Day four of stimming and what a horrible day I've had. I had horrible dreams last night and woke up unhappy and proceeded to get sadder and angrier as the day went on. Isn't it crazy the way hormones affect our moods so much? I was fine yesterday, had a nice weekend and yet was psycho crying lady all day today! My mum's just back from visiting my brother and wife and their little ivf miracles and she told me that my sis-in-law told me to stick in there as it's so worth it. Well that just made me cry for about an hour! Not quite the response my mother was expecting I don't think!
gbnut, that's great news about your little blasts, good luck hun. you asked how my levels were doing but I don't know what that means

I don't go back to the clinic until Friday for a scan. My tummy's getting horrible and bloated though, yuk! hope Holly and Ivy are snuggling in there well.
arizonakiwi, bestest wishes for tomorrow, hope it goes well.
shantala, glad you're feeling better, how rotten you were ill on your hols. enjoy your time med free before you get going again!
Tanya, Jovigal and My2LnT, you crazeeeee home-testers you! Jo, I loved your qualifications for a poas addiction, especially the keeping secret from DH! LOL! I used to be an addict in the old days of trying to conceive naturally(!) but didn't bother with my 1st ivf as I didn't want bad news. Maybe this time I'll test, mmm, not sure. Looking good for both of you though so I might just follow suit! Not long now! It's looking so good for you all, can't wait to hear the confirmed news!
Jenn, congrats on your fab fertillisation. 100%, that's amazing! Let us know how they go.
Tia, what a nightmare with your insurance! hope you get that all sorted.
hey PMApsy stimming buddy, sounds like you're doing better than me today! you have a great attitude about the whole thing. it's my 2nd go too and like you I'm not as excited this time, perhaps protecting myself from a fall if it doesn't happen. I believe it will happen though, I just don't know when.
Daly, you've not posted for a few days. I hope your pup's doing ok. I love my dog like a child and know what you must be going through. They are so special, I just wish they lived longer than they do. The way I get my head around it is that even though my boy won't be here forever I'll be here for his forever and that's pretty special. I really hope yours is doing well. Do let us know if you want to talk.
Jovigal, I've just read on to your BFP! That's fabulous news babe! How are you feeling? I just can't imagine, it must be wonderful. I'm so happy for you
Right, bedtime for me. Hopefully tomorrow will be a happier one.
Night night brave ladies
Jules x