to our 'blobs'! How sad am I!!!!!!!!!!!???????? oh well, whatever works for us I suppose!!!! (please don't send the men in white coats!)

Vickie - glad you are taking a few days away, it should hopefully make the time pass a bit quicker for you, then only a couple of days til your test once you're back - stock up on that PMA when you're away!!

Well, that's me for tonight - sending lots of positive vibes to everyone.

Ems xx