Oct 05 Cycle Buddies

[little R]

WOW..... I have just got back from our mini-trip....to read all your news Jen...
Unbelievable news... Your poor poor thing, what you have had to go through! It's so unfair .... let's hope that your little ones grow, grow grow...
All extremities crossed... this has got to happen now for you (I DEMAND IT!)... I am thinking about them...sending them sunny thoughts. Gosh, I can't imagine..you must be emotionally shattered from this rollercoaster...
Much love to you Jen and your DH... I am hoping that ET is on the verge of happening no news from you is good news!

Lola.... spa time sounds like pure heaven , so you're ready to take on the world again? Know what you mean about everyone getting pregnant around you.... pff... it makes the feeling seem even more alienating. Did you ever get my email?

Walshy... what are you up to, sweetie? Any plans? Holidays etc? We must meet again online soon. We're 6 hrs ahead of you so it's doable

Love to Steph, Camilla and their Octobabies...

My news: going for scan on Sunday...no meds at the moment which is nice.. but don't feel very hopeful. I'll keep you posted. I have been seeing the counsellor and it's too early to say that it is helping. All I can say is that I have been holding back a lot of emotions, particularly my anger...but it has to come out at one point. Poor DH

Much love to you all.....
Will log on later to hopefully read Jen's news...

Littles

[Jen1d]

OMG OMG OMG

WE HAVE 2 LITTLE EMBIES TO GO BACK IN TODAY AT 11.30AM

CANT BELIEVE HOW LUCKY WE HAVE BEEN OVER THE LAST FEW DAYS, JUST PRAYING THIS LUCK CONTINUES.

WILL DROP IN LATER AND GIVE YOU ALL AN UPDATE.

Littles - Great to hear from you, thought we had lost you. We are here anytime to a vent, shout away Good luck for Sunday

Loops - Good luck for your scan tomorrow, will be thinking of you.

Love Jen x

[Jen1d]

GOT MY TWO LITTLE EMBIES BACK HOME

Had to wait in the hospital for an hour and a half as they were so busy, was a nightmare as i had to keep drinking water for the transfer then visiting the loo constantly as we didn't know what time we would be seen Anyway who cares, all that matters is we got this far when we thought it would be all over a few days ago and never get to an ET.

Just praying now i can have a bit more luck---i know, i'm asking for too much---but its our last go at ivf as my ovaries are not responding well to the drugs and this is the last go at having my own biological child.

COME ON EMBIES PLEASE IMPLANT.

Loops - Think you need to name them this time, your always so good at it. Good luck for tomorrow

Test date is the 30th March

Am away to chill and get dh to run around and pamper me

Love Jen x

[Inhale, Exhale]

Hi Girls!!!

Oh Jens- so sorry I have not been here for your emotional journey.. but tears of joy over your happy transfer ending!!! Just when you thought all hope was lost.. whammo! it kicks you in the butt and says buck up and don't give up on me yet.. what a great little story to tell baby after BFP! I am sending all positive luv waves your direction, since I am doing yoga again I have lots! Loos definitely needs to name these two tough nuts.. strong little powerhouses deserve superpower names.

Loolers- nope, haven't forgotten about you... cheery positive luv waves comin your way too girlfriend! thinkin of you as you begin yours.

Littles- some to spare and right to ya! I got your e-mail and will be sending pics as soon as I go back to work. the computer I am using while off would take 5 years to send a picture.

Walshy- hey turtle! how are ya? what is your plan these fine days?

I go back to work in a week and a half- crap! oh well, it is what it is..

Shake your groove things!
Steph

[lolajones]

Jemla!!! WOO HOOOOOOOO!!!! now, names.... how about Claude and Vinnie?? Tough nuts! Or Smasn n grab? Will get thinking.
So fantastic news!! I'm so pleased!! Like i said, this signifies a tidal change of luck for you. I so hope you get a bfp!!! Am sending kick ass stick vibros up to Scotland zzzzzzzttt zzzztttttt.
So we need to focus on the 30th march..., I'll get my beanos back and then you'll get fantastic result!! Hoorahhh!!!!

