HI everyone long time no post I have been lurking just not posting too awful much after my BFN. CONGRATS to all the BFP and BFPs to come....Come on Aunty!!!
Well I still can't believe the news I got today.... The girl from the fertility center called and I don't know how ----not questioning it ------
But anyway she by the graces of god I guess--- was able to get the approval AGAIN for 2 more cycles thru insurance WOW--- I was almost in tears to hear that we are going to be able to try again. Yeahhhhh woo hoo..... This time I just gotta stand my ground and push for that 3 day transfer that I was not able to get them do this last time.
(RANT ALERT)
I was so excited that the first people I wanted to tell was everyone here before my family--- well mother she is so anti-IVF.
She is not really positive about any of this so when I found you all it was like a god send. I do love her but she is twisted she is happy that my cousin is preggy by a married man none the less and that her sisters kid was preggy with twins after drug habit but seems to think that me and DH are making a mistake and that we have enough- well yes I do agree that 3 kids is enough and that if this does not work I am utterly happy with what we have but I don't feel that it is wrong to want a child that belongs to the both of us created outta the love we have...... but hey that is me.When I told her about the reapproval her comment was you are really going to try that again?..... I said yes and then I was able to her the normal if I was you I would not do that again and MY FAVORITE....... Don't you think that you should just stop trying. OH and the I don't know why you want to put yourself thru that is it really worth it.
All to which I tell her that yes it is my choice and that yes I am happy and yes it will be worth it but shewwwwwww what a pain in the ass it is. OK SO SO sorry for b*tch session.
Wishing you all the best and BFPs soon
Steph
www.mysace.com/my2lnt
Im quite disapointed in her actually, she is my baby and i didnt think she would drink herself silly like that - my collegues at work say that we were all 16 (and a half as she informs me LOL) once and we've all done it - but like i said to them - maybe so, but we all got bollickins for it too lol .....
lol
m/c @ 8 wks 
4 IVF=BFN
