bad day today

[JULES K]

Hi everyone,<br><br>just wanted to post as feeling very sorry for myself today. Still sniffing away as clinic delayed starting my injections as they were too busy. Due to start on 13 November. Trying to keep positive but feeling really despondant after seeing Lorraine, Lou, Frances, Lisa and Gem all get negative results over the weekend.<br><br>Have gone off sick from work until my cycle is over as I can't cope with the stress of the treatment and my job which I absolutely detest. Going out for tea tonight with a load of old workmates. We all meet up every couple of months to catch up which is great the only problem is we are all around the same age and all got married around the same time but most of them now have babies (three of them unplanned) I don't begrudge any of them their kids but it just seems so unfair that I can't have what they take for granted.<br><br>Sorry to ramble on, just feeling really fragile at the moment.<br><br>Lots of love to Lorraine, Lou, Frances, Lisa and Gem, you are in my thoughts.<br><br>Take Care<br><br>Julie.<br>xxx

[Hayley Wilkinson]

Jules<br><br>Know how you feel, after hearing all the girls sad news, its like why is this happening to them, that don't deserve it. It makes me wonder am I doing the right thing, or is it just gonna all end in heartache.<br><br>That sounds really poor, your clinic not being able to start you on injections cos they are to busy.<br><br>Try not to get to disheartened, go out tonite and have a good time with your mates.<br><br>Hope you feel better tomorrow<br><br>Love Hayley x<br><br>

[july ann]

hi jules<br><br>i'm afraid i have been around these boards for a while and i must say most go on to get pg. Please try and stay positive the drugs make you feel like that. All my friends have got children and I know how you feel but your day will come. Make sure you have a good time tonight and hope you can get going on your injection's soon<br><br>all the best with your tmt<br><br>july ann

[beckym]

hey Jules<br><br>chin up. know exactly what it is like having to wait longer than you expected for stimming to start - mine was delayed by two weeks this cycle cos I hadn't down-regged properly. I was gutted as had worked out all my ec/et dates etc to coincide with Bel and co!! In the long run it was just as well as dh ended up in hospital with pancreatitis and had stimming not been delayed, he would have been in hospital on original date of ec!!! So that cloud kind of had a silver lining in a funny sort of way. <br><br>re the negatives, it sometimes happens like this. in March we had this, but the other way round. A whole stream of +vs (Helen G and co) and then a stream of negatives (including me!). So you never can tell. I truly believe that the statistics are improving all the time and that in any one month we get at least 45% positives in whatever order they come. I also believe that if you give IVF a shot three times you have 90% chance of getting pregnant. Listen to july ann!! Now chin up and keep on sniffin'!!! beckym xxx

[vickib]

Hello Jules<br><br>Cheer up chicken we all have bad days I was terrible when I was down reggin, you ramble as much as you want, we are all here to support you that’s what cycle buddies are for. I hope your clinic paid for the extra drugs since they delayed you.<br><br>Love Vicki B x<br>

[LORRAINE G]

You MUST keep positive<br><br>Law of averages alone says that there are going to be positives this month and after the run of negatives we have had it is very likely that it WILL BE YOU!!!!<br><br>Keep smiling, we are all with you on this one<br><br>much love<br>Lorraine G