message for nikola & karen

hayley · Post by **hayley** » Thu Sep 25, 2003 9:03 am

any news yet??? best of luck to you both today (and anyone else who's testing!) saying a wee prayer that you both get ++++++ good luck love hayley

Nikola · Post by **Nikola** » Thu Sep 25, 2003 10:13 am

hi hayley Well I've been and done the blood test, just got to sit around and wait now!... I put off going this morning as long as possible. I really don't feel its worked for us this time. I've had af pains for the last few days and am sure if I stopped taking the pessaries af would start. Oh well I guess we'll know in a few hours. If its not worked, we'll try and get another go in before christmas at a different clinic. How are you feeling? Do you know when you can have your FET? Presumably they want you to wait a couple of months - bummer. Nevermind, maybe we'll be cycling again together next time too!! Well better go and take arthur and jeremy for a walk and then come home and sit by the phone!! love nikola.xx

hayley · Post by **hayley** » Thu Sep 25, 2003 10:36 am

ahh nikola its not over yet!!! you deserve a +++ after the help you have givin so many of us on here. R u not tempted to do a hpt??? you seem to be a really strong person and i wish you all the luck in the world. todays your day so i'll not ramble on about myself and look forward to hearing from you later. best of luck hayley

fiona_lk · Post by **fiona_lk** » Thu Sep 25, 2003 11:49 am

Thinking of you Nikola - and still got my fingers crossed and can hear no fat lady singing yet girl. love Fiona xxxx

july ann · Post by **july ann** » Thu Sep 25, 2003 12:48 pm

hi so hope you have both get positives. Then the last few month's would not of been a waste of time for me. oh the waiting is so bad. hear from you soon july ann

july ann · Post by **july ann** » Thu Sep 25, 2003 12:57 pm

come on with those results, my finger nails are nearly gone...

Kate W · Post by **Kate W** » Thu Sep 25, 2003 1:50 pm

Nikola & Karen It is nearly midnight here but i had to get on and see how today's testers went but still too early!!! I have all fingers and toes crossed for you both. Love Kate

Nikola · Post by **Nikola** » Thu Sep 25, 2003 2:35 pm

Bless you all - Kate I can't believe you stayed up till midnight waiting for the results - you are all so sweet. Well yes, I'm pregnant. What a shocker. I don't believe it!! I've had such bad AF pains, I was convinced it was negative, I even said that to the nurse when she was taking my blood, that I just needed to get it over and done with so I could stop taking my pessaries and get back into my jeans!!! I don't suppose I'll be getting back into them for a while now!!!! Fiona - that fat lady is singing now!! Me! I'm singing. Yippeee..... So excited, I can't begin to tell you how I feel. I was so convinced! I've been wittering on about how crappy my embies were, I feel a bit guilty now! Waiting for dh to come home and celebrate with me. In the meantime I wish you all lots of luck and I want you all to come and join me on the otherside!!!! love nikola.xxx

hayley · Post by **hayley** » Thu Sep 25, 2003 3:37 pm

OMG OMG OMG!!!

FANTASTIC...... congratulations nikola!!!!!! you have made my day. i just knew you'd get +++++ result! well done. now dont go abandoning us- keep in touch & enjoy your meal out minus a glass of vino (i'll have one for you ) what a day to find out- isnt this your wedding aniversary? delighted for you both love hayley

Nikola · Post by **Nikola** » Fri Sep 26, 2003 1:13 am

Hi Hayley How are you lovely? I'm doing a 'Jackie' its 2am and I can't sleep! I can't tell you what a fantastic day this has been, its like your birthday, wedding and christmas all rolled into one! Dinner tonight was lovely, albeit minus the copius amounts of alcohol I had inteaded to drink to drown my sorrows! You being a girl after my own heart that enjoys a glass of vino will understand who excited I was at the prospect....but it was worth it. To be honest I didn't even fancy a drink! Bloody hell, I'll be shocked if that lasts.... Its not my wedding anniversary because dh and I only got married in July, in fact its exactly 2 months we have been married. You are confusing me with July Ann who also tested this week and sadly this wasn't her turn. I did think of her a lot yesterday and hope it didn't ruin her anniversary too much. The rollercoaster we all go through is unbelievable and its so cruel how some have to endure so much more suffering than others. I feel tremendously lucky to have struck gold on my second attempt! Now there is no danger on my desserting you - I'll be watching and waiting for you to put those embies back! When are they going to let you do it? Do you have to wait a couple of months and then do an FET on a natural cycle? Hopefully it will be soon. Sarah had OHSS and look at her, she is testing tomorrow (fingers crossed). Lets hope you get them back where they belong asap! You were the first person I 'spoke' to when I logged on again this time. So you are my very special SCB and I'll be watching and waiting for you to join me on the other board!! Take very special care. love nikola.xxxx

