Heart’s Desire – Finding Strength and Direction from God

Discussion group for all topics related to infertility including preparation for pregnancy, causes, investigation and treatment of infertility.
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Congratulations nicaliw, I just read the terrific news.

Sonu, thinking of you, don't worry... it serves no purpose. Be well and remember the PMA (It got you this far and it will keep you going...)
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Our Heart's Desire PRAISE and PRAYERS....

Psalm 7:17 I will give thanks to the LORD because of his righteousness and will sing praise to the name of the LORD Most High.

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MP/Mia- Praise to God for a BFP on 2/14/08!! Beta #1 = 316 and Beta #2 = 960!! First U/S scheduled for 2/25/08 Praise to the Lord, she saw the little one fluttering around in there! 2nd U/S 3/6/08! Still growing strong!! Thanks for returning her lost apetite. May she have a nice time vacationing with her DH and family in Moldova. Praise Lord for the upcoming U/S in week 18 of her pregnancy. Image

Kildean - Praise to God for a BFP!! Beta #1 = 1255! First U/S = 2/29/08! Image

Princess - Praise for BFP on 1/18!! Prayers for continued growth and development into a beautiful, healthy baby!!

Hope - Praise to the Lord for a BFP (3/25)!! 1st beta = 1700, 2nd beta = 3,954, 3rd beta = 9,156. First U/S Wed 4/9 Image

Apdean23 - Praise for a BFP!!! 1st beta = 510, 2nd beta = 1,387!! Praise for health and healing with PCOS. Bless twins' steady growth. Image

sonu911 - Praise for a BFP on 4/11/08 !!! 1st beta = 150!! Praise for the health and steady growth of the little one in her womb. Next U/S on 4/21. Thanks for the wonderful view of the little one. Praying for the next u/s on 5/5. Image

Nikki - Praise for a BFP on HPT!!! Prayers for sticky embabies and a strong BFP beta on 4/27. Prayers for encouragement and strength from the Lord!! And prayers for the Lord's will and guidance in the foster care/adoption process! Praise for healing! Image


Lord, you already know every hair on Mia's, Kildean's, Princess', Hope's, Apdean's, Sonu's and Nikki's little ones heads. We pray that you continue to grow and develop them in their mothers wombs and they go on to deliver beautiful and healthy bundles of joy which they will teach your ways, O Lord.

Weezie - Prayers for you sweetie... Praying God continues to bless and keep you. Please let us know how you are Image

Angela - Prayers for you as well. Praying God keeps His mighty hand over you. Please send us an update. Image

Indie - Prayers for the upcoming IVF cycle. Praise for oneness of mind with DH and good results on the inital testing! Prayers for smooth sailing in the IVF study cycle, much patience and safe travel with to the clinic. Prayers for an early AF so that she can start her treatment on time. Lord, you already know the best time for her AF, pl. guide her through. Image

Chelly - Prayer for comfort and encouragement through the IVF process (update??!) Praying for you, dear. Please update us. Image

Cathann - Praying your surgery went well and had a safe and fruitful ER/ET. Update us!!Image

Chriss - Prayers for success throughout your TTC journey with the new clinic.Image

Paulina - Prayers for encouragement from the Lord, that He will hear her cries and show her His love and for strength and healing after the failed cycle.
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Edel - Prayers for healing and strength after chemical pg and for a safe and healthy FET next month? Thinking of you, dear... please update us. Praying for you.
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hrobinson - Prayers for healing and good results from the test. Praise for the upcoming FET cycle! Prayers for a safe thaw for her little embabies!! Praying for the strenght and direction from the Lord, as she soon would be starting her treatment. Image

kbat/Kara - Prayers for healing and strength with TCM. She trusts in Your will, Father, help her through this difficult time and show her the wonderful plans that you have set for her - wherever they take her. Praying for success in the present ovulution cycle. Lord, we believe in miracles. Image

Iccin - Prayers for you and your most recent cycle. Please let us know how you are doing. Results from your blood test? Praying that your hpts were wrong. If not, Father, please bring comfort and peace to Iccin and help her to grieve but encourage her with your plans for the future.Image

Leigh28 - Prayers for encouragment and peace as well as guidance and direction for the future. Prayers for health and a fruitful FET in May or June.Image

Thank you, Lord, for the many blessings you have given us. Thank you for each and every person on this list. Please bless us and help us to know your will for our lives and Lord, to seek your will in all we do. Thank you God, for the blessing we have been to each other in this short time together. Please bless our friendships as we honor You! And help us, Father, to encourage and support one another through joy and laughter as well as through sorrow and tears. Teach us Lord, to love one another and others as You love us.

Draw us nearer to You, Lord, as we go through this process. Lord, whatever the path you have chosen for us, show us the way You want us to go. Grant us peace and comfort in your loving arms, Father Abba. Help us to know how our struggles and our suffering are important to you and how you long for us to grow through them and lean on You. Help us to know how to pray and for what to pray. Convict us in the areas of our lives that need correction and guide us back to the paths of fulfillment, sanctification, and righteousness.

In the Name of Your Precious Son, Jesus, Amen.

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Post by waitingforMia »

Nic great numbers: Congrats officially!!!

Sonu: Praying for you and the lil bean. spotting is very common. Everything I read said as long as it is not accompanied with cramps or red blood it is normal. But I would be a bit worried as well.

Indie: So no AF yet huh? She never comes when I want her to either! Argh!

Just wanted to check in - battery is low on puter - and I am lazy so this will be short for now. Hope everyone is well and in the Word! I am planning on joining a Bible study soon b/c i have been so distracted and miss my Bible study times.

Peace.
Me: 28 Dh:32
TTC 8 yrs
2/3 2 blasts transferred
2/14 BFP Beta#1: 316; Beta#2 960
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Nici- YEAH!!! I am so excited for you. Your numbers look really good. I am sure you and DH are just over the moon.
so, will you be continuing with the foster parents classes, or drop out now? I can't believe how well things have worked out for you.

Mia- How are you feeling? has the morning sickness subsided a little bit? I hope you soon start to feel better, and get some of your energy back.

Sonu- I am praying for you. I think I have shared before...when I was pregnant with my dd, I bled starting at about 9 weeks, and spotted until the day that I delivered her. It is always scary though, and I will definitately be praying for you.
When do you go back to the dr?

Indi- Did AF arrive yet? is it not amazing how rare it is that we want her to show her ugly face. However, when we want her to show...she seems to hide away. URG!