Quick stop by as just back from Trewster and on way out with a mate who is here from France and has same issues as all of us.
I thought of you when I was there Lola and wished that you'd never have to sit outside Lavery's office again.

Hope that you are resting up well at home sweetie.
Well Trew was a star - a real pro in my book. He ran through the cycle. Good numbers, good fert rate - yet again. He was quite happy that 2 made it to morula (blast better) but given that 2 got that far was even more mystified as to why it will not work for us. No real answers other than the eggs that we have picked so far cannot be the ones - but very rare to have issues with all eggs so there should be some good ones in there. Arggghhhh. We asked about donor and he said that he would be recommending that if we had less eggs or poorer fert rate.
His answer was frozen cycle just to try something new/different.
We then told him that we were considering 1 last fresh somewhere else so that we could feel happy that we had thrown everything at the problem. He was cool. Take my hat off to him. No snipes. No getting rid of us out his office. He said that he could understand given what we had been through. That was the only point that I felt a bit teary/chocked.
Even debated fresh versus frozen next. He said do Fresh next before I get too old! He'll then have us back for frozen (he even joked about that being for a brother or sister - I wish) but was fairly clear that more than 4 Fresh was very low odds (down to less than 5%).
We then talked about donor. They will help with Madrid. 3-6 months wait list but he could get me on the list for their in parallel with last frozen cycle. Odds with donor are 56% for 1st cycle. They will support us with all the scans etc. He said that they were doing 1 per week there & had moved away from IM in Barcelona as they had issues and were not happy with all the pateint care.
So think that we have a plan - Fresh @ argc, Frozen @ Hammersmith, Madrid here we come.................... that amounts to only 3 more cycles so half way through the rollercoaster ride. Hope that chat has got dh more on board for a donor.
Last trip (yeah right) to Hammersmith is on Monday for councelling.
Love and hugs to you all. Can I still be a Hammersmith girl?
Carolyn
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Me 42, DH 52 IVF #1, #2, #3 ICSI #4 - 10.05.2006, 12.12.2006, 10.03.2007, 27.07.2007 ICSI/DE/TESA #5, #6 PGD/IVIG #7 - 24.11.2007, 27.02.2008, 23.05.2008 - 7 BFNs
Surrogacy/FET #8 - 15.10.2008 - BFP
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