hayley · Post by **hayley** » Fri Sep 26, 2003 9:34 am

ahh nikola you've brought a tear to my eye this morning- your message was lovely! i can only imagine (dream!) what you are feeling at the moment

Im so delighted for you and will definately have a wee glass of vino on your behalf! i've to go for a scan on the 10th Oct and they'll probably let me know when i can have fet ekkkkkk! at the minute my stomack is the size of a football and soooooooo sore so im really glad they decided to wait. please, please keep in touch as i'll need your support over the nx couple of months. in the meantime enjoy every minute of your pregnancy. love hayley

Nikola · Post by **Nikola** » Fri Sep 26, 2003 10:39 am

Hayley I'll always be here! I've been told to do as little as possible for the next 2-4 weeks, its a bit like being on 2ww all over again! Except you're even more determined than ever to keep yourself wrapped up in cotton wool!! Guess what, I reckon 10th October is a good omen. I'm going for my first scan on that day too!!! We get to find out how many we are having and hopefully see they have a foetal (sp!) heartbeat! Your stomach will go back to normal once the hormones come out of your system, and then next time if you do an FET on a natural cycle it shouldn't be quite to crazy because you won't have any injections or drugs to take. I really hope it works I need you to talk to on the other side. I haven't dared post yet I feel like a bit of a fraud and I don't belong. Its cos I don't believe its true yet! Right I'm off to take the boys out for a walk! Take good care of yourself. The next two weeks will whizz past and then off to the hospital for your scan and hopefully straight back on the wagon. In the meantime have a few chill out sessions with the old vino - so jealous!!! love nikola.xx

hayley · Post by **hayley** » Fri Sep 26, 2003 3:43 pm

oh nikola i hope your right about the 10th being a good omen!!! IM SURE YOU CAN HARDLY WAIT ...ONE BABY/TWINS/TRIPLETS???????? well im a bit like you at the mo and not really in the form for vino

shock of the century for dh, but i'll try and force myself to have one to celebrate your good news. have you told anyone yet? did any of your friends/ family know about the ivf? ahhhh so many questions!! wouldn't it be alot handier if you could nip over for a wee cuppa and a chat

hmmm ireland's not that far away !!!!! talk to you soon love hayley

Nikola · Post by **Nikola** » Sat Sep 27, 2003 8:05 am

hi hayley I think a chat over a cuppa would be much nicer! As I can't fly at the moment it would probably take me a day to get there!!! I hope the 10th is a good day for us both! dh and i were never 'greedy' we only ever wanted one to make our little family complete. So the thought of how many might be in there - freaks me out! The clinic said they have never had a hcg reading so high (628) the highest they've had before was between 200-300! Scary. dh is convinced this is bad! I hope you forced yourself to have a glass of wine last night (only on my behalf, of course!!) I guess it will be a long time before i have one! We didn't tell many people when we did this tmt because last time we told loads of people and when it didn't work it was horrible having to let everyone know. So we've now told our mums and sisters and a couple of close friends. The rest we'll tell at the end of 12 weeks which will be around christmas time, so everyone will just think, we got married in July and six months later we are pg - IF ONLY IT HAD BEEN THAT SIMPLE!!! Its a bit wierd you think once you get past the 2ww and the +ve result you can sit back and relax, but I tell you the waiting and worrying gets worse! We have another 2ww now for the first scan. Its a bit wierd telling me people now because until you've seen the scan you don't acutally know there is anything in there!! I certainly don't believe it... I've still got af pains but have been told that is due to the high hcg levels and that they will go and I'll start feeling sick! Can't wait. What I can't for, is for you to get your embies put back and then we can be buddies on the other side!! It will soon be the 10th - fingers crossed it all goes ok. chat to you soon love nikola.xx

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