New Member but already in the 3rd 2ww

[ZhuBaoBao]

Hi, All,

I am so glad that I have found this website and have read a lot of wonderful messages.

I had ET on the 6th Oct and will have my beta test on Friday (20th), although it is the 3rd 2ww, I can tell you, it only gets worse. I think I am getting crazy with all the thoughts I have and can not even sleep well in the evening.

I still remember clearly how terrible it was when I received the phonecall for the test the first time and how I felt when I was told I was not pregnant. Last time it was even worse, because I was told I was 'a little bit' pregnant but it turned out I was not really pregnant because two other values were too low...

Since my reaction was always too low, I got everytime only 3 follicles, the 1st time, two ferilised and were transfered back, nothing happened. Last time, one back and -tive. This time all three have made it and I got two back, one was frozen. I am thinking if this time fails again, I will have to start a new IVF cycle again and go through this terrribel 2ww...

I am telling my husband I need extra support from him if this time fails again.........Why is it so difficult to get pregnant? We have tried like 3 years and I am 35 now, I do not know whether my dream of being a mother can come true or not.

I am at end of hope and ecourage.

Thanks.

ZhuBaoBao

[cowgirlclass]

Welcome ZhuBaoBao! There are a bunch of awesome women on here that are full of hopes and dreams and have the best PMA. I found it comforting I hope you do too. You will have to join the October thread so you can be added to the 2ww list! Right now we are waiting for one of our fellow October'ns to post her results! And the suspense is killing me!


cowgirl

[cowgirlclass]

Welcome ZhuBaoBao! There are a bunch of awesome women on here that are full of hopes and dreams and have the best PMA. I found it comforting I hope you do too. You will have to join the October thread so you can be added to the 2ww list! Right now we are waiting for one of our fellow October'ns to post her results! And the suspense is killing me!


cowgirl

[Welshgirl38]

Hiya ZhuBaoBao

Firstly -Welcome to this message board, u will find heaps of support here the ladies are wonderful and we all care about each other so much - welcome to our family, im just sorry that u have to be here like us under these circumstances.
Testing on Oct 20th then - thats only 3 more sleeps, how exciting is that third time lucky - i really hope and pray that this time u are Keep us posted and take care,

Becky Xxxx