September Hope's and Dream's

[LISA@BELLASALES]

Sweats not too bad yet I am only on my 3rd day of shots...just headache and lightheadedness...
Hope you are feeling better.

[AuntyPebbles]

Jackie BFP.. Beta 561 ... Nugget's on the way
26th September Saw Nuggets Heart Beat Perfect 154


Zirly BFP..Beta 369 11dp5dt Little Miss is on the way...
27th September Saw S.AFP Little Miss's 1st Scan

HappyMommy BFP.. Beta 234 9dp5dt HappyBaby's on the way...
26th September Second Beta 2161 15dp5dt, Scan?
4th October HappyBaby's First Scan

Angela BFP.... Beta ??? dp2dt Bumpy's on the way
28th September Second Beta 766 17dp2dt
17th october Bumpy's First scan

Souris BFP.... Beta 140 ??dp3dt Button is on the way
First scan / Blood test?


Cycle ....
JackieG...3rd.October .... Follow up appointment
Becky ...9th.October ....Follow up appointment
Tony... 16th October.... US BW
Mia ...... 29th October ....FET
Macca... November FET
Emma...20th.November .... Follow up appointment
Rose
Vickie ...?? .... Waiting Follow up at New Clinic
Paula BFP.... Beta 106 ?dp2dt ...Sadley Lost
Emma27 20 Frosties for FET
Tigergirl so sorry we are here if you need us


Dar0418 ....... ???
Nimble ... 2nd October Test Date 14dp3dt...one more sleep to go...
IslaCraig ...4th October Test Date 10dp3dtA beautiful 8 Cell snuggling in
Holly ...5th Oct HT Test Date 9th Oct BT ??dp?dt snuggling in
Louise ...5th October Test Date 13dp3dt 3 Beautiful Embies snuggling in
Haylie ...12th October test Date 14dp3dt 2 Beautiful 8 cells snuggling in...
Jemima ... 16th October Test Date 17dp3dt........Thinking of you
Jeck ... 2nd October ........ Egg collection
Aunty ... September ........ Cycle On Hold
Lisa(bella) ...September ...........Down regging (7th October)
Casy ...29th September ........... Possible Start
AMD... ........................AF arrived ..FET October
KF06...15th August cycle cancelled due to cyst moved to October


Still in our prayers hope your dreams come true
Niffie .........Hope you cycles going well
Bobbi..........Hope you cycles going well
Suzette .......Hope you cycles going well
Michelle .......Hope you cycles going well
Eileen ........Hope you cycles going well
Karen .........Hope you cycles going well
Miracle .........Hope you cycles going well
KVG'smom .........Hope you cycles going well
Saxony .........Hope you cycles going well
Mary .........Hope you cycles going well
Holly .........Hope you cycles going well

[tigergirl]

As I suspected after I started spotting, my test was negative.
I'm devasted, and have have just been crying off and on all day yesterday and today.
All that work and money, 11 eggs, 9 good, 6 fertilized, incredibly painful OHSS, and absolutely nothing to show for it. Not even a frozen embryo left.

[AuntyPebbles]

I am so sorry.... its so hard to be able to say anything that makes any difference right now ... please allow yourself some time to deal with your result though i know how devestating it is .. i really do feel for you and if you need to rant talk anything really im here...

love Aunty

[angelamw]

Tigergirl - ~you are in my thoughts and like Aunty I just don't know what to say to make the pain go away. Life just seems so unfair at times. Take care of both yourself and DH and remember we are still here if you need us.
Angela

[angelamw]

Well last night we went to DH's formal dinner and after lots of adjustments the dress did fit in the end. It was really nice because everyone kept coming up to congratulate us. It is strange though because I don't think that it has sunk in yet properly that I am actually PG. I think it was too longer night and even though I just sat down all night I am paying for it this morning and the OHSS is hurting alot again. Still a good excuse to rest today and then off to the doctors tommorow morning.

Well I am off to watch the great north run on TV, followed by the chinese Grand Prix so that is my day sorted. I hope that you all have a good sunday.
love Angela

[nimble]

Tigergirl I am so sorry and no words cannot take away the hurt and disappointment that you are going through at the moment. You know that we are all here for you whenever you need us.

My thoughts are with you and your DH.

lots of love
Nimble xx

[nimble]

Angela so glad that the dress finally fitted and you had a good time. Remember take it easy. I don't know how you could watch the great run, tires me out!

Aunty - I'm concerned, on the list you've put 'cycle on hold'. Have you changed your mind, I thought you were going to continue? I can't imagine how you must feel at the moment and all that support you have given each and everyone of us is coming back right at you. you have been an absolutely god send to us all and we are all here for you. I know your PMA is down so I'm sending a huge bucket load across the waters for you.

