Sita and Vicky77
You both are in my prayers. I know how hard all of this can be. I also know the guilt and other emotions that can come with it. The only consolation I can offer you, is that there are still chances. The fact that you even get pregnant is more than many of our friends on the other forums can say. Many of them have never been pregnant. No matter what your outcome, you have been blessed and those are your angels whether you see them or not. I have six little angels that I know are watching over me and my family. They never made into my earthly family, but they are permantly embedded in my heart. I wish you both all the luck in the world.
Girls,
It appears that we are all getting along. We are all busy getting ready for our holidays and some of us that are just crazy at work. I am both and to add to it, I have my cub scouts to keep me busier
. I am doing okay. I am very tired at the end of the day, but I am very happy. I have made it to the second trimester and I lost all of my other m/c before this time. I have had the joy of feeling the baby move when certain conditions are right. You will all laugh, but I confirmed it at the u/s on Monday. When I really have to pee, am laying down and relaxed, I can feel it moving (if it is moving). Needless to say, I have been waking up early in the morning so I can feel the baby. My husband laughs because when I get up, I have to run to the bathroom, but it is worth it to feel the little brush strokes. I have forgotten how very wonderful that feeling is. I amd anxiously awaiting the point where my boys can feel their sibling. My sons did get to see the baby at the u/s on Monday. The baby even put on a show for them. The boys have done nothing but ask questions since. Everyone is getting very excited. I cannot wait until we are at the halfway mark. From there on out, it will all be down hill!!!Merry Christmas, Happy Hannaka and any other holiday greeting necessary!
. We had a nightmare journey getting to the appointment in the am because car broke down. We then had to go at 8pm last night i was nearly falling asleep waiting for appointment and we finally got home at 10pm but it was all worth it.
Ellie x 