Hola Littles - good luck for your scan - when will you have transfer? Glad you're seeing the counsellor, it really makes things better talking to someone neutral but its not something thats cured over night, one foot in front of the other and a whole pile of chocolate...

Hail the steph - week and a half before we get you back good n proper! Sorry, I mean, poor you having to return to work.... heh heh pom poms at the ready to cheer Jemla on to a BFP!!!!

Hello Walsher - hope you're ok, sending you lots of love x

So I've got the scan tomorrow, really early darn it. I'm so tired, haven't slept properly for ages - wonder if its the meds. Bottoms. Suddenly this cycle seems to be taking too long, slowly slowly catchy monkey. I'll let you know how it goes and the plan.
sheesh, I'm off to bed! Oh Mr Duvet, wrap me in your cotton arms and cuddle me until I snooze.

love, Lola
xxxxxxx

[little R]

YIPPPPEEEE...excellent news Jen....
Unbelievable.... I have this great feeling now... against all odds and 2 embies back in
I have penned down Test date....such a great way to begin the day.
Well done, Jen....nerves of steel, girl!
Enjoy your 2 week wait

Lola lass, good luck with scan. Sounds like you are super busy and exhausted... hope my mail reached you! Take care!

Steph, very much looking forward to your pics.... sorry you have to return to the office world to send them...

Walshy... give me a chat date and time

Much love to all your troopers...

Littles

[little R]

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Littles

[Jen1d]

Hey, i like it when all my friends come out to play

I still can't believe we have got this far and have two embies on board.
I slept so well last night, must be all the pressure has desolved away. Sure that will return soon though as we get nearer the 30th
One minute i feel like its going to work then i have moments of "why should it this time, it hasn't before"---i know i'm naughty PMA, right

Loops - I like the sound of Vinnie, he's a toughy but need another footballer who is tough??
Hope your scan is going ok, will pop back later for more info.

Littles - Whats this "don't feel hopeful" thing about. We are tough in the Octo Chicks so snap right out of that. I demand you take some PMA along to that scan on Sunday

Steph - Oh a week, its going to be so tough to leave Faith. I found it hard to leave the kids i nannyed for and they weren't even mine

Walshy - Oz girl, we are thinking of you and send a big hug

Ok off to relax again,i feel so lazy just lying around

Love Jen x

[lolajones]

Hola Octos

jen I can feel your positivity! You are such a strong lady. You will get your bfp this time - i just know it!

Well had scan and all quiet on the ovarian front so can start the oestrogen patches today. Next scan is next thursday. Will it 4th time lucky for us all???? Man, I hope so!!

OK, back to work
love, Lola
xxxxx

[Walshy]

Hi Ladies,

Just when I think it is the end of the Octo chicks there is a resurgence and all the birds fly back to the nest. I am trying to keep away as coming to this site is not healthy for my mental health but damn it the girls have news and I need to know.

Jen that is such fantastic news that you now have 2 embies on board. I think everyday before you get out of bed you should give yourself positive affirmations and know that this time it is it. You will get your BFP and that those little buggers will stick for 9 months or 8 months if you have 2. OMG you could be having twins. I am so happy for you it makes me want to do another cycle. Think of those little ones bedding in and getting comfy. I can see a boy and girl.

And for you Ms Lola not long until you have your embies back on board. Are you doing a frozen or fresh cycle this time. You always sound like your working really hard. Do you have to do long hours or have you made your place and can now work normal hours.

LIttles it is great to hear from you. I am sorry I haven't been on-line alot lately becuase when I do still find myself looking at TTC sites. So you sound as if your getting on the TTC band wagon again soon. Will it be a fresh or frozen cycle. We need to tee up a time to log on and have a chat. Will get back to you soon.

