Jen... please don't lose faith that you will carry a baby of your own. I prayed for 12 years with severe marital problems for many in between. Everyong thought I was crazy to continue to want this and in the natural it looked hopeless but I kept hope alive and persevered (in the face of MUCH adversity) FOR 12 LONG YEARS with my son getting older and older (now 14) and now I am 29w pregnant with twins. With faith and with God ALL things are possible... It may just be that there is a baby for you out there who will then need a sibling... everything that happens, happens to teach us something and sometimes we just have to learn surrender for a time...
Much love and blessings to you and to all the strong and beautiful ladies keeping hope alive...
xxxCocoa
1 son b. 1993 -TTC (again) for 12 years
BFP!-8/22-9dp5dt - 485 8/24-1272 8/27-4636
B/G TWINS!!! Due 4/30/08 Born Friday April 4th, 2008 at 36w 2d Baby girl A 6 lbs 7 oz Baby boy B 6 lbs 3 oz