Hi Ikamnik,
I thought Clomid was the worse drug I've taken yet. I was miserable, depressed, fought with my husband

. It was awful. After a few months, I took Follistim for an injectable and the horrible emotions were 90% better.
It does sucks when everyone around you is getting pregnant, and then not giving two thoughts about how you might react when they tell your their great news.
Both fortunately and unfortunately, practically all my friends are done having babies...so i don't get the 'happy for them, depressed for me' as much anymore. But now I'm starting to feel OLD.
I'm hopefully going to get an appt. with an IVF doctor in February, but the wait sucks. Feels like it's years away before we can try something new.
We all feel the same and are with you...so vent with us and it will help to talk to people.