).I am in LIMBO HELL. (and i am not referring to the little stick thing that you go under!)
That 8 cell one that completely stopped growing... well, "he" started growing (i am thinking indecisive as a character trait
). he isn't moving fast, but enough to make RE think it may be ready to be transferred tomorrow. SO, get this (ohhh, the torture!) I will be going in for "tenative" transfer tomorrow. I will get on the table, THEN they will look at my pitiful little embryo and see if he grew. only if it becomes an expanded blast will they transfer. If not... ladies, the ugly cry will be impressive! ok, mini rant (just humor me again for a min 
). Why is this never easy? Why can't i just make eggs, have them fertilize, at least a few grow and then have at least a few decent quality ones to transfer??? With the complications i have had, why can't it be easy just once???Actually doing ok as i am busy @ dh office (he has trial starting tomorrow... he had it postponed from today so that he could be at the ET that was SUPPOSED to happen today
... as a result, he can't be with me tomorrow 
). There is lots to do, so it is keeping me from crying all day. Chin is up, what do i have to lose (except the rest of my sanity)? heheehee, not much left to lose!btw, if this "problem embryo" somehow, through a miracle from God, becomes a child... i am going to ring its little neck for putting its momma through this
Hope you are all well!