Me & DH went out last night with some friends. I intended to have no more than 2 vodka & cokes as I've probably got my transfer on Thurs or Fri next week.
The friends that we were out with don't know that we are going thru tmt and kept asking me why I was being so boring and not drinking. Stupidly, I just told them that I'm not in the mood for drinking at the moment. In reflection, I now wish I'd told them the real reason.
I had my 2 vodkas and then went onto diet coke for the rest of the evening.
About 3 hours into the night I started to feel really drowsy and I knew that I was drunk. Without me realising, our "friends" has been pouring aftershot into my cokes when it was their turn to buy the drinks (if you don't know, aftershot is a potent liquor) and believe me, you CAN'T taste it in coke!!
Well, me & DH went home and I drank as much water as I could. I wasn't REALLY drunk, but I wasn't sober either. I woke up this morning with a bit of a hangover and have been in floods of tears all day. I'm absolutely distraught..
Our "friends" rang this morning to see "how I was" (they thought the whole thing was very amusing) and DH went absolutely mental at them, shouting that we are having our precious embryos transferred in 4 days and they have jepordised our tmt with their stupidity. They now feel very guilty and I've had several text messages off them today apologising prefusely, but I'm not interested..
I now have to decide whether to postpone my FET. The problem is, my clinic is having a major refurbishment at the moment and are closed for 3 months after this month. If I don't have my FET this month, it means waiting till January.
I don't know what to do. I really don't. I'm so upset and angry and I feel like screaming. I can't stop crying..
Please help me decide what to do. DH thinks we should have the transfer as planned and said that he doesn't think it will alter the outcome.
What do you think?? Please help..
