December-January Cycle Buddy's Our New beginnings

[bigwhitehapydog@aol.com]

Hi Girls, Posting on the April thread too, but wanted to say hello to all my pals and see how you're doing.

Susette, My heart broke when I read your news. I'm so so sorry. Pls. know my thoughts are with you. I'm glad to hear you have a plan to start again in May. Keep the faith. I know it's hard.

ANGE: How are ya dear?? Haven't heard from ya in awhile. How are those babies doing?

Shantala, and Auntie: How have you guys been? Missing you all!

As for me,

I had my first follie scan this morning, and again, my right is my big producer showing about 11. My left is only showing about 3. The bad news. Last time I had a ton in my right andthey couldn't get to it because there were blood vessels in the way. You probably remember...So... I'm worried the same thing will happen and I'll lose all those in my right again. Isn't there any other way to get them out??? Can't they just open me up and take them out. It seems like such a waste to lose them all. UGH! I'm so dissapointed. I'm figuring ER around next Monday, as last time I stimmed for 9 days. We'll see how it goes. I need a follie dance for my left one. It needs to kick up some energy and get moving. I'm on 450 units of Follistim in the am and pm, and taking the 2 viles of repronex at night. Anyone ever heard of them getting them out another way when the blood vessels are in the way and they can't do it vaginally???

This time they got me on Repronex instead of the Menopur. I hate to *****, but this stuff gives me huge welts, and they itch like crazy. The Menopur did not do that? The needles they sent are kind of dull, and hurt. I asked my clinic for some new ones today.

Pls. do the follie dance for me for my left ovary. It needs some serious help.

[My2LnT]

Janice I will jigggg all I can for ya. I do repronex as well and I get those hellish welts and all the itching to and hate it. But hey not too long to go now huh..... GL wishing you a BFP to come.

Becky it is funny *well not really* but funny (lol) that you say that my retrieval is on a Weds and transfer is on a Friday the same as yours just not sure of times yet. Yeah I tried to get the 3 day last cycle and they ignored my request and all that so this time I said I would go else where if I could not do what I wanted. I told her that I wanted 4 possibly 5 depending on quality.Hell I may have a litter LOL.I called all around to see how much the sessions cost for accupunture I found a place that would do it for 50.00 a session but don't know if I will have it to spare i hope so.

Rachel Good luck with the weight God knows that during all this and the quitting smoking I have gained 45 pounds shewwww. Plus part of that I like to blame on DH for me getting comfortable

Shantala & Susette I do hope things are going well with you. Wishing you both the very best.

I think that I did my stupid ticker wrong with the day that I start Lupron ha ha I start on the 18th and last pill on the 21st damn I got so excited I think I mixed up all the days ha ha

XOXO
Steph

[jemima]

HAPPY BELATED EASTER EVERYBODY

Luv, Jemma

[AuntyPebbles]

For Janice.....cheering them on



loads fo love Aunty

[charlie78]

Its a BFN for us again I'm afraid ladies Thank you for all of the well wishes!

LOL Charlie x

[AuntyPebbles]

Charlie im so sorry ...not much else i can say to make any difference but please know im thinking of you

love Aunty

[Welshgirl38]

So Sorry Charlie,

Hugs to you and ur DH, thinking of you both ...

Becky Xxx

[bigwhitehapydog@aol.com]

OH AUNTY, THAT'S SO SWEET! Thank you so much for the dance. I certainly need it.

[bigwhitehapydog@aol.com]

Charlie, I'm so so sorry. Please know we are thinking of you. I know there is not a whole lot we can say to make you feel better, but please know we all know what you're going through, and our heart breaks for any of our forum sisters to get a bfn. It's just devestating. We are all like family now. I'm so sorry hon. Take some time to yourself, and if you need us we're here!

[Ange]

Charlie...I am so sorry for your disappointment. We all know how hard it is to hear those words. Hang in there, my thoughts are with you and dh.

Janice....I've been lurking on the site keeping up on everyone and was wondering where you were. I didn't even think of checking the April thread. I am praying like crazy that your left ovary obtains hen status. Grow follies, grow! Can't believe you ER is around the corner. I'm so happy for you! I'm doing well, aside from what I'm calling 'twilight' sickness. Hits everyday about 4:30 and lasts til bedtime. Kind of feels like being hungover while being on a boat in 25 foot swells.
WARNING...baby talk. Got to see arms waving and feet kicking on the last sonogram, it was really awesome. Still finding it hard to believe there are 2 in there. Closing in on my first trimester, can't believe it.

Everyone else...I've been checking in on you all and have a special place in my heart for each and every one of you. I wish you all the best and pray for positive things for all of you. You are all such strong women and a wonderful support group.

hugs,
Andrea

[tcbalgord]

Oh Ange I am so happy for you! What a beautiful sight that was for you! Best of wishes in the coming 6 months and the all the wonderful years you have ahead of you!

Charlie honey I am so sorry for you, my thoughts and prayers are with you sweetie.

Everyone else, I am watching you all....you are not forgotten! XOXOXOXO

[My2LnT]

Charlie I am so sorry for your BFN I so wish it coulda been different. Prayers be with you and DH.

XOXO
Steph

[bigwhitehapydog@aol.com]

ANGE! I'm so happy to hear from you hon! What an amazing sight that must have been. Little arms and legs kicking. I can only imagine the joy you must have felt. I'm sorry to hear that you're feeling twilight sickness though. I'm not surprised though with two of them in there. You were probably bound to have the sickness with two. UGH! Hang in there. It's all worth it in the end.

My scan went well. My right is still really aggressive. My left has two more, which makes 4 or 5. EEK! I can't remember now how many I had the first day. I have alot in my right, but am really keeping count on my left, unless they surprise me and are able to get those on the right this time. I'm hoping she stims me a little longer this time to get some more on my left. Even if it means losing some off the top of my right cause they're too big. We'll see. I should know more Friday. I'm really worried. It's such a shame to lose all those beautiful eggs. I wish I could just yank them out. Can't they just take the whole ovary out and just squeeze the eggs out of it. hee heee. That would be good. I hope you are feeling better soon. Get lots of rest! J

AUNTY, Your jiggy worked. Keep it coming hon as I had two more in my left this morning. I need some more. I don't mean to be greedy, but.... Well... ok yes I do. More jiggy's please!!!! I believe your vibes are coming through.

Shantala, Hope you're doing ok.

I really miss my Dec/Jan buds. This group has sure quieted down. It's sad.

[AuntyPebbles]

Janice your not greedy here it comes.....cheering them on



loads fo love Aunty

[cookholmes]

AuntyPebbles, I love your posts!!! Very cute