July Ann

[Tracey S]

Just a separate thread to say thanks for you kind words - did not want to totally take over Becky's very important thread. I do have my up and down days - I am sure you have a fair idea yourself though our circumstances are different. Have kicked work in to touch for a few months and welcome to the land of sod all pay and being totally broke. Can not really afford it but better to heal myself physicall and mentally I feel. We have a review at NUTURE on monday but they do not want us to move forward until the post mortem results which they still say is 12 weeks (for goodness sake!) I am trying to pursuade them to let me move forward this side of xmas. Af has arrived which bought mixed feelings as I am sure you can imagine - have not seen one for 5 months and there it is 31 days after the baby was born. At least I am getting back on track where that is concerned! As for me well time distances me from it all - would not say it goes so far as to heal but I feel that soon I will be ready for IVF number 5 and fingers crossed this will be our time for real rather than a horrific dress rehearsal.<br>I am sorry that tmt did not work for you July Ann and I hope we can cylce together next time maybe - any plans. For someone as wonderful as you I believe if there is any justice your dream and time will come.<br>Take care<br>Love<br>Tracey<br>xxx

[july ann]

hi<br><br>thankyou <br><br>what I have been through is nothing compared to you. It's just not fair how long you have to wait. I have a feeling we will cycle together yet again. We have decided to go down the diui route on a natural cycle. Do not think I could face those drugs again, but who know's if this does not work out i'm sure I will go for it again.<br><br>we are strong and will have our dream one day, we just have to work harder than other people.<br><br>I really wish you all the best with your next tmt and will be with you every step.<br><br>love<br><br>july ann