I'm back here again I'm afraid

beckym · Post by **beckym** » Fri Dec 19, 2003 11:13 am

thank you everyone for your kind thoughts. I couldn't have got through this year without the support I have received on here. Traci, looks loke we may be cycling together again in the spring then if your tests turn up trumps which I hope they will. I have started writing a positive thoughts diary which I have found very cathartic. Alowed to put down negative thoughts but try to counteract them with positive thoughts - eg how many people are worse off then I am - ie those who do not have loving and suportive dhs etc. Seems to work. beckym xx

Lisa_P · Post by **Lisa_P** » Fri Dec 19, 2003 11:02 pm

Becky So so sorry to read your news, my thoughts are with you. All the best for 2004 Love Lisa (fellow OCB and NCB!!)

Tracey S · Post by **Tracey S** » Sat Dec 20, 2003 10:03 am

Becky Posted for you on the other side but just wanted to say my thoughts are with you as you know and will be egging you on to a ++++++++ next time - you can do this but right now grieve as long as you need. Sorry I wasn't around - it was Oliver's funeral yesterday. Love and hugs Tracey xxx

Helen Reid · Post by **Helen Reid** » Sat Dec 20, 2003 12:54 pm

Dear Beckym, I am so sorry to hear of your sad news. You sound positive and i hope you and your dh have a better 2004. Take time to grieve i feel for you both. Helen Reid

gem · Post by **gem** » Sat Dec 20, 2003 7:52 pm

Becky I'm so sorry to read your news,hopefully 2004 will be our year Try and enjoy christmas-2003 is nearly over. Love Gemxx

Hayley Wilkinson · Post by **Hayley Wilkinson** » Mon Dec 22, 2003 1:42 pm

Becky I have not logged for a few days and was totally devastated to read your post. I am so sorry, you and dh enjoy christmas and lets hope you, Traci, Gem and myself have a better 2004. I only wish I could take your pain away for you. Thinking of you Love Hayley xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx