where are you guys

ogr1 · Post by **ogr1** » Wed Sep 24, 2003 10:46 pm

lorrine and caroline i dont have your e-mail address any more. they went with my computer.i hope you all are managing. i had a good v-kay with my sisters.it has been real busy sence i have been back. my father in-law had a knee replacement surgery done this morning, that went real good. my sister in-law called to day. i havent herd from her sence we lost moses. she wanted to know what was wrong. i had called her and left a messege that her dads surgery went good. she told me that i sounded angry and didnt know why i would. the sun is shinning and i onloy cried once today.. love becky

woppa · Post by **woppa** » Thu Sep 25, 2003 1:07 pm

Hi Becky sorry i havent been in touch sooner but you know whats its like !!!! Hows things with you?? Glad you had a good holiday--just what you were needing. I can't beleive your sister in law asking what is wrong !!! Stupid b^%&*h !!! I think people think you have forgotten your son and that life carries on as normla and it doesnt !! anyway our turn for a few days holiday so catch up with you soon love Elaine xxx

Grace · Post by **Grace** » Thu Sep 25, 2003 1:46 pm

Hello Becky Glad you had a good time with your sisters. I have two sisters myself and they are also my best friends. I always feel better when we get to spend time with each other. As for you sister in law, what can I say. Some people just have no idea how insensitve and down right cruel they are. As Elaine said how do they imagine you can carry on as normal after such a terrible loss only a few weeks ago. I really cannot understand people like that they make me very cross. You are doing really well Becky, you are so kind to all of us on here, while at the same time going through such an awful time yourself. I wish I could do something to ease your pain but all I can do is send you a massive big hug through cyber space. Write again soon. Love Gracexxxx

ogr1 · Post by **ogr1** » Fri Sep 26, 2003 2:21 am

do you guys know how amazing you are.. it is so wonderful to have such good friends that i havent even ever ment.. you all have touched my heart.. so what have you both been up to? love becky

Tracey S · Post by **Tracey S** » Fri Sep 26, 2003 9:24 am

BEcky just sent you an e mail - oh and you Elaine! We are off to Tuscany for a few days as we were supposed to be decorating the nursery etc - you know what it's like - hardly call it a holiday. You s in law sounds most insensitive - you know what people can be like Grace is right - they just carry on and seem oblivious to our pain. A friend Of DH at work asked where it is he lives yesterday - when he told her she turned round and went "oh yes now I know it -that is where my midwife live - she is very good you know" and off she walked. as if I don't know the midwife - she is/was mine too! I had to stop myselft getting the clay and pins out I can tell you. TAke care all Love Tracey xxx

Loonpants · Post by **Loonpants** » Fri Sep 26, 2003 3:00 pm

Becky Glad you had a good holiday, much needed and deserved. Good to see you back to keep us all in check. Sister-in-law is a stupid moo!!! There are so many people the same I'm afraid. Sometimes I don't think they think before they speak. My next door neighbour has just found out she is PG (can't cope with the one she has silly cow) she knows I had a miscarriage but still told me all about her pregnancy, birth she is planning etc and I just wanted to shout 'Shut up you insensitive b****' I am pleased for her but she didn't need to tell me so much detail. Then I had to look at scan pictures of a colleague and make all the right noises. It's been a hard week but unfortunately the world does not stop turning. At least we all have each other to support us and I think of you all often. Becky time can heal but we will never forget. Hope I don't make you cry again!!! Don't forget we love you :~) Lisa(Loonpants) xxx

ogr1 · Post by **ogr1** » Fri Sep 26, 2003 6:15 pm

lisa the cries i get from here are cries from the heart. i would like to think that they are healing and understanding cries.. my husband and i started to argue this morning.we both cried. i dont really know why or what started it.i geuss it doesnt matter. it seems like things should be getting easier, but at times harder.. if i laugh then i feel guilty. i would have been 31 wks pregnant. ok this is getting sad.the what ifs and the would of could of should of are places where none of us need never go to!!!!!! we are bring my father in-law home today. the surgery went great. its 82 outside. there is a home football came today. 5 of the boys are going to there dance to night.. saturday shawn.travis,dan,rich,and aaron are getting baptized. i wish all of you could come here for a v-kay. it is very peaceful.. love becky

Grace · Post by **Grace** » Fri Sep 26, 2003 9:58 pm

Dear Becky I know what you mean about a healing cry. Sometimes you hold it in for so long but when you do actually cry it is often a good thing. I think it is good that you and your husband cry together. We all argue don't we? but sometimes it is just a way of getting rid of the tension that builds up insdide us. I think we all think of the what ifs etc Becky. I have n't had a loss like yours. But I often think of what it would be like if things had gone to plan and we had a family of two or three by now. It is only natural that we wonder what it would have been like. It does sound very beautiful and peaceful where you live, it is on a ranch is n't it? I live just outside London in Suburbia really. I am originally a country girl though, and do miss all the open space. Hoping that we will return one day soon. I hope you have a good weekend. Sounds like it is going to be a special one with the boys being baptised. Talk soon, take care Becky and everyone else too Love Grace xx

Loonpants · Post by **Loonpants** » Sun Sep 28, 2003 12:29 pm

Becky Hope the baptism went well. You'll have to tell us all about it. It does us good to cry now and again and I like you have a hubby that doesn't think he's too much of a man to cry. It does them good too cause they tend to bottle up more than we do. Thinking of you on this beautiful sunny Sunday, another thing to make us smile I guess. Lisa(Loonpants) xx

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