thanks for your support...
had a good weekend away lots of talks cuddles shouts cries and
making up!!!! but eventually came home to a compromise of 1 more cycle.. now the dilema to have our lovely frosties pu back...or to have another go at fresh ....Can totally see your point Gail...i too dont wanna loose my frosties ( especuially when i got a brief 5wk 4 days bfp but a BFP with the last eggies) The frosties will take less out of my bosy as only 4wks of drugs and no horrible BCpills. But a lower % of taking. A fresh will take more out of my body and system but a higher %.
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@#$#%^ ... so just going t wait and se what the cinic say ans suggest for tests and next steps ...then we will see.am shattered but more hopeful for the future now in our relationship...bouoght some chrsitmas decorations
amazing that i can even think of this now...had a cry at all the baby first christmas baubbles x x beautiful glass ones with hand drawn designs ...thoughgt of our baby pheonixes Katie Mia ( and MIA Diasy) and smiled through the tears. whether we have a baby or not it has been some journey...i have made so many friends with you pheonixes....my love to you all
jen x x x
There's this older lady at my work who used to ask about when I'm going to have kids constantly. I finally had to tell her we are having fertility problems, and that still didn't shut her up! With the holidays coming, it's easy to feel blue, wondering how the heck another year has passed so quickly. We'll have to cheer up together and look at the bright side: we won't have to get up in the middle of the night and change diapers for a while 
)