PMApsy testing 14th June

gbnut · Post by **gbnut** » Mon Jun 11, 2007 7:36 pm

Sophie all the very best for getting your BFP.

Hope all your dreams come true for you

Susan x

jenn · Post by **jenn** » Mon Jun 11, 2007 7:38 pm

Sophie- I'm keeping everything crossed and praying for your BFP!!! hang in there, not long now!!

TansRN · Post by **TansRN** » Tue Jun 12, 2007 1:42 am

Sophie
Waiting to hear about your BFP and it is coming up so soon! Woo Hoo I am so excited for you....

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PMApsy · Post by **PMApsy** » Tue Jun 12, 2007 11:18 am

Well, that's it folks. It's a BFN for me again.

The spotting is intensifying and darkening, and with a negative HTP this morning (it's 93% accurate at this point), it would be foolish to keep hoping. I expect that AF will show up either today or tomorrow. I'm happy I did the HTP this time, because with the spotting, it gives me a clear answer and it comes as a relief instead of another bump in the roller coaster. And dearest Tanya, it's not implantation bleeding hunny. I'm 11dp3dt... implantation occurs within 3-5 days after a 3 days transfer.

I'm okay, don't worry guys. I think yesterday was when it all came out; this morning was just the confirmation, not the shock. I didn't cry this morning, just shed a few tears in bed while my DH was still sleeping. When he put his hand on my back to cuddle as we do each morning, I smiled because I realized how blessed I am by other aspects of my life. I'm still going to have as great a day as I can, and same thing for tomorrow, and so on. Life goes on. He, of course, is not affected much. He never invests emotionally in the embryos; to him, they only become real after a BFP and after the first u/s that confirms the pregnancy.

I just wish I could stop taking progesterone. I wouldn't dare to do it before doing the final test, the blood test. But it's cruel at this point, because my fingers come out covered with blood and it reminds me of that BFN constantly and it's a pang of pain each time. But it's only for today and tomorrow anyway. I can handle that.

I'm looking forward to exercising again and get rid of that nasty bloating and maybe a couple of pounds that progesterone made me put on. I'll question my doctor about progesterone, though. I find it curious to have AF even before I stop the pessaries; progesterone is supposed to stop AF, so maybe the dosage or delivery is not appropriate for me.

So, keeping my eyes on the prize!

FET in August! That will be a much different adventure...

Take care ladies, and have a great day,

Sophie xxox

jen babes · Post by **jen babes** » Tue Jun 12, 2007 1:48 pm

Sophie
my heart goes out to you..it's such a difficult time...look after yourself

You are so right to keep the focus on your 7 sleeping beauties and Aug FET.

loving hugs to ya take care
jen
xxxx

jen779 · Post by **jen779** » Tue Jun 12, 2007 1:56 pm

Sophie...I am still keeping the hope for you! You are in my prayers!

PMApsy · Post by **PMApsy** » Tue Jun 12, 2007 5:10 pm

jen babes: thank you so much for leaving a note!

And you're right, it's better to think about the 11 frosties I have!

Hugs to you as well and best of luck on your quest to mommyhood!

Jen: *hugs* you're so cute you glow in the dark my darling!

Thanks for keeping the hope!

Sophie

mandeeq · Post by **mandeeq** » Tue Jun 12, 2007 6:25 pm

Dearest Shopie: I am really very very sorry to hear the bad news, Big Hug.

I am wishing you one day your dream came true.

Take care and have a break.

gbnut · Post by **gbnut** » Tue Jun 12, 2007 6:46 pm

Sophie i am so sorry to read your news. my heart goes out to you. really sorry you have to go through this pain. It is good that you have a focus and all the very best with your FET in Aug.

Susan x

Jul1e · Post by **Jul1e** » Tue Jun 12, 2007 10:38 pm

Sorry Soph, thinking of you.

Jules xx

daly · Post by **daly** » Wed Jun 13, 2007 8:32 am

Sophie,

I was so sorry to read your news. But, feel alot of joy for your upcoming FET. I have a few friends prone to OHSS who only have gotten pregnant on frozen cycles instead of their fresh cycles. One in Finland (now with 2 precious little girls from separate FETs after 3 failed fresh cycles) and the other in Southern California. (very small sample size, but they are very biased towards their frozen cycles!!) Sending you loads of baby dust and warm prayers to your little frosties. Quite an impressive number waiting for you!!

xoxo

jemima · Post by **jemima** » Wed Jun 13, 2007 9:05 am

Sophie, you are in my thoughts and prayers

Luv, Jemma

PMApsy · Post by **PMApsy** » Wed Jun 13, 2007 11:18 am

Hello guys,

Thank you so much for your good words and supports!

jemima: aw sweetie, so nice to have a word from you ! THANK YOU! You're in my thoughts and prayers too for your own BFP coming soon! Lots of baby dust for you!

daly: my dear! What you said there lifted my spirits even more!

Who knows? Maybe FETs will agree more with my body! I'll keep you guys posted though. Yup, frosties are ganging up on me but it's okay, I can handle it, lol!

jul1e, mandeeq and gbnut: thanks again for your wonderful messages. *HUGS* They mean a lot!

Sophie

CarolynB · Post by **CarolynB** » Wed Jun 13, 2007 12:16 pm

Sophie

So sorry this was not your time and what you are having to go through now.

Pleased that you have the FET to focus on which is not too far away.

You are a strong and brave lady.

Thinking of You.
Carolyn
xxxxxxxxxx

shantala · Post by **shantala** » Thu Jun 14, 2007 5:14 pm

sophie - i just logged on today as i know you were testing today to find these news.....i am so sorry, i really feel for you having been through a BFN myself and trying to get my hopes up for a second cycle. it must be so hard for you but you seem a strong enough person to come out at the other end even stronger. think the FET is definitely something to look forward to!

big hugs sweetie!!!!!!! thinking of you lots!

xxxxxxx

PMApsy testing 14th June

PMApsy testing 14th June

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