Souris - very best of luck. I know how hard this journey has been for you and really, really hope your dreams come true.
have everything crossed for you!
Take care
Cla
xx
Me: 35 DP : 38
1st time IVF - Aug/Sept 05 -ve
FET - Jan 06 - BFP!!!
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Cla, Tracii. Smita how is motherhood??!! And how are the babes (not really babies anymore!)
Jackie thank you so much hun, and again, sorry for the meds...
I did an evil HTP yesterday and it was ----... I know I should not have but I could not resist!!
I dont give up hope, it was still very early. So I will try not to test again on wednesday ...and wait until my official test date. We will see how strong is my willpower...
thank you all for your support guys
lots of love
Me 27, DH 55
04/ 05 ICSI -tive 02/06 ICSI. No fertilisation
09/ 06 ICSI. BFP!!! M/C at 12 weeks.04/07 ? ICSI -tive
04/08 ICSI BFP!!! M/C at 12 weeks
Feb 09 6th ICSI has started! neg
June 09 7th ICSI. Please make it happen!!
Good luck honey. Keeping everything crossed for you for Wednesday. I agree with everyone, don't worry about the HPT as its early days yet. Hoping your dreams come true on Wednesday. xx
Me 32 DH 34 - severe male factor
5 failed donor inseminations July- Nov '06
6th DI Jan '07 ...... finally ..... OMG BFP!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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I could not resist and did a HTP this morning, the ones that you can do before your periods due date . It is very sensitive (20IU). Well, not the faintest line. My blood is on friday, I believe the neg will be confirmed. I dont want to believe that the test could be wrong, I do not want to hope anymore!
It is a sad and happy day. Sad that my little embie did not make it, but I am happy that this chapter of my life is over. Next chapter is entitled adoption, and I am certain that it will be a great one!
No tears and no sorrys my friends! If I am not meant to have my baby, I am meant to find him/her!!
Dh is very disappointed of course, but we love each other so much that nothing is more important than that!
I also want to say a little word to my heart baby, who should have been born today. I cant believe 6 months ago I was living a nightmare...It seems it was yesterday.
I will post the definite results on Friday, then I will stay a little longer to share my adoption journey!!
Thank you to all my Phoenixes Friends, the best of the best, Nicki, Lis, Jen, Kate, Gail, Julie, MLG, Lucy (sorry if I forgot anyone...)
ANd all of you for your support,
xxx
souris
Me 27, DH 55
04/ 05 ICSI -tive 02/06 ICSI. No fertilisation
09/ 06 ICSI. BFP!!! M/C at 12 weeks.04/07 ? ICSI -tive
04/08 ICSI BFP!!! M/C at 12 weeks
Feb 09 6th ICSI has started! neg
June 09 7th ICSI. Please make it happen!!
Souris - you are a very strong woman and you are right - you will get your baby. Both you and DH are on a great path for adoption..there are so many children which need a loving home. We are actually thinking about adopting. Please keep us posted. Big hugs from Vienna!
AF has arrived before my blood test. I still went for the blood for my clinic stats (they must hate me because I dont help the stats going up!!)
Although I said no tears no sorrys, I had a good cry talking to Dh. It is the end of a dream and the start of long journey...
I will take time off the forum, but will update you on the adoption process. I need all my strengh now to focus on adoption.
i will never thank you enough
xxx
souris
Me 27, DH 55
04/ 05 ICSI -tive 02/06 ICSI. No fertilisation
09/ 06 ICSI. BFP!!! M/C at 12 weeks.04/07 ? ICSI -tive
04/08 ICSI BFP!!! M/C at 12 weeks
Feb 09 6th ICSI has started! neg
June 09 7th ICSI. Please make it happen!!