Girls, thank you for your support. You are lovely.
As today's official BFN'er, I have found 3 positives of BFN:
1) no more painful shots (at least for a while)
2) chocolate! tons of it, YUM YUM YUM I made it myself, one whole pot (small though)
3) and hot, wild sex with DH

(BTW, how long after BFP can you have sex?)
4th one is positive too, but I dont care about it that much: wine with dinner

(hellokitty, I had a sip for you)
Esperanza- I talked to my nurse today, and she thinks I could do it in April the earliest (not in March

), but I am meeting with RE on Wed, so will find out more.
Again, thank you for all your hugs and support. I will stick around.