For Dexter Testing 21st still have everything crossed for U

[AuntyPebbles]

Dexter

Praying for your

Strong BFP

Hope you dont mind, just want you to know we are all still crossing everything for you...

loads of love Aunty

[geckogirl]

Good luck on your testing! I am praying for you to get the BFP that you want so much!

[Dexter]

Thank you so much for setting this up for me Aunty and for all the well wishes. I write this today with much sadness as AF arrived this morning and even tho I didn't have much hope to start with, I guess it finalizes everything.

I sit staring at my little brown paper bag that held all my IVF drugs and information and remember the day that getting that bag brought so much hope to us. Now it serves as yet another failure. I still have to go for my blood test tomorrow so they can check hormone levels..just another nail in the coffin!

I just don't know why. I had an easy cycle, responded well and had a good embryo. My lining was good and everything was on track. What hope is there? Sorry to sound so down. Those damn HPTs were right after all! At least I was let down lightly.

Well it's over and out for me until our FET end March which I'm hoping will prove more successful but unfortunately I know the cruel statistics with this one as well.

On a lighter note, my budgie sits here on my shoulder, chirping away..just happy to be alive for another day and asking for nothing more than a few kisses as the tears stream down my face. Having to tell Mum was the hardest.

Good luck Aunty. Any positive energy I have is being sent your way. I will check in to see how you're all doing.

Thanks for all the support. It's been a savious these past 2 weeks..
Dex xx

[AuntyPebbles]

Oh Dex im so sorry i know how you feel and i know it doesnt seen like it and it will take some time but it gets a little easier, i know what you mean about how come everything was perfect but it didnt stick its no good saying its just a numbers game because that doesnt really help.

i will keep you in my prayers and be praying for a strong BFP on your FET

loads of love Aunty