Patie—I know you’re glad to have your DH back. Mine went away for one night this weekend and I couldn’t even sleep. I kept waking up every hour. I’m so glad he’s back. He told me to tell him when he’s pissing me off or stressing me out. When I tell him he has been backing off. I must say he’s been a pretty good boy lately.
Angie—Happy to hear that you are not hyper stimulating. Now tell that damn dr of yours that WE would like some measurements. What the heck is up his ass? Doesn’t he know better! I might take your nap advice. I know by the middle of the week, I’ll probably be a nutcase. I’m doing everything in my power not to purchase a HPT.
Sassy—You were so right about the warm and dead thingy. I knew she wasn’t going to kick the bucket but did they have to wait an entire 55 minutes to tell us. I mean talk about dragging it out. That really pissed me off. I wished I would have recorded it and skipped the commercials. They took it to far. lol That is spooky about the alternative lady knowing so much about you. WOW! Go figure. Hey, stranger things have happened. I would say, take it for what it is. She may not know what the hell she is talking about, but then again…she might very well be right on point! Maybe right it down and keep it somewhere safe so you can reflect on it when you get your BFP.
Melissa—Welcome! Welcome! Welcome! I am so happy you have found your way to us sweetie. We might not be the sanest ladies on this site but…we manage the best way we know how. Be that, ranting, cursing up a storm, giving crazy nicknames to people and objects, thinking of ourselves as royalty, discussing television shows, discussing food, shaving of vajajay’s, and talking about subjects that are totally unrelated to infertility….that’s all us and we’re very proud of it. We don’t fit the norm but we have formed a bound to get us through this crazy process. And the more the merrier, if you’re not easily offended. I’m so happy that you have found comfort in this thread. Now with all that said, I am so sorry you have had to endure all this drama. I (as well as most on this thread) can completely sympathize with the fact that everyone around you is getting pregnant with a drop of a dime as you constantly battle infertility. I have not given up hope yet. Our time will come. Every thing happens for a reason and in a season. God may not come when you want him to come…but he is always there. Have faith! Never give up on being a mommy! BTW..Thanks for the GOOD LUCK! Oh yeah, on another note..I had 6 IUI’s…all freaking negative. If I were you and if it possible…just skip to the IVF.
Fi—You are too funny with the framing of the HPT. LMAO How long will the line stay? Can you use a marker to darken it? Lol My stomach hurt from laughing so hard at you not peeing for a day and a half. LMAO…I could never go that long. I pee so much I have a nickname. But if I tell you, you have to promise not to tell anyone. lol They call me pee pee express. HA…now that I think about it, my dad also gave me that name. But honestly, I go all the time. I can’t even go on a car ride without stopping. My friends use to hate when I rode with them on trips. lol They wouldn’t let me drink anything. ARGH…painful memories. I couldn’t imagine not peeing for a day and a half. Hell, I can not go without peeing for an hour and a half. I hate when I go to use the bathroom at work and one of my coworkers is in there. I feel like just turning around and walking out. I have this one coworker who talks to me if she sees me go into the stall. I just want to curse her out and tell her to shut the f*** up! I’m trying to do my business and I don’t want to talk to you. How rude! BTW….Is it Monday yet for you? I’m really eager to hear your results. How do you feel? My DH asked me yesterday if I felt pregnant. I thought… WTF?? How am I supposed to know how it feels to be pregnant. HELLOOOOOOOOO, I’ve never been pregnant! Where the hell has he been? Ok, was that just a rant??
Well never got my massage today. Once again it snowed here. I am so ready for summer. But the roads were really bad and I decided to go home after church. Almost got into a car accident the roads were so bad. Massage is rescheduled for tomorrow. Spent most of the day lying around watching television. DH really wants me to relax and stay off my feet. Hey, works for me. Trying not to stress out and over analyze every little twinge I feel. Also, trying to stay positive. These next couple of days are going to be a killer. I am going to need my sistas to keep me sane, Did I mention that I’m afraid to change my ticker because I don’t want to jinx anything. Weird I know.
Hope you all are doing well!