Hello ladies,
I go for my test tomorrow....I will follow up with my praise report. Feeling really great about a BFP!!!!!!!! I had to get it together after all of those neg. We walk by faith and not sight so that trick from the devil is not going to work!! To God be the glory...
TTC #1
Age 42
M/C June 07, starting ttc in March 07
1 cycle with Clomid and HCG-didn't work
IVF #1- December 07, BFP..chemical pg
IVF #2- May 08, beta test 5/26
BFN....Just got the call, but I am soooooooooo glad this is all over. This was a journey and an experience for me. I know to never put my trust in faith again, it hurts to bad when you do. Good Luck to all
I am so sorry that you received a BFN... I did - for TWELVE YEARS!!! but the whole time I trusted in what I knew was God's promise to me and never gave up hope. I really struggled with IVF too because of my faith. Two years ago I bought an SUV (replacing my little sports car) "for the twins" - at that time my DH wanted nothing to do with having any more kids but I stuck to my faith and didn't let the lies of satan kick me down. I am 20w pregnant now with B/G twins who "looked perfect" on the level II U/S.
This is all in God's timing. If you know it has been made a promise to you then do NOT give up... Pray even harder and ask God to reveal the right timing. I was also blessed in that I have not frozen embryos to "worry about" and both healthy blasts took relieving my anxiety about my ethical concerns of IVF and during the whole process I was at peace - this let me know it was God's timing for me now... Listen to His voice - you will have your miracle and when you do you will see why this was not the right moment in time...
Love to you...
xxxxCocoa
1 son b. 1993 -TTC (again) for 12 years
BFP!-8/22-9dp5dt - 485 8/24-1272 8/27-4636
B/G TWINS!!! Due 4/30/08 Born Friday April 4th, 2008 at 36w 2d Baby girl A 6 lbs 7 oz Baby boy B 6 lbs 3 oz
Thank you Tennisgurl... We all just need to remember that faith is the substance of things not yet seen and the trust that they will one day be... Sometimes faith seems so foreign especially when circumstances never seem to change but one day they will - they always do - and when we allow it, accept it, we will see the face of God come through...
Life is painful and cruel but its also beautiful and miraculous... we live in faith for the beautiful and miraculous. My babies are already dedicated to Him...
Love to you...
xxxCocoa
1 son b. 1993 -TTC (again) for 12 years
BFP!-8/22-9dp5dt - 485 8/24-1272 8/27-4636
B/G TWINS!!! Due 4/30/08 Born Friday April 4th, 2008 at 36w 2d Baby girl A 6 lbs 7 oz Baby boy B 6 lbs 3 oz
Coca, thanks so much for the encouragement, I needed that word sooooo much. I know that God's word will not return unto me void, I am just so torn and upset.
Shametricmichaelgeremes... Oh my heart is so glad that you know that seeking His face is the only healing power we have and in that we are quite powerful... No - His word will NOT return void, that IS His promise. Seek His face and His Will will be revealed... You are a beautiful and strong woman and I pray that your dream become manifest soon...
Love and Blessings to you...
In faith xxx Cocoa
1 son b. 1993 -TTC (again) for 12 years
BFP!-8/22-9dp5dt - 485 8/24-1272 8/27-4636
B/G TWINS!!! Due 4/30/08 Born Friday April 4th, 2008 at 36w 2d Baby girl A 6 lbs 7 oz Baby boy B 6 lbs 3 oz