December-January Cycle Buddy's Our New beginnings

[cookholmes]

Aunty, you crack me up about the light eminating and the music, if only it were that obvious!!!

Congrats Druiett!!!

I am wishing everyone else well!

[Ange]

Rachel...good luck today! Looking forward to hearing from you.

hugs,
Ange

[CINNY1]

SS....I'm in the US, specifically FL. I usually have my results by 3. I will definitely post when I know. I am thinking about POAS b4 I go to soften the blow (just in case).

[lara312]

Hi ladies thank you for your support but bad news are frozen embies did not survive the thaw i no at the moment this was our last go has the money thing so i will be looking out for all your BFP's i wish you all the best the coming weeks if i not around i will be thinking of each and every one of you hugs
love Rachel x x

[AuntyPebbles]

TO ALL



LOTS OF LOVE AUNTY

[AuntyPebbles]

Rachel im so sorry i really am it breaks my heart i know you must be devestated please know we are here for you

there isnt much i can say to make this better but you will be in my thoughts and prayers....

love Aunty

[AuntyPebbles]

Warning SOAP BOX moment..!!!!!!!!

I hate hate hate that we have to stop any dream we have of becoming parents just because we dont have the money its wrong and i hate it

choosing to stop treatment because its what you want is one thing having no choice is another...ooooo

i fully intend to win the lotto and start a charity for us

love to you all Aunty...sorry had to have a vent

[Macca8]

Oh Rachel,

I am totally gutted for you honey. I had that happen to me in November. Getting that call saying that the frosties haven't made it is totally devastating.

I truly hope this is not the end for you. You are still young and have time on your side to save up. Can the NHS not help you pet?

I really am sorry my love.

Lisa XXX

[Ems1971]

Rachel I am so sorry, I really am (HUGS).

Thinking of you and DH.

Love Emma xxx

[charlie78]

Rachel - I am so sorry. Thinking about you - Big Hugs to you and DH.

Charlie x

[shantala]

hey ladies

first of all, rachel - i am so terribly sorry. that just sucks. i'm thinking of you and really hope something works out for you. big hugs!!! xxx

right, secondly, a big apology to sassy, tc and aunty - i was meant to post the list yesterday and yet again i let them down. i got my withdrawal bleed yesterday (which apparently indicates the downregging has worked) and had terrible stomach cramps with it...so i called in sick yesterday but thought i would be able to do the list....well, as the day and night went on yesterday i was in absolute agony with these stomach pains and got a really bad migraine...i took painkillers after painkillers but nothing helped...finally i went to sleep last night about midnight. ive woken up today and my migraine is gone (thank god) and stomach pains are a little bit less....the weird thing is i cant even sit on anything hard like a chair without the whole of my bottom half hurting (sorry if TMI)...has anybody experienced anything like this??? i do get bad AF pains with my usual AFs but nothing like this...phew that i'm better today though but still phoned in sick just to make sure i completely rest today and am better for work tomorrow.

sorry about that long post, right, now on to personals....

druiett - CONGRATULATIONS HUNNY!!! TWINS, THATS AMAZING!!!!!! WOOOOHOOOO!!!

aunty - i've been eagerly reading your posts and i'm so pleased your 3 embies are back at home where they belong...bring on that very much deserved BFP!! (and dont worry about the pains, it was your littluns letting you know they're there and snuggling in!!) cant believe you test in less than a week!!! so excited! oh an by the way, i completely agree that i think it bloody sucks that money can get in the way of this thing....lets win the lottery together and start up a charity, yeah? i was hoping that i was going to get a natural BFP just before i started my cycle so i could donate the money we got for the cycle to someone like charity...but no, didnt work....i do wish i had more money at times so i could help others!! anyway, i agree with you!!

sassy - hahahahahahahaha.....you made me laugh about the "checking on your meds" thing and sometimes just going to look at them....SO TRUE!!! (so glad i'm not the only one that does that!!)

ange - hope you're feeling better!! not long now till you bring your embies back!! and congrats on your 10 fertilised ones!! thats amazing!!

ss - congrats on your smooth ET!! cant wait for you to get your BFP next week!!

sophie - thank you for asking. dh is better which is good. how you doing?? i'm loving your calm PMA...can you send some of that over to me when i'm on my 2ww?!?! (see, already doing it!) so sorry about your insensitive work colleagues!! my mum is very tall too and very skinny (very!!) and people always comment to her about her weight...and she gets really annoyed as she says you wouldnt comment on a big person's weight, would you? so why comment on her skinny weight! big hugs!

cinny - congrats on your anniversary today!! but sorry to hear about you feeling so poorly. glad its just the vitamins and nothing more seriously!! you'd better get used to the sickness!!

beachbaby - thanks for asking about my sniffing. yes, fed up with it already ( ) but i wouldnt change anything! i'm still really grateful that they let me start this month. how you feeling now?? hope better!

mominwaiting - 3 out of 4!!! thats fantastic news!!! congrats!! the best of luck for your ET tomorrow!!

ag817 - how you doing?? not long now till you test!! ooohh, exciting!

angie65 - good luck with your scan today!! let us know how you get on! (by the way, have you experienced any of the above with your downregging bleed??)

tc - sorry to hear about abby and your dh...i hope they get better soon!

janice - so glad you're still in the game....when do you go back for your scan?? the best of luck!!

jem - yes, thank you...dh is getting better each day. i think he plans to go back to work soon so he must be getting better. how you doing??

emma - dont give up hope hunny!!! its just your little ones snuggling in. i know how it feels when you're at work and really just want to have a good cry...big hugs!!!!!!!!!!

fed - congrats on those numbers!!! you must be on cloud 9 still!!!

jackie - i'm hanging in there, thank you for asking. how are you doing?? think its great that you can wait some more days to make sure that BFP is perfect!! not long now till you start!

arizona - good luck with your scan tomorrow!! hope that your EC can be on monday!! ooohhh, you're so close! you must be so excited!!

AMD - thinking of you!! cant wait to hear how your US went!!

welsh - when do you start honey??

right, thats it for now from me...hope everyone else is good....

xxxx

[AuntyPebbles]

Hi Lady's i just posted a pic of our embies on myspace ...its kind of cute three stages of blasts all in one transfer.you can see the fragmenting and how they dont look so hot too..still love my little fraggy blasts..LOL

Shantala thank you sweet im sorry your Af was a witch but just think ot could be the last one for 10 months now ...here's praying for you...so pleased to read your hubby is doing better...hugs

love to all Aunty

[druiett]

Rachel, I'm so Sorry!!!

[shantala]

OMG aunty - that is sooooooo amazing!!!!! as far as i know we get a picture of our embies too before they do the ET...how did you get them on your computer? did you scan it? ooooohhhh....its so amazing to see them!! definitely one for the baby book!! thanks also for your encouraging words....

xxx

[AuntyPebbles]

Aww shantala so pleased you like my babies...yeah i scanned it in it copy's really well hey the top one is a compacting the bottom one is a full blast and the one to the side is an early blast cool hey i know they aren't "very good quality" but they are mine and im proud they got so far..

love Aunty