Morning Ladies,
Jeeeez my AF sucks
for all u ladies out there who have had a BFN, how was ur AF afterwards - i dont think mine is right? I have terrible sharp pains on my right side, that have me cringing in pain, my lower back is really really aching, and as for he flow - its really heavy with (sorry!) big clots!
I know that our overies have been thru a lot lately, but jeez i didnt expect an AF like this one. I usually am heavy and have clots (sorry again) cos of the endo - but no way are they this bad! What do u think?
My headache wont seem to go away either - i just want things to get back to normal so i can get on with life!!! It feels like its stopped at the moment, and everyone around me is carrying on as normal - all i want to do is curl up and cry! Every time i go to the toilet, im reminded that it didnt work, and it kills me - u would think that AF would have been a wee bit kinder this month, she's hurt me enuff as it is
Well thats my moan over for the day
Ems/Vickie: How u both doing, i hope ur ok, i do think about you a lot. let us know how ur getting on. Ems, have u thought anymore about if ur going to try again. What about this new clinic Vickie, have u and ur DH made a decision weather or not to go for it. I would - it sounds a really great place
Keep up the PMA girls, it will happen for us one day
Angela: Ur not a winging old bag hun, ur going thru loads right now, what with the 2ww and ur work pressures, u should take a look at some of my postings, then u'll know what a winging old bag is about
For ur cold, i would stick to just paracetamol, thats what i was told. Or u could try a warm honey and lemon with a wee bit of sugar. Good Luck, hope ur funtion goes well - did u get any extra help?
Souris: Yes young lady, u had better let us know the result b4 u go to ur mums - it would kill us if we had to wait all that time to hear the good news
Tigergirl: Wow - a bit unexpected look into ur piggy bank there. I bet that was a bit of a shock - lucky u got a nice bank manager eh? lol. Well done on ur EC - take it easy and relax up now
Haylie: Good Luck with ur scan on Tuesday - did u say u was getting a blood test that day too? Dull question - but what for - what do they look for? I never had one blood test when i was on treatment - just the usuall at the start.
LisaMarie: LOL - i wouldnt want to go shopping with u in a busy supermarket hahahaha
ur so funny
And ur already christmas shopped and wrapped!!! Jeeeez, i need some lessons, im one of those last minute shoppers running around like a mad thing, and proberly end up in a tizz cos i cant get what i want - Good Luck with ur scan hun, and i wouldnt stay in for 3 weeks - u go out and enjoy
Aunty: How are the shots going? Still sore? U know it will be worth it in the end hun, when u get ur BFP
Hope everyone else is well, my DH is taking me out tonight - i will get my first glass of wine in weeks, i will make a toast to u all ladies, and wish u well .... Have a great week end, talk soon
Becky Xxxx
I keep trying to remember how I felt last time. I can't remember! 
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