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ogr1 · Post by **ogr1** » Fri Sep 05, 2003 5:33 pm

i sure set myself up. i thought i knew that i wasnt . i had like morning sickness. then i was starving.i just wanted good food. like i did when i was pregnant. then i hadnt had my period. i didnt realy relize it, but my period just started , and i was really hurt. i geuss i had hoped that i could have another miracle. it would have to be a huge mircale.wich i do know they happen. but i have no tubes, i am 39 and my dh doesnt have super sperm. to top the rest off i get the mail and someone sent me the most wonderful baby calender/scrape book.

Lorraine · Post by **Lorraine** » Fri Sep 05, 2003 5:47 pm

Oh dear Becky...... Sometimes we want something sooooooo very much we cant help but hold onto the chance of a miracle. I'm not ruling them out ...... I would quite like one myself but ..... like you say the fallout really hurts. What a miserable time for you, isn't it horrible how our bodies and minds play such terrible tricks. I have just had my first period (almost 2 months after cycle failed) and just the memory of what that meant last time was haunting. Remember you are an incredibly strong resilient woman who inspires and motivates myself and others with how you have coped with such a terrible ordeal. I am not sure what else to say to you - but you are in my thoughts. Lots of love Lorraine xxxx

ogr1 · Post by **ogr1** » Sat Sep 06, 2003 1:10 am

thanks for the words. they do mean alot.. i am ok. things just kid of come and go.i think that the feelings are always right there. just need to learn to deal with it and accept. becky

Loonpants · Post by **Loonpants** » Sat Sep 06, 2003 1:55 pm

Becky Just wanted to send you a hug ((((((((((((((becky))))))))))))))). I know exactly how you feel cause I have done the same on numerous occasions. It is so cruel that the body reacts the same when due on as when first pregnant. We had a miracle last Christmas but it was not meant to be and now I hope for another one some day. Hubby is away, so not in the near future otherwise I may have questions to answer!!! Keep being the wonderful supportive person you are and lean on us when you need support. Love Lisa(Loonpants) xxx

caz1 · Post by **caz1** » Sat Sep 06, 2003 5:19 pm

HI there gosh - I feel your pain! My af what nearly 2 weeks later after failed tmt in June (with you Lorraine - how are you by the way?). I was really beginning to think....maybe? But then af came, of course. Well its back to the drawing board for us - will try tmt again in Jan I think/ hope take care all Cazx ps - becky, do you mind me asking....am I right in thinking you have a compromised cervix?? If so, you might be interested....There was a article on Brook Sheilds in a mag last week , after 2 or 3 IVFs and I think 1 miscarriage she has just had a beautiful baby thru IVF. ANyway - even the "beautiful" people have it tough too. Just thought I'd let you know, that miracles DO happen! Cazx

Grace · Post by **Grace** » Sat Sep 06, 2003 5:45 pm

Hello becky like the other girls I am really sorry you have been through this. Last Christmas I thought by some miracle had conceived as was two weeks late and am never late. I would n't even do a test as I liked living with that little bit of hope (how sad is that!!) I remember decorating the Christmas tree and putting this tiny little teddy bear on it and thinking this time next year I might have a baby. I think I almost drove myself mad, I think I did go mad in fact. We are all thinking of you. Keep hanging in there and keep writing. Love Gracexx

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