Message 4 Hayley

[Nicky Dean]

Hi Hayley<br><br>I'm really sorry but my head office wont let me recieve any of your e-mails and i dont know why, and its driving me mad....<br><br>Anyway i hope your OK, and that today went fine, has he given you good news, i hope so, I need your support more than ever over the next cpl of weeks.<br><br>This is my last night in work, last nite i was at xmas party so wasnt in work, enjoying drinking while i can. Back in work monday, but I will be texting you.<br><br>I went to see my counsellor on monday and she said that i seem to be doing OK apart from this bit being the worst time, but as long as i know that the outcome might not be what i hope for, which i have myself prepared for, but she also said to stay positive. She's asked me to do a bit for the newsletter they have as me having a medical condition already and how i would cope with IVF, so i think it would be a good idea, i did it once when i was on dialysis back when i was a teenager (only yesterday, yeah right....)<br><br>Sorry for talking pants, getting close now!!!!<br><br>Anyway i hope that you are feeling OK and they've put a ban up in work, no new babies allowed.<br>Take care, i am thinking of you<br>Lots of love<br>Nicky xxx

[Hayley Wilkinson]

Nicky<br><br>Please make sure you text me, I will always be here for you, everything is gonna be OK, we will always have each other.<br><br>We have decided to go with our frozen embbies, so it looks like March for me, depending on the quality of the eggs when thawed.<br><br>Sorry about emails I took out all bad language, will try from scratch again today.<br><br>You MUST PROMOISE me you will stay positive.<br><br>Speak soon<br><br>Hayley xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx