Oct 05 Cycle Buddies

lolajones · Post by **lolajones** » Sun Nov 12, 2006 11:09 pm

You will not get AF because you are up the duff - capiche?
Chant chant chant! BFP! BFP! BFP!!!!!!!
It will work this time - 3rd time lucky for lovely Jemla!!!!
Shame about cup cake - they are lush! I went today and had hot choc n muffin yumba!
Anyways, just a quick one to tell Jen to keep (start...?) thinking positive. Because it will be.

Will check in tomorrow
Love, Lola
xxxxx

little R · Post by **little R** » Mon Nov 13, 2006 7:06 am

A quickie as on a brief break... JEN, YOU ARE FINE!!! (Can you hear me screaming all the way from DXB?)

AF is "Absolutely Finished"

... you're not going to get it again for the next 9 months!!!

Thinking about you Jen love... you hang in there...

MUCH MUCH love to all the Octopals...

Catch you later,

Littles

Walshy · Post by **Walshy** » Mon Nov 13, 2006 10:09 am

Ms Jen,

This is your cycle it has to be......

Please take care of yourself and your little bundles inside as they are going to need you to take it easy for the next 8 months on your count down to being a fantastic mum.... I thought mine was all over when I then got a BFP.... I also peed on a stick a few days before and got 2 lines to put myself at ease....... In know people say they are evil but the suspence was killing me and you can test after 14 days (it says it on the box

).....

I will check back in on the 18th to here your good news...

Ladies I do apologise for not being around to count you down to your BFP pending birth or study time. If i am totally honest with myself and you I am not doing to well and am finding that if I come onto this site it makes me a bit more depressed. I obsess about what could have been and read all the posts about people that fell pregnant when I did and think that could have been me blah blah blah... I also read all the miscarriage posts and make myslef feel even sadder.
I am finding it a bit unhealthy for my mental health for me to be around. I am finding that I am picking fights with my DH so that I can throw in that he should find himself a new fertile wife ( I know no need to comment on this one

). I know this stuff is all destructive but i just can't seem to help myself... So I will note down all your dates so that I can check in to get your fantastic news....

Take it easy ladies and will check in later, Walshy

P.S Just because I am not checking in so much don't think you get out of sending a photo Lola or Steph.... Where are they by the way..

Jen1d · Post by **Jen1d** » Mon Nov 13, 2006 11:13 am

Another night over, it was very restless but am still hanging in there

Feel ok today and no symptoms of af today, thats really worrying me now???????? sometimes once the symptoms have gone it can be on its way????????
Good to see everyone is back.
Walshy i understand completely where your coming from but remember dh is hurting too and you need each other, go on give him a big hug

ok will come back later

Oh i wish it was Friday

Love Jen x

Inhale, Exhale · Post by **Inhale, Exhale** » Mon Nov 13, 2006 3:09 pm

Helloooooo Ladieeeeesss!

Did ya miss me while I was away? I have just gotten back from me morning coffee run... todays flavor- chocolate raspberry... the smell alone is worth it.... smells like heaven!

I can see that Jens is still living with Nancy Negative as a roommate and that Peter Pessimistic has also decided to move in.... Oh Jen Sweets.... you are driving yourself crazy! Hubby should grab you by the hand and take you away to Funland where you can forget about all of this until Friday.. BFP day! Like Smita, I was also wondering why you go off the progesterone?? I really think you should fight the crowd at the Borders, get a good smut book, a decaf and a tasty treat... hunker down in one of the plush chairs and forget about reality... tv doesn't work... too many commercial breaks! Reading takes alot more brain power... especially the dirty, dirties... total concentration needed!

Loolers- hey ya hottie! will be thinking of you tommorrow and sending positive brain waves over.. Demmy will intercept and transform into back rub.. or anything else you want rubbed

Let us know how the scan goes diggity! I know will be prefection and the fun will begin! onto BFP..

Walshy- so glad that you checked in.. although am quite narked that you don't realize that you need us to get through and we have felt exaclty what you are feeling.. avoidance is not the answer, however, if it makes you feel better.. so be it! I support my schmuffin... just know that time wounds all heals

and you'll never find another group like us! we will be here when you come back....

Littles- my brain hurts just thinking about your course.. cheers to an end in sight... good luck with the final project!

So anyone have any exciting adventures this weekend? Loolers? any exciting lessons from our main man Demetrio? I know that Jen spent her weekend doing a panty check while holding her breath... not exciting, but will excuse her as it is a prerequisite of the 2WW. I spent the long weekend playing bear.... you know, hibernating. I pretended that the outside world didn't exist. It was the most fun I have had in a long time.. relax, tv, eat, relax, tv, eat... I can actually see my ankles again, must have been all the couch time! I likey! But, now back to the real world and work.. pooh! I have a major presentation to give on Wednesday.... blah, blah, blah!

Toodles Noodles
Steph

Jen1d · Post by **Jen1d** » Mon Nov 13, 2006 8:51 pm

Come on Steph, dont be too hard on me, this is hell continually waiting for 17 yes 17 DAYS

.
Didn't want to fight the crowd, in fact i just like being at home just now and get a bit nervous when i'm out and about for to long incase something happens.

Have been feeling better today although tonight am getting a bit of a sore back and cant pray any harder for AF to stay away. At least another day is over and Friday is looking nearer.

