The Sisterhood of the Blue Stilettos

[amy]

Had more spotting and feeling lost. Just crying in the office pretending to be working so DS won't see. The one word messages helped pass some time.

[meg12]

Glad I could help~

[jenn]

Ok- the one word posting cracked me up. Why I found it so funny... I don't know.

Amy glad I could help a little. I too am sorry this has been such a horrible 2ww. I'm like you though- I would sit up at night too if it seemed my body felt the need to spot every time I lay down! whatever works!

Sassy- Good luck with mega cycle!!! And no fair that your husband gives you shots and then does chores. Mine felt bad too, but I guess not bad enough to do dishes. All I got was an "I'm sorry" and a sad face. Who needs that when I got a laundry room full of clothes and a sink full of dishes?

[Angie65]

Sorry this week is crap for you Amy. I know what the spotting is like - I have always spotted on the 2ww around day 11 - last time I got to Day 13 (but there are still plenty of girls who spot and get BFP).

But the spotting does your head in - no doubt. Ths stupid thing with me is now I would be very excited to see some spotting as no AF since the last BFN, 42 days ago.

And don't get excited anyone, there's no chance of a miracle with no ovulation and DH's funny shaped swimmers.

Sassy - let the mega cycle begin.

Rellies leave tomorrow and I get my flat back - hooray. Then another guest next week for 3 days. It's all happening at once.

[amy]

sorry for the pity party girls. I hear you Ange. No flow is no good. We only have 12 days til your new doctor and hopefully they will have more answers and solutions for you. Not too mention we need to be celebrating the start of Sass' mega cycle - or shall I say re-start. But this time with a renewed and refreshed attitude that will show in the quality of the product. I do believe this makes my 250 so I can cross off that accomplishment. Tomorrow I will set a bit of a higher goal for myself. Like brushing my teeth three times or something.

Well no call from the clinic on the blood test and no word as to whether or not they will let me test early... so does this mean I should just take my lab slip and go tomorrow since no news = me make up my own mind?? What would you girls do?

[sassynlv]

Amy: as far as I am concerned... no news means the AG can use her discretion . Good on ya for hitting 250. Organizing sock drawers may be a good goal for tomorrow...

Angie: Waaaat? rellies just leave and now more guests? Revolving door at Angie's house. I'll bet you will be very glad to have your flat to you and dh.

btw... I bought and started to read a few travel books on Australia. It has become clear we will only have time to hit only a small percentage of the highlights as we will only have a few weeks. Aussies... you've got quite the country there!

[amy]

Thanks Sass - I am giving them til 9 to respond or else I will take that as a yes. AG says WHO AG says WHEN AG says WHO (That is my pretty woman line I like to use whenever possible.

The trip sounds fabulous and you will definitely be prepared to "speak the language". Speaking of rellies - any good stories Sass? We need an update to our drama - Fee is the secretary doing anything fun to speak of?

Alright - the clinic has 27 minutes to respond....

[amy]

Clinic gave me the go ahead to test so I went. Now is the wait, so I am passing time by eating cupcakes. I am on my third....

[amy]

ps... If any of you are out there floating around cyberland, I am shopping for a cute lunch box for DS. He is going into first grade and he doesn't really do characters. He is a classic type of kid. I would even be into a cute matching backpack if it was a package deal. Sassy found such cute presents for the virtual shower I thought I would expand the search.

And I have a new game. Everyone needs to come up with the one place they would go on a vacation if money, time and safety were no object. I am talking vacation of a lifetime... think about it.

over and out.

[amy]

no takers on the game? I am dying here. No results yet, no one playing the games.... I need a distraction!

[sassynlv]

Amy: glad to hear the blood has been drawn. Strong work, AG. Not sure about backpacks... if I get a minute I will intiate a google search...
As for dream vacation... It would be a cruise around the world (actually to hit everywhere I want to go, we may need to go around twice). We would have a large suite cabin with a gorgeous view out the back and side of the cruise ship.

[amy]

Well it is officially over for me - again. BFN's suck.

[sassynlv]

Amy: yes, I agree. BFNS suck (I can also come up with some other choice words...). And I am so sorry you have had another one. I wish there was something I could say to help, but I know there isn't. But please know I am thinking of you and we will all be here when you are ready to chat again. {{hugs}}

[amy]

Hate to say it... but I think it gets easier the more you fail. I am already done with my nap which usually lasts around 6 hours or more... but I am up. Even thinking I might do a transfer next month. Sure we don't have the money, but we won't have it in four months either so what the hey! How long did you girls wait in between cycles?

[Angie65]

Crap crap crap. Really sorry Amy. It really sucks but I think you are right, I certainly found my 4th BFN easier to take. Our coping strategies get stronger each time coz we are great women.

Sorry I haven't been around - have been in a meeting and at lunch time I have to do a presentation which I have hardly prepared - YIKES!