the waiting game

[Quita]

Hi Literatriz,

Your welcome to join in, the more the merrier. Where are you on this IVF rollercoaster?

Quita xxx

[CHVONNE]

hiya hun how are you today anymore spotting i hope not? keep up that pma.only one more sleep to go for me oh my god im sooo nervous.im actually going to become an aunty today my sister in law is going in for a c section and i really dont know how im going to cope with visiting if its a negative tomorrow how in earth can i go on a ward where everyones just had babys and hold my neice or nephew im so worried .

[Quita]

Hi there,

Are you gonna come on line in the morning and let me know your result? Still haven't made up my mind if I am going to check tomorrow yet, but if I do and I probably will I shall let you know first thing.

Wasn't spotting this morning but have done quite heaviliy this lunch time still brown glad to say.

Does your sister in law know what you are going through? Cos I think if you do get a negertive which hopefully you won't, but if you do, I think you should let yourself off the hospital trip. You can always say you've got a bit of a cold and don't want to risk the baby getting your infection.

There is no way I want to see any happy smiling mothers for a few years if I get a BFN.

But saying all that your symptoms sound very positive and you might be dancing into the hospital.

What ever happens I'm here.

Lots of love,

Quita xxx

[CHVONNE]

hiya hun thankyou that means so much at the moment yes ill let u know as soon as i know i have to be at clinic at 11.30 then it will take 2 hours for result im told.
the clinics also in central london so we,ve then got to drive back to essex but ill let u know asap.my sister in law does know what me and dh are going through she had her antenatel today and there not bringing her in till next week now thankgod .im so relived cos whatever happens it gives me time im very nervous dont think ill sleep much tonight still trying to keep up t5he pma will be praying all night xxx

[CHVONNE]

hiya again forgot to say goodluck to you to if you do test tomorrow with the home test ill be thinking of you alsoxxx remember with the home tests you cant take a negative as gospel it just might not be detecting it but you can take a positive as a positive

[Quita]

I've been happy and calm and fine all day. But now I'm nervous my hand are shaking. Just wish I wasn't having the familiar spotting and the wriggliy pre menstral tummy. I keep reading over and over it doesn't mean anything. And I know I am suppose to be keeping so positive...

I guess I just can't quite believe something as wonderful as a BFP will ever happen to me. I have had my hopes raised so many times.

So I'll be up all night with you praying. I'll tell you what I'll pray for you and you for me then it won't be as scary we can just pretend it all happening in someone elses life.

By the way whats your london clinic like would you reccomend it? I've had my IVF in Eastbourne at the Esperance on the NHS. The treatment seemed good but they don't have a great statistical repretation might look at other clinics if this doesn't work.

Sorry that's very negertive. It will work. It will work. PMA PMA PMA PMA

[CHVONNE]

ok hun ill pray all night for you im soo anxious now.my clinic is crm london they have quite a good success rate and they have been fantastic i didnt actually pay for my treatment as i took part in the egg sharing team and donated half of my 16 eggs thought i could help another couple at the same time as trying to acheive my beautiful babie babies?

[Quita]

Hi I'm up been awake since 6, but I haven't tested yet cos I needed the loo at 3.30 this morning so I am trying to get my sample as strong as possible. However now I'm busting for the loo so much that I feel sick. LOL the things we do!

Also want my hubby to be awake to hold my hand so I'm gonna try and hold off for another half and hour.

What a day.

I think I would be intested in egg sharing if this does work out but I am 36 so I am probably too old. Also they would have to stimulate me better than last time.

Ok talk soon.

Praying for us both xxx

[Quita]

Chvonne,

You are never going to believe this. I've only gone and got a faint positive!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Will test again tomorrow and make sure I am not dreaming. Can't believe it has happened.

Scared I'm tempting faint by saying it out loud.

But it there, I keep checking.

Will be thinking of you all day and praying you get the same.

Love Quita xxx

[CHVONNE]

i just got a bfp bfp bfp first scan april 18th i cant belive it never thought it would happen to me especially first time were absoultley over the moon. congratulations im sure a faint positive means a bfp whoopeee we done it xxxxx

[Quita]

OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

CAN YOU BELIEVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THIS IS TOO MUCH

AMAZING NEWS HUH

I AM GOING TO TEST AGAIN TOMORROW MORING THEN PHONE GP ABOUT GETTING MORE PROGESTERONE

HAD TO KEEP CHECKING HPT OVER AND OVER ALL DAY COZ I CAN'T BELIEVE IT

I HOPE MY LINES ARE EVEN STRONGER TOMORROW

DEFINATELY FEEL LIKE SOMETHING MAJOR IS GOING ON IN SIDE

HOW ARE YOU FEELING PHYSICALLY. MY BOOBS ARE VERY ACTIVE AND MY STUMACH FEELS KINDA TIGHT. AND I'VE BEEN VERY HUNGRY AND TIRED TODAY.

THIS IS TOO AMAZING SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY FOR US XXXXXXX

[CHVONNE]

hiya i know im still in shock let me know how your test goes tomorrow my boobs are really heavy too and a bit sore but i get sore boobs anyway a wek before my period so im used to it but they are never this heavy feels like im carrying around two watermelons lol ive got like a dull bachache but i refuse to take even 1 paracetamol lol and yes im definitley eating more i cant stop lol also a bit tired hear and there i cant belive ive got morning sickness already im not actually throwing up but like ive had this saliva in my mouth everymorning and felt slightly nauseaus for more than a week now nurse also was shocked im having these symptons so early i knew it wasnt in my head i think deep down i knew i was pregnant i was just to scared to get excited.xxx

[Quita]

Morning fellow pregnant lady

Did antother test this morning....well I say this morning it was actually 4.30. Went to the loo at 11 and again at 12.30 and finally feel asleep but was a wake at 4.15 busting for the loo again.

Hubby woke up too and he said "you might as well test now seeing as it only a few hours till the morning." So off we trappesed again. I pee'd in a pot so he could do the test. And despite not having waited very many hours between loo trips the two lines appeared once more!

So I am off to the GP in in an hour to arrange more progesterone, and I have phoned the clinic who were over the moon for me. They have booked my scan for 26th April.

We must be due on or arround the same day.

So amazing isn't it, I just can't get my head around it.

Going to Zante in June for my mum's wedding with all the family, so glad that DH and I won't be going alone.

Wish scan was tomorrow don't you.

Do you think we will ever relax? So happy but still a bit scared.


Lots of Love Quita x

[CHVONNE]

hiya thats great news im sooo happy for you YES IM STILL IN SHOCK but like you im still a bit worried but im just going to take it as easy as possible i think this was meant to be for both of us so we,ll be alright im having scan april 18th i wish it was sooner to did you have two embroys transfered im excited it could be twins either way im ecstaticxxxtry and relax it was meant to be remember

[Quita]

Hi Luv,

I know twins!!! I am open to the idea! We would be they only ones in the family and we wouldn't ever have to think about having IVF again.

But on the other hand TWINS! Scarey!!!!! No sleep ever!

Actually my DH and me decided two months ago that if we have twins, we could have one each and I told him mine would be the good one.

Mine is going to be a vegertairan even though I am not any more and have a Spanish name.

And he decided his is going to just eat meat (just like he used to do before he met me) and have an English name.

I suggested Conejo which is Spanish for Rabbit and his could be Stu.

And he suggested Collin and Justin in case we have gay twins.

What do you think?

PS still spotting a tiny bit and womb jumping around alot. x