Glad you have all decided to appear again, was getting worried.
Loops - So glad everything went well for you, your a trouper. Know how you feel just now, its such a struggle eh but i feel there is a hint of positivity in that voice so we will plod along together and get there in the end. Hang in there babe, am here for you so email anytime.
Cant believe you didnt shave your legs--minger. Especially after me doing a lovely smiley to remind you
Good luck with your app on Thursday, let me know how you get on.
Littles - Glad you are back on your feet and everything is going well BUT cant believe you have lost weight, you will be sliding down the plug hole soon as there is no weight to lose. Look after yourself -----------and get to MacDonalds
Steph and Walshy - Am expecting you back by the end of the week or i will be kicking some ass
Been so busy just now but also feeling a bit yuck with af this week. Dont know what thats about as i usually never get any probs, think its maybe just my body getting back to normal after two cycles so close. Also finding this time of year hard again without a little one to enjoy it with---bet your the same.
ANYWAY THE GOOD NEWS OF THE DAY.
Cant bloody believe it. Basically i asked my consultant about the hysteroscopy and she keeps saying nothing is wrong apart from blocked tubes. She did Lupus (spelling) Antibodies blood test (6 vials) this is usually done on women who continually miscarriage and it can tell you why the embryos might not be implanting---she will send me the results.I then asked about our free cycle on the NHS, thinking it was about a year away but she said they have had more funding from the Health Trust and we only have to wait 2-3 months-----nearly fainted. Then we spoke about finding a donor her so i can take advantage of the free cycle and she told me about the woman who advertised in the local paper not so long ago and got a good response. She said the clinic can do this for us putting all the info via the acu unit so its kept anonomous and they pay----nearly collapsed. THen she said the amount of eggs the lady produces are ALL ours and as its a NHS cycle, they pay for storage and for the donor---------heart attack took place. Just cant believe it and when i left the unit i burst into tears, on my own in the corridor-----fool.The only thing is that they got a good response from the donors last time but when some people see what they have to go through, they drop out but we only need about 3 or 4 so they can select a good one--------then we need on 1---there must be 1 person willing to do this??????????????So now we have our FET, then depending on the outcome of the donor advertisement, we might get some more eggs------praying already.As the donor has to have all the health tests that we did, it takes quite a few weeks so the admin girls is putting together the add as we speak and then she will send it to us and we check it, then put it in the paper as soon as possible so we can cycle in a few months.
About bloody time there was some good news.
Catch you all tomorrow
Love Jen x
oh, the gutter is a nice place for the mind to visit. Ok, so mine visits quite often, kinda lives there actually. 
