Message for Caz 2
Message for Caz 2
Hi Caz, sorry to hear you are so down and it is a comfort to know that we all know how this feels. I can understand that feeling of dread as you approach another IVF/ICSI, I felt the say way and really felt I couldn't do it at one stage. Do you have to have a full bladder? AT my transfer this time they insisted it was full to the point of bursting, I felt sick because you have the scanner pressing from one angle and the speculum from the other. I couldn't stop eating through all my injections so feeling positively podgy! My test day is Boxing Day but am so tempted to test early, which I know would be terribly naughty and if I did I would have to do it secretly because DH would disapprove and wouldn't let me if he knew. I will try to hold out. Do you find on the 2WW that you are very up and down? I find i am positive one minute and negative the next constantly for the whole time and then in the last couple of days probably more negative. I try not to be but can't help myself. Its just the not knowing I think rather than the not thinking its positive - such a rollercoaster of emotions.<br><br>I hope you have a great christmas, and to all the girls and look forward to hearing about your timetable when you get going.<br><br>Love<br><br>Millie x
Message for Caz 2
Millie - I cant remember about the full bladder thing ...i think not actually - I vaguely remember asking them and they said not necessary anymore.<br>By the time you read this you will have tested - really hope its all gone well for you.<br>Feel better today - yup, its not JUST the 2ww that I'm up and down for its ALL THE BLOODY TIME! -POOOOOR dh!!<br><br>Just wanna get on with it- am SO desperate to be pg. But not looking ofrward to the "falling off a cliff " feeling if/ when it doesnt work again.<br><br>Christmas day was lovely but for the first time I did find it a bit tough - I think it just SUCH a time for kids aint it?<br><br>Big x to you all<br><br>cazx