Millie

Traci · Post by **Traci** » Mon Dec 22, 2003 7:28 pm

Best of luck for boxing day , I do hope you have your so long waited christmas pressy

Traci xxx

millie19 · Post by **millie19** » Tue Dec 23, 2003 10:35 am

Thanks so much Traci, so nice of you to think of me. I am so hoping that I at least get to test date!!! Am thoroughly tempted to test on Christmas Day but I know how naughty that would be - but would 24 hours really make much difference???

Traci · Post by **Traci** » Wed Dec 24, 2003 8:36 pm

Every one else would say wait but I would do it !!!!! But will it ruin christmas day for you ? and also you would drink if it was a - and then 24 hours it could be a + and then you would wish you hadnt drunk! so I would probs wait sorry Trace x I will be thinking of you lots xxxxxxxxxxxxx

Traci · Post by **Traci** » Thu Dec 25, 2003 9:50 pm

Was thinking of you and thought I would wish you luck for tomorrow again {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{HUG}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} Trace x

millie19 · Post by **millie19** » Fri Dec 26, 2003 7:14 pm

Hi Traci - well what a rollercoaster! I went ahead and did that naughty test on Christmas morning - and it was positive - BUT - I did another one this morning just so I was doing what I should on the official date and although there was a faint line it had faded significantly!! I was so disappointed as I had this before, I tested on my test date and it was an incredibly faint line and I tested again the next day and it was gone altogether so when I saw that incredibly faint line again it made me think the same was happening. When it happened before the consultant said that you only get the line if the pregnancy hormone is being produced so therefore something had started to happen but not continued to thrive. I really didn't imagine I would have this problem twice. This afternoon I bought one of those digital tests from Clear Blue because, as it says, no interpreting lines. Well it clearly told me 'not pregnant' so I am kind of thinking I am going to have another early m/c. so disappointed, especially when I truly believed I was from the test on Christmas Day. Anyway, I will test over the next couple of days but don't really believe its going to happen this time. Thanks again for thinking of me. Have you ever heard of this type of thing? Love Millie x

Traci · Post by **Traci** » Fri Dec 26, 2003 9:42 pm

I do believe that this is quite common , its a good idea to test again in a few days as you never know . Keep your pecker up , I will cross everything for you , if it is a big fat negative at least you will be able to drown the sorrows on new years eve. {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} Trace x

Lisa_P · Post by **Lisa_P** » Sat Dec 27, 2003 10:11 pm

Millie I really do hope that when you test again that your positive line will have reappeared! WIshing you all the best Lisa x

caz1 · Post by **caz1** » Sat Dec 27, 2003 11:08 pm

O millie - just read this PLEASE let us know what happened - WHAT a nightmare. How cruel to get a +ve first time. Poor you....but HEY...lets see what happens next eh? As traci says - see what happens in a few days - could all just be a bit early at the moment A v good friend of mine had this 8 months ago after IVF - and shes expecting expecting end of january!! Take care Cazx

millie19 · Post by **millie19** » Mon Dec 29, 2003 10:34 am

Hi there girls, still not looking too good I'm afraid. The clinic said to call this morning and if still no bleeding then to go for a blood test. I will call in a minute as they don't open until 10.00am today. I did another test this morning and the line has now virtually faded to nothing, you really have to strain to see it. I haven't had any bleeding yet but period cramps on and off. The doc said to keep using the pessaries, and I think this can keep your period at bay too can't it? I know I sound negative but I really feel that the same thing as last time has happened and that its going to be a realy early miscarriage again, I truly didn't think this would happen again! I really don't think they'll suggest a blood test and it does feel like a waste of time. DH says I shouldn't be so negative but I feel like I'm just being realistic really. Anyway, will let you know what the clinic say once I've spoken to them. When it happened before they just said that they would expect to see a strong line on the test stick by now and therefore the pregnancy has not continued. Hope you all had a good christmas and are well. Think we will all have have high hopes for 2004! Love Millie x

Traci · Post by **Traci** » Tue Dec 30, 2003 10:25 am

Hi Millie , What did the clinic say ? hope you are ok mate , I am thinking of you. {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{HUG}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} Trace x

millie19 · Post by **millie19** » Fri Jan 02, 2004 2:18 pm

Hi there girls, bad news unfortunately. Telephoned the clinic who told me it sounded like another chemical pg but to get a blood test just in case, mostly to check i didn't have an ectopic pg so I got one locally. The results don't come back for a week, but I have had the period from hell which started two days ago so deffo no pregnancy. Have just read Lisa P's news and its fabulous, so pleased for you! There really is hope for us all, I think we just lose sight of it a bit immediately after a neg.

Thanks for all your kind thoughts and wishes and look forward to keeping up with you all and your cycles. We will be going back to IUI and will be looking for a new clinic, not because we are unhappy with UCH but because it is so far away for us and such an extra strain so will be looking for something as locally as poss. I am hoping they won't say I can't do any more IUI's as I have had 7 failed but four of those were only on Clomid and then a polyp was found after the 6th attempt so that could have played a part in them being unsuccessful. Am seeing my doc next week to get the name of our local fertility expert, not sure what his waiting list will be but hoping we can get going again over the next few months.

Love to you all

Millie xx

bubblymichelle · Post by **bubblymichelle** » Fri Jan 02, 2004 3:34 pm

Hi Millie,

I am so sorry that you didn't get the positive result, words fail me, but just remember we are all here for you!!

Love
Shell.
xx

Lisa_P · Post by **Lisa_P** » Fri Jan 02, 2004 10:22 pm

Millie - so sorry to read your post. I really hope that 2004 will be the year for you and that you get some joy in finding a suitable clinic nearer home.

All the best
Lisa x

caz1 · Post by **caz1** » Sat Jan 03, 2004 6:17 pm

Millie - I'm so sorry for you - how awful to have that small bit of hope only to be disappointed.
HAve a VERY big drink - and I hope that maybe you'll be joining me in MArch ish?

Heres to 2004!

All the best

Cazxx

Traci · Post by **Traci** » Sun Jan 04, 2004 3:32 pm

feeling sad for you, glad you are going to have another go , never give up hope , it will work and you certainly deserve it . Hopefully we will be able to join you soon in another go .

Trace x

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