Message for Fiona LK

julie m · Post by **julie m** » Tue Oct 14, 2003 6:46 pm

Hi Fiona, hope you are well and enjoying your pregnancy, just popped over here to see if there were any posts from you. How far are you now ? try to post back to me, either here or the other side, i dont mind. Speak to you soon, take care, Julie M

fiona_lk · Post by **fiona_lk** » Wed Oct 22, 2003 9:09 am

OMG Julie, Please, please forgive me, I've only just seen this when replying to Suzanne's post. I seem at the moment to be in the best of health - its a bit of a wierd time because I feel fine in myself but can't feel any movement. If it wasn't for my bump which seems to be getting slightly bigger all the time, I wouldn't even feel pg. I'm 18 weeks 2 days today and have an ante-natal app on thursday pm. As each app approaches little doubts creep in as to whether everything will be OK which you keep telling yourself is silly but with all that we have done to get here seems normal, thank god - I'd be completely lost without here and FF. Apart from that, I'm having a really bad time at work - its a bit of a long story but I'll try to keep it brief, My boss gave 3 of us a 'bollocking' for going to a meeting called by another manager. The other 2 have managers in-between them and him and have managed to carry on pretty well as normal, but I report directly to him. He refuses to recognise that his (bullying) behaviour was in anyway un-justified even to the point where he keeps postponing meetings with me to discuss it. So, it leaves me with a boss who hasn't spoken to me properly for well over a month (luckily he works in a different office), very little to do as I have had to refer every decision to him in fear of getting a bollocking again (for something I had no prior warning was wrong) and having to be in work for 8 working hours a day twiddling my thumbs - it is really 'doing my head in' now. So today started off a bit weepy - I'm getting to the point where I can't cope with it all anymore. Sorry, this sound horrendously self pitying when I am one of the luckiest persons in the world to have almost got my dream. I just can't wait to leave here. Do let me know how you are too - when are you FETing? How's things with your (do forgive me if I've got this wrong) neice? Won't they be coming up for a year old now? I do try to keep an eye out for posts from old buddies not sure how I missed this one. Take Care Julie, and any other buddies reading this, whether you reply or not. Lots of Love Fiona xxx

julie m · Post by **julie m** » Thu Oct 23, 2003 6:22 pm

Hi Fiona, glad to hear your pregnancy is going well. Hadn't heard anything from you for a while so that great news. we start blood tests for fet on 29.10.03. five embroys frozen, but we dont know the quality yet. we have been told that these may fail to cleave, but who knows? if we dont get any to go back in, then at least its not classed as an attempt and we still have two goes on the nhs. Fingers crossed hey? good luck with your scan, hope work improves, dont let the b**tards grind you down. When is your baby due? all my love to you, hubby and bump. Julie M