September Hope's and Dream's

angelamw · Post by **angelamw** » Tue Sep 12, 2006 6:36 am

Good morning to everyone

Aunty, Thank you again for maintaining our list. My test date is September 25th if you would like to add it. That does seem very late as it will be 17dp2dt. It is an ideal day for us though as it is a monday and we are off work on Mondays so wont have to face anyone all day.

Ange - Good to see you back and good luck with EC

Zirly - Keep up the PMA. I know what you mean about lifting. We have to go back to work tommorow and I am really worried about it. My clinic wanted to sign me off for the next 2 weeks but there are only 3 of us work her, me, DH & our assistant. As we have been off for a week our assistant announced last night that she is going to be off for wed, Thur & Fri. We have got the biggest event of the year on on Saturday so if I was off DH would have to prepare for it all on his own which is impossible. However I worry that when I go back there will be so much to do that I wont be able to take it easy. I just hope that the embrios have started to stick with some very sticky stuff and can ride the storm.

Jemima - Good luck with your treatment.You are very brave to travel to have it.

Miralce and tigergirl. Welcome to the family on here. You are most welcome. Good luck with your treatment.

Becky and Ems. Good luck for Friday. I really really hope you get what you want.

Ems - We are NHS funded but we do get a blood test. I think different areas offer different levels of funding. We were initally told we would only be funded for IVF, but on the day of EC they said that we could have ICSI and the NHS would pay for it, which we had always thought we would have to pay for. Can you talk to your GP. Maybe they could do the test as a blood test for you.

Jackie - congratultaions.

Mia& Rose - I am so sorry that this was not the right time for you. Take care.

Vickie - Good luck with testing tommorow.

As for me I have still got pains in my tummy, but am drinking tons of water to try and keep OHSS at bay. I have got one more day off work so I am just going to take it very easy today.

Talk later
Angela

Vickie · Post by **Vickie** » Tue Sep 12, 2006 9:37 am

Hey everyone - I'm back!

Jackie so pleased to hear your nes and sorry to Mia and Rose - fingers crossed for next time x x x

i had a really nice relaxing break until yesterday (monday). I woke up and when i went toilet and wiped it was brown!! I had it all day yesterday and still again today when i've woke up.

All i wanted to do yesterday was come home but it was really hard as we were with DH's family and they don't know anything - i cried all day - they could so tell there was something wrong.

So for me... i'm sure its all over and AF is about to arrive full flow. i phoned the hosp and they told me still to test on thiurs if i have no red blood but i really don't see the point plus, i think i will def have red blood by then coz i have this horrible brown stuff now!!!

i'm so annoyed! - i'll post again l8r - sorry to be so down and dampen all your spirits.

LOL Vickie x x x

Welshgirl38 · Post by **Welshgirl38** » Tue Sep 12, 2006 9:42 am

Vickie,

Welcome home hun - Hang on in there, this doesnt sound like ur AF, praying hard for u on Thursday

Becky Xxx

Ems1971 · Post by **Ems1971** » Tue Sep 12, 2006 9:50 am

Vickie, honey - please try not to worry too much. I have had exactly the same thing. Monday woke up with brown in my panty liner, then when I wiped - this lasted all morning then stopped. I freaked out but then decided it could be a good thing as the clinic said it could happen when the embryo implants. It happened again this morning, and I have got some cramping, but again, this could be a good sign. Please try not to worry - its not over by a long shot. Keep up that PMA.

zirly · Post by **zirly** » Tue Sep 12, 2006 11:09 am

Hi. It is the middle of the night here and I cannot sleep. But most of you are up and about so I thought I'd read!!

Vicki: Do NOT worry about the brown blood. Brown is "old" As long as it is not bright red and flowing...the ballgame is not over.

Angela: Try to take it as easy as possible and let DH do any lifting at work. But you know...I do beleive if they stick they stick and there isn't
a darn thing we can do to un-stick em!

Rosse: I am just so sorry to hear about you BFN. Keep up your spririts. We are thinking of you.

Ok...gotta try to get back to sleep here.

PMA!