Will catch up with you all tomorrow for your daily update

Love Jen x

Smita · Post by **Smita** » Tue Nov 14, 2006 6:17 am

Jen,
I waited 17 days on my 2ww

if that makes sense- and yippee..see where I am.
I've got everything crossed for you sweetie.
I for one can understand the pessimism cause not just on the 2ww, but all thru- yep, even when i was on the operating table for my emergency c section, i was sure something was going to go wrong!
What I would do is check with my clinic about the pessaries,they will probably tell you that it isnt necessary to stay on the pessaries, but just ask them once..

Hang in there!

Lola,
have you had your scan yet?

hugs,
smita

Jen1d · Post by **Jen1d** » Tue Nov 14, 2006 11:13 am

Thanks Smita

I know we can get a positive if we just keep trying but when it continually comes back neg its just a kick in the teeth and makes you more neg each time.
Got through another sleepless night although this morning i feel like AF is is its way again. For the first time i'm feeling quite tearful as it all ended this way first time round.
Anyway will try to keep busy and think positive---Tue will nearly be over yyyiiippppeeee

Love Jen x

Jen1d · Post by **Jen1d** » Tue Nov 14, 2006 5:10 pm

Just went to the toilet and there is a minute pink tinge on the loo roll, think AF is on the way

Will hang in there

Jen x

Inhale, Exhale · Post by **Inhale, Exhale** » Tue Nov 14, 2006 6:17 pm

Oh jens.....
so sorry for the pinky tissue, but keep hanging on!!! It aint over yet.
Will be keeping all crossable parts crossed for you!

Lola- anything yet bunny?

Steph

lolajones · Post by **lolajones** » Tue Nov 14, 2006 7:25 pm

Jen!!! Forget the pink tissue my sweet!! Stay positive, it could be implantation or just pink dye from your spanky pants and pom poms! I am also crossing everything crossable and henrich the hernia is also doing his crossing bit. Demmy has just boarded night train to scotland - I hope you've stacked your fridge....

Hi Smita - is very lovely of you to be cheering us old octos on, we need it!

Steph - I think you should follow Demetrios lead and saddle up for scotland amiga! Friend in need!!!

had my scan in the pastel lounge of broken dreams, all quiet on the reproductive organ front so I move on to the patches! Woo hoo! At this rate if all goes to plan reckon ET should be around 1st December.
Man alive - yesterday the side effects kicked in good n proper, I was sooo exhausted and i can't sleep because of hot flushes. Hey ho. Will be up the duff soon and rejoicing in my lethargy like a pig in the proverbial.
This cycle going quickly, hope 2ww goes as quick eh.
OK, I'm off to grow ma bad self a uterus worth staying for. Will check in again later

Jen - POSITIVE!!!
Lots of love
Lola
xxxxxxx

Inhale, Exhale · Post by **Inhale, Exhale** » Tue Nov 14, 2006 8:11 pm

jens..... still hanging on?? I am keeping my watchful eye on ya! holding my breath... meditating... all those things! am still recommending a headstand.

Loolers- yeh.. hooray! congrats on shutdown complete, now onto the good stuff! I can't believe you are looking at December 1st.. that will be here in no time flat. especially for me as we have Thanksgiving next week and will have a 3 day week.. wanna come over to the states to make the time fly.. follow our lead and have a holiday! I am glad you have shipped Demetrio over to jen.. did Bubble fit with him?

sun Sals girls
steph

little R · Post by **little R** » Wed Nov 15, 2006 5:53 am

Jen, love.... it's implantation bleeding

... I know it won't mean anything to you, but I have a VERY good feeling about your cycle.

Hang in there, Octopal.

All crossed that 18th will be your special day, sweetie...
Sending sunny thoughts to you!

Lola...super duper news... you're shutdown... YIPPEE, bring on the BFPs

Steph, love.... you're the best fan ever

Back to the books... but may have some news of my own to share soon on the infertility battlefront

Love to you all,

Littles

Jen1d · Post by **Jen1d** » Wed Nov 15, 2006 10:53 am

Don't like to say i told you so but its a BFN

Had really bad pains in tum last night and bled this morning so did a hpt and its neg. Wasn't going to wait around for another 3 days hoping when i always knew it would turn out this way.

Can't stop crying and just feel so awful for my dh. Will have to discuss where we go from here as i can't take anymore heartache.

Thanks for being there for us girls and good luck Loops, glad your scan went well

Love Jen x

lolajones · Post by **lolajones** » Wed Nov 15, 2006 6:41 pm

Oh Jen. I'm so sorry my lovely. Its just not fair. You need a rest from this circus. Don't make any decisions right now. Give it some time.
Sending you big cuddles and all of my resilience and strength xxxxx

well. Its been a long time since we got any good news on this here thread. Surely this has to change soon? maybe 2007 will be our year? I mean COME. ON! What's Karma up to? Snoozing? On holiday in the Seychelles? It isn't fair - we've all been through enough and deserve our bfps. Man alive!

Steph where are you - we need cheering mama to make this wednesday better!!!
Littles! Walsher! Rally the troops!

Speaking of Littles... you tease...what do you mean news to share on fertility front?? hmmm?? Spill it gorgeous!!

Right, I'm off to find karma and kick its lazy, capricious ass

Amor!
Lola
xxxxxxx

Oct 05 Cycle Buddies

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