Steph how is little Faith going? Going back to work is bad for you to leave your little one but selfishly we are glad as that means you will be back on the net all the time. OK where is your photo of you and your little angel girl.

For me the clinic called me today to see how I am going as last time I saw them I just cried. It was nice for them to care but I suppose that is what I pay them for. My DH and I were hoping to go to Vietnam for a month in May but he can't get the time off work so we will have to wait until October. I may take a week off some time soon. I am trying to eat healthy but choclate seems to be my favourite friend at the moment so am finding it hard.

2007 is definatley the year of the Octo 2005. You girls will all get your BFP that you deserve I am having positive thoughts for all of you.

I will pop in later but Jen keep thinking positive and I am crossing everything and prying as hard as I can (and I am not even religious) that really this is it for you bring on the diapers and screaming child

[Jen1d]

Hi girls

Loops - Glad everything went well today. Why the patches, have never used them before?? 4th time lucky here we come

Walshy - You sound a bit more upbeat but i understand about the choc, it just has to be done sometimes eh
Hows the counselling going? Is dh managing to chat more?

So have been lazing around all day and i swear i feel the pounds creeping on. Just had a very healthy tea and away to veg out again i have a slight pain in my left side---not panicing though, will just be Vinnie and Gazza snuggling up ----do you you like it Loops, two toughies

Catch you tomorrow

Love Jen x

[Jen1d]

Now come on don't tease, one day your here, the next i have to chat to myself

Went out for a meal last night for my Mum's 60th, was great but we ate far too much, missed out on the champers and had to pass on the coffee Anyway who cares, IF i get my bundle of joy it will all be worth it.
Had a few twinges in the tum for about 20 mins last night, then nothing since but am not going to worry about it. As you know the last cycles i worried about everything and it still wasn't a bfp so will just have to be patient and wait.
One minute i think it will work out fine, the next i think "its not worked before so why should it this time". Although i admit i do feel calmer this time and what will be will be???????????????????????????

Ok, love to you all, have a good weekend. We are going to pop out this afternoon and see Outlaw at the flicks

Love Jen x

[Jen1d]

Come back girls, i miss you all, were are you hiding?

Am going back to work tomorrow for 3 days only. Will be taking it easy and have told my boss this People don't really understand thought, do they? Think its because we look fine but they don't know whats going on inside

Feel fine so far, had small twinges last night for a couple of hours, then nothing

Hope your all ok, hug to you all

Love Jen x

[lolajones]

Hola chicas

How're you going Jemla? Any more twinges? Staying sane??? 11 days until test date!!! Come on tough guys! Hang in there - chant chant chant twins for Jemla!!!! You know I have everything crossed for you!!! So back at work for a few days then what? Next week off??

The other countdown we have of course is for Steph and her return to work heh heh heh. Come back Steph!! We miss you!!

Walsher - good to hear from you lovely girl. It was really nice of your clinic to call you. How're you feeling? Have you had any thoughts about starting again? Chocolate is everyones friend - Oh mr chocolateee, embrace me in your dark and smooth arms....

Littles - what news doll?

My cycle goes on in stealth mode, next scan on Thursday. As usual I have my bag of minor illnesses to keep me company - I am fit for the knackers yard and nothing more. I wonder if they effect my chances? We'll see I guess.
OK then my dear duchesses, I'm off to eat anti-Zita dinner of fried happiness
Take it easy
Lola
xxxxxx

[Jen1d]

Just a quick one, off to work again today again.

Loops -Yep had a few twinges in left side last night, hope Vinnie and Gazza are just sniggling in and hanging on tight
Good luck with your scan, will be thinking of you.

Am in work tomorrow morning then off until next Wed then only going in two days but who knows what will happen. As you know i never get to my test date as its usually all over 2-3 days before but will hang on and be patient

Catch you tomorrow night

Love Jen x