
Oh Loops
Hang in there babe. Know you are feeling worried and crap but keep that PMA there. I have everything crossed, please let us know you are ok.
Been really busy with work and yesterday was the worst day in a long time.
I was on a sleepover and was meant to get home early but had my keychilds Panel and was at work for 27 hrs with only 6 hrs sleep. He did get a secure order but the social worker is a prat and poor child was left with his bags packed and not sure where he was going. He eventually stayed with us for the night and a kick off between social worker and my boss will be happening today. As soon as you are secured you are meant to go straight there for the childs safety so hell will happen today and guess who is on late shift
The new girl----------oh my god, i have looked after some crackers in my time but she is definately not all there. Usually the kids have a honeymoon period but she started kicking off on day 1. She just screams and shouts abuse continually. Was glad to get home yesterday as i was a F@@@ing whore all day according to her, she's a nightmare
So af is still not here, don't know what is going on and just putting it down to different drugs on last cycle as i am usually so regular. We are also having trouble finding a hotel for the 15th and now the flight has gone up so might re organise for the 22nd or 28th May, this was we dont have to rush around and i would rather B get all my info and read it carefully to know the best way forward for us instead of panic reading. Just going to be patient and wait for af before booking anything.
Its our anniversary today, another year and no kids but as Steve said he would rather have me than kids---he's the best
Ok just been out walking again so going for a shower then pop in to see my ex-keychild as he has just got his first flat and need his substitute mum
Love and a hug to you all especially Loops
Jen x