Hey Ladies...
So much activity today. I had church this morning and THEN RCIA since my son and I are both to be confirmed in the Catholic church at Pentacost next April and I will tell you... I didn't think I would make it. I have been SOOOOOOO sick to my stomach AND my nostrils (smell aversions) that its so difficult to even sit up. I am so cranky that I hate myself. Everyone kind of knows to leave me alone for the time being. I actually snapped at my son when he came in to say goodnight last night at about 9. I was fast asleep but in nausea PAIN and I just shouldn't have been woken up but it wasn't his fault... he was being my sweet honey that he is (but don't get too mushy - he IS a teen you know and DOES stress me out EVERY school morning with his procrastination

). Anyway, I just ate half an american hero with mayo which MAY have been a big mistake BUT even through the nausea I had a craving for bologna and cheese etc... I also ate quite a few cheese fries... YIKES!!! This is the worst I've eaten since I've gotten pregnant.
I go in tomorrow to see my ob/gyn. First appt with her. I go to the RE office at 7 for b/w and 9:45 to my ob. I hope she does an U/S cause I want to know if both babies are ok. I never did ask my RE on any U/S what the heart rates were so I don't know if they are strong and healthy or what.
WC... I bought a few tops and a pair of casual pants yesterday at Kohls. I just can't bring myself to buy too much because I can still hardly believe that this is all happening. It still isn't real to me and I don't know why. I keep thinking I'll wake up one day and it will all be gone. Dumb I know but maybe I don't really believe I deserve this dream. I'm scared too... I KNOW what childbirth is like and I KNOW what the last 3 weeks are like and if that 's not scarey enough - I don't know what my body will do carrying TWO babies. I don't know if there will be complications or if I will go near term. It's all so unpredictable. I can't afford to take too much time off from work before the babies come so I'm nervous about that too.
Are any of you ladies who are carrying twins following Dr. Luke's advice? She recommends gaining 20 pounds by week 20 but not with junk food of course. That means 3500 calories a day and I just can't do that. I KNOW the increase in blood and other fluids causes about a 5 pound increase in the beginning but the M/S can cause you to lose that in pounds thereafter. I did carry big with my son but got really thin again after he was born so I'm not concerned about the weight gain. I just don't think I can eat 3500 calories/day. What about you guys? Dr. Luke says early weight gain is the BEST predictor of multiple baby health cause multiples just don't gain in the last few weeks like a singleton does.
WC - I can't read anymore about twins on the internet either. Its all so gloom and doom and I keep thinking that maybe I don't deserve this and that my babies will go away. Like I said - I hope my ob does an U/S tomorrow. I will let you know as soon as I can.
So far my tummy is OK with my sandwich. Maybe there IS something to be said for cravings. OH - IS ANYONE STILL TAKING A BABY ASPIRIN EACH DAY? My RE didn't tell me to stop so I am still taking it along with my prenatal vit and my Omega 3 fish oils. Anyone taking anything else? If so, what are you taking the other vit/min for?
Thanks ladies... I love you all and you are in my thoughts, heart and prayers!!!
Cocoa
1 son b. 1993 -TTC (again) for 12 years
BFP!-8/22-9dp5dt - 485 8/24-1272 8/27-4636
B/G TWINS!!! Due 4/30/08 Born Friday April 4th, 2008 at 36w 2d Baby girl A 6 lbs 7 oz Baby boy B 6 lbs 3 oz