Ang - i so hope that i can make it worth your while getting up at 3am!! I am preparing myself today for the worse. I can't explain it but something in side of me just tells me that i'm not.
We are keeping ourselves very busy today and going into London. We have an appt with a company to start investigating the possibility of moving to Oz which is quite exciting too.

Still managed to keep off the HPT's which is amazing, nearly sucummbed yesterday! How are you - not long to go either, have you done any HPTs yet??

Love to everyone else, hope you are all ok..
nimble xx

[sadmommy]

Hello Ladies!

I am sorry to be away.My daughter had her big 5 year old bday party yesterday and the bathrrom was not finished until 4:00 pm (the party started at 2:00 pm) I have been in contractor hell. But it kept my mind free from feeling like something is wrong with the baby because I do not feel any prego symptoms.

I am stil lreading the post:

Tigergirl - you ar ein my t houghts and prayers..

Jackie- happy baby is fine for me:)

Emma - Oh my gosh! 20 embies! good luck next cycle. Did your dr's tell you you had OHSS? I had about the same follicles, ems, etc. and they let me continue. Sorry, I might have missed that post.

Aunty -How isyour cycle going? You haveb een so supportive to everyone on the board. You arelike the board mom. Just want to say thanks again.

I will try to rest. I have a confession----I took another hpt today. I am still in shock. For my daughter I had every symptom in the book. This time - nothing! Just a little nausea. I am driving myself crazy. I go back to the Dr on Wednesday. If we dont see a heartbeat then I will just die!!! No, I will be fine. I am just happy to get pregnant again. I thought it was impossible. Well, I will keep reading the post to try to catch up...

[AuntyPebbles]

Good Morning Lady's
No i put the on hold because it seems the decision isnt mine any more i went for a nice drive with hubby clear the cobwebs yesterday.... we had 4 calls from the clinic first was to book my scan for tuesday...me in shock said no weve decided against doing it...3 calls later i finaly get the oncall Dr who informs me we have no choice if we dont do the test they wont let us continue with the cycle....we said well ok lets do the test then restart my cycle november ... but he said this means we are choosing to cancel so its our loss and our money...i got so upset i had to let hubby do the talking..we have to go today and see the Dr of the day talk things over ...no idea where we go from here.

thanks again for all your support

love Aunty

[Haylie]

ooh Aunty- I am so sorry for you, what a nightmare eh? Do they not realise what they are doing to you?? The b****ds it is their fault they forgot to do the test. If you and DH want to carry on then you stand your ground, you are paying them for a service and at the moment they are failing to provide you with one! Take care honey, you are soo in my thoughts, I wish I could hop across the Atlantic and give that Dr what for followed by a gigantic hug for you. let us know how you get on.

Tigergirl - so sorry to hear your news, you are in my thoughts and prayers

Take care all

xx

[jeck]

Auntie--I am with Haylie, don't let doctors bully you into anything and they are not going to take your money and not do what is right!!!! This is their mistake and they will correct it!! When is your appt??? I will be on the next flight to NY to give them drs a piece of my mind. That clinic doesn't want the wrath of the IVF message Board GIRLS!!!!!

I am praying for you and DH to have to right words and the strength to get thru this bull!!!!!!

Sending you Lots of Love and support!!!!

[Moritsha]

Hi ladies.

I'm sorry Tigergirl to hear your news. Time is a great healer. Take care.

Aunty - sorry to hear you're having a carry on with your cycle. This whole treamtnet lark sucks at times.

Hi to everyone else. Paula x

[AuntyPebbles]

Hi ladys you are all so wonderful...
im back from the Dr's office....here is where we stand..they blank refused to do anything without the scan so i had that done today...im now bleeding both blood and saline..(sorry if tmi)...and they said after doing the scan (clear by the way) that they strongly recomend we dont continue with this cycle as its not the ideal enviroment for embies now...Great hey...i have to wait till tomorrow and find out if we restart the next AF will my ins count that as an attempt or not i also asked them to supply all the meds we used so far they said no
i was very blessed to get three attempts on INS actualy its the only way we would ever have been able to get it done this was my final go at making my family and im devestated ...another sleepless night now to find out where we stand..

thank you so much for all your thoughts and prayers

love to all Aunty

[Haylie]

Aunty- I have been crying for you ever since I read your post. I can't believe it, life is so unfair and cruel sometimes as if you are not going through enough as it is. It really is terrible and really bad that they won't supply you with the drugs. I know there isn't anything that anyone can say to take away your pain but I will pray for you, you are in my thoughts. Hang on in there, take care

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