Bec - Have a nice day today with your Mum. How sweet of you to colour her hair. I shall be doing my own tomorrow and trying to make sure that I don't miss any patches. Hope it takes yoyr mind off the Estrogen. You have had such a time. This is the one for you hun. We are with you all the dam way!!!!
Erin - So sweet of you to drop by. Glad that op is done. Hope that you are not to sore after the drugs wear off. You sound like you are in great shape. When I had the lap op, I was pleased that they had looked inside as it must help them understand better. Right?? Take good care
Shantala - The waiting drives me insane. Hope that you'll be able to get the December slot. May be call if you don't hear in a few days and even if full then might be worth asking if you can be put down in case there is a cancel?? Never does any harm to ask............ X Factor tonight. Number 1s. Should be great. Ray is not doing swing. Ricky Martin song. Ben has a bad throat. Hope that he will be able to sing. Robert doing Michael Jackson. Competition is going to be tough. McD's doing famous Wet Wet Wet song. They may stay in again!!!!???
Rachel - Glad that you so called friend has seen sense. I am out with a mate today. I have arranged place and massages etc for both of us. Then she sends me a mail saying maybe we can have a glass of champagne afterwards. She knows dam well that I have not had a drink since I got the BFN in May. What was she thinking? Oh right she was not thinking at all!!!! What ever. I am refusing to let it wind me up - much! What did you have done to your hair? Bet it looks lovely. Good to do little treats for ourselves - we need it.
Becky - I am so sorry you are in such a tough situation. I wish that I could come right over to Ireland and give you a huge hug. It sucks. It seems that they don't think that it is that critical when it is everything for us. It is natural to still feel rough after all you have been through. Something would come up and then it would all come back to me when another day I would be just fine. We are all here for you hun
Hope that Xfactor will at least put a smile on your face this evening for a short hour or two.
Aunty - Please give me all the advice that you have. It is all really welcome and helpful. I just want to give this my best possible shot - at my age, time is not on my side. Someone told me about the aspirin and I took through last cycle. But I never asked clinic about it. This time I just plan to do everything that clinic tells me to do. See clinic next Friday so will ask their view on aspirin then. Know that it thins the blood so can improve circulation I think. That is what my acu has been working on. If you told me to stand on my head then I would right now. Thanks again
Hope that everyone else is having a good Saturday.
So for me - 2 stabs down. Only a little bruise so far. Total pro!!!!! Ha Ha. AF is quite heavy but not painful at all. Exactly what I was told to expect after the acu and herbs. Just hope that it is getting me all nice & cozy inside!!!
Off to spa with mate to get me chilled right out and then XFactor. Full of PMA.Love to you all.
Carolyn xxxx
how exciting you're just down the road from me!!! which clinic do you go to?
thanks for the supportive words. and its very true and something i hadnt thought about - if its delayed i'll be cycling with you! how cool!! thats cheered me up! 
and i'm so sorry to hear about your mum!! its very natural that you're feeling depressed. its so difficult what we're going through without all the other bits in our lives (such as your mum, jobs, etc etc) that its no wonder we all break at some point. but hey, you know what? when you're feeling better we'll all be at the other end and whilst you're feeling s*** we're still here too!! lots and lots of hugs!! thinking of you hunny! xxx
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to Sokru8 its really good to have you here fab youve already started i have seen so many first time IVFers with a BFP we will all be praying for you ...big hugs
I can't come cause I got fever since 3 days ago. I was little bit shame to tell you, cause I couldn’t hold my feet not to go to internet even I was sick. Im okay now. I just finished having dinner at Mc Donald. Eating fried chicken (don't you know that till 2000, Indonesia the only McD served Fried chicken?). Had a nice conversation with the manager. Told her anything I know about TTC. She listened seriously because she just got married. N also told her about IVF process. Anyway she thought from the meaning of IVF in our word that if you did IVF, you put embryo on a big stainless steel tube n keep the baby until 9 months, She shocked that the embryo only 3 days outside mommy 
Transfer 
warming up (28th Start stimming)
Start Stediril
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Could you imagine!?! That's such a blessing, but not sure one I would have the energy to endure. It's still early, so she's staying very realistic, but what a surprise watching her story develop. Develop in more ways than one...