Zirly

Welshgirl38 · Post by **Welshgirl38** » Tue Sep 12, 2006 11:26 am

Just little ole me:

I feel like crap again

Everyone keeps getting (what seems to be) implantation bleeding - ive got nothing

Dont get me wrong - im really pleased for Vickie & u Ems, but i cant help thinking, if thats what ur meant to get then its all over for me!
I actually feel really healthy - the best i have felt in a long long time - prob the drugs comming out of my body, and my AF getting ready. Dont shout at me (lol) i just have 'this feeling'
Its not over till the fat lady sings - but i think she is warming her voice up for me

Becky Xxxx

Ems1971 · Post by **Ems1971** » Tue Sep 12, 2006 11:34 am

Becks - where's that PMA gone?
There is no hard and fast rules - every person is different. Although mine and Vickie's brown discharge COULD be implantation there is also a chance it isn't. My clinic said that I may get a brown discharge around the time of implantation (which would have been last Tues btw!) but that not everyone gets it and not to worry if I did or didn't get it.
The only way you are going to know whether you have been successful is by doing the dreaded test on Friday. Until then, please try to stop fretting, and get that PMA back up. We're in this together girl and I won't let you give up yet!
Big Hugs
Ems xxx

AuntyPebbles · Post by **AuntyPebbles** » Tue Sep 12, 2006 12:25 pm

Macca Sadley BFN

Jackie BFP.............

Beta 561 ...

Our little Miracle
JackieG LFP ..........

Beta 14..]..

Mia Sadley BFN .....

Rose Sadley BFN ..

Vickie ... 14th September Test Date..

2 Little ones snuggling in

Becky........15th September Test Date..

2 Little ones snuggling in

Emma ... 15th September Test Date ..

2 Little ones Snuggling in

Zirly ... 18th September Test Date ..

A beautiful little blast Girl settling in

Paula ... 21st September Test Date ..

2 Little ones Snuggling in

Angela ....... 25th September Test Date

2 Little ones Snuggling in

Souris .. EC 11th September .......

?? Embies in Waiting

Karen ... 2nd September ..

4 Beautiful Eggs

Nimble ....... September ...

6 follies so far

(11th scan) (EC pos 13th)
IslaCraig .......September ........

Stimming

(BT Scan 15th)
TigerGirl .......September ........

11 Follies so far

(EC Pos Sat/Sun)
Holly.........September ..

Doing IUI

Haylie ....... 12th September ........

Start Stimming

Miracle .. . 13th September ........

Start Stimming

(11th Scan)
Kvgsmom.........September ..Nasal spray

FET 18th
Lauralou ...... 1st September ................Lupron

Suzette ..... September .......Nasal Spray

Jemima.........September .....................BC

Michelle ..... September .......Nasal Spray

Emma27 .......September.............Down Regging

(14th Scan)
Eileen ....... September .............Down Regging

Jeck .........11th september ............Start Down Regging

Aunty .........14th September .....start Lupron

Saxony............September.................................... FET

Mary .......10th? September .............Start Down Reg

Lisa(bella) .........??th September ........... Possible Start

Casy .........29th September ........... Possible Start

AMD............ ........................AF arrived

..FET October

Niffie .........Start date tbp

Bobbi..........Start date tbp

KF06.........15th August cycle cancelled due to cyst

moved to October

zirly · Post by **zirly** » Tue Sep 12, 2006 2:06 pm

Becky,

I NEVER get implantation bleeding. I have been preggo five times...none of which have I ever seen implantation bleeding. On my last pregnancy (which was actually a success)...I felt NOTHING. NADA. No symptoms. It FREAKED me out cause I have had many miscarriages...but he came out nine months later...so he WAS there!

Everyone is different. Everyone will feel things differently. Try to keep up your PMA (though I know it is hard...trust me!)

But I have also not had any implantation bleeding this go around...and my emby should have WELL implanted by now since it was a "hatching blast" the day they put it in me. NADA. Barely any discharge either. No signs, no symptoms. So...let's "feel good" and hopeful together.

zirly

Welshgirl38 · Post by **Welshgirl38** » Tue Sep 12, 2006 3:34 pm

Thanks Zirly/Ems

xx

You guys really are summit else. I know Zirly that some women dont get any symptoms - but i keep looking on different sites and most of them are telling me what i should/shouldnt feel - and i feel

NOTHING!
None of the above
Ziltch

If anything - i feel better. (I cant beleive how good i feel) Ok, i have a slight headache at the moment, but nothing to write home about - My body feels on top of the world, shame my PMA isnt tho

Only earlier i went into work, and i was told how 'great' i look (it was an old lady mind - not a young male - shame lol

i was like - oh er - thanks

And -

And -

Ur not gonna beleive this - but im dying for a bit of rumpy pumpy with DH - i have been like that for the last week!! practically gagging lol - i dont know whats wrong with me hehehe (Im never ever like this) if i do get a positive on Friday - how long b4 i can 'do it' again lol - my hormones are all over the place lol.

Im smiling to myself here, one minute im down and the next im up - you girls keep me going - Thank u Thank u Thank u

Becky Xxxx

Welshgirl38 · Post by **Welshgirl38** » Tue Sep 12, 2006 3:46 pm

Only me (again lol - i dont have nothing better to do - sorry lol)

AND ........

Ive just found somene who had a 2cell grade 3 embie put back, and got a BFP - in the posting 'question for ghost'

Whoooooo Hoooooo - Happy Days -

Becky Xxx

nimble · Post by **nimble** » Tue Sep 12, 2006 5:19 pm

Becky, Becky Becky - where is your PMA girl....go and find it!! As Zirly says everyone is different and have different signs and the fact that you have nothing, zelch, nada is good too. Easy to say but you have 3 more sleeps to go and the wait will nearly be over and you will be jumping for joy on Friday

sorry can't help you on the other bit....!!!

Vickie /Ems - agree with Zirly about brown being old blood - reading Zita West last night and you all need visualise you little ones snuggling in and get ready for that BFP! She says you have to push away negative thoughts so keep up the PMA!! (plse remind me when I'm on my 2ww)

Vickie - good luck tomorrow xx

Tigergirl - I started stimming on Aug 29th and as of yesterday I have 7 follies. 5 on the left and 2 on the right. The biggest so far is about 16mm with the smallest going down to 8mm. Back in for a scan tomorrow so will know if I'm in for EC on Friday or not.... this time I'm not counting on it as they keep moving me!

Ange - nice to see you back.

hi to everyone else I have missed.

Lol Jackie xx

PebblesUK · Post by **PebblesUK** » Tue Sep 12, 2006 5:39 pm

Hello,

Sorry to butt in on your thread but it's hard to stay away!

Becky, I have never experienced implantation bleeding. Some people will have spotting/dark discharge all the way through their pregnancies and some people don't even get any symptoms at all. The majority of symptoms don't start until around week 6.

My friend was a size 8/10 weighing 8 stone, she went into hospital with tummy pains and came out with an 8lb little girl. She didn't even know she was pregnant! She had periods, no symptoms at all, nothing - difficult to believe when you've had children but it's true!

I've read lots of your posts and you are always full of pma so get it back. As for the rumpy pumpy I'm sorry to say my clinic advised against sex until after the first scan which is usually at around 7/8 weeks and that includes any kind of sexual activities on your behalf anyway

I'm really sorry for those of you who got a BFN but don't give up.

Good luck to the rest of you, there's a few of you testing this week, I'm keeping everything crossed for you.

Best of luck to you all where ever you are in your treatment.

Jo
xxx

Moritsha · Post by **Moritsha** » Tue Sep 12, 2006 5:52 pm

Hello everyone. Well the last 2 days have been a bit of a nightmare - stomach cramps. Kept putting off phoning the clinic till today. Asked if my AF could come in the 1st week after transfer. She thinks the pain is because my ovaries will have filled up with fluid (and i did have 25 follies!). I do so hope that that is what it is and not my AF coming. i know i've to keep positive but it ain't easy. I just having to keep drinking (unfortunately not wine!).

Good luck to everyone. Vickie - not long now.
Lovely weather again. Long may it last. Enjoy your evening or day wherever you are in the world. Paula x

Vickie · Post by **Vickie** » Tue Sep 12, 2006 6:49 pm

Hi All,
OMG these last 2 days have been the worst ever - i can guarantee AF will be with me when i wake up 2moro - i can feel it, i really don't think i'll make it to testing on thursday!

Jackie..ur follies sound gr8, lets hope they keep getting bigger and ur in on friday!!!

Paula....thanx for the PMA - i think we're all paranoid about the dreaded AF

Becky and Ems - hang in there, not long to go now!

i haven't even bought my HPT yet as i'm convinced due to my brown spotting that its all over. If i don't get a red AF 2moro then i will go and but my test but not b4 as i don't want to tempt fate.

I really have prepared myself 4 a BFN now - i've been cryin for 2 days solid as i couldn't believe this spotting - i don't know where its come from so i find it hard 2 b positive now!

I'll update again 2moro

Love 2 every1 and loads and loads of sticky baby dust!

Vickie x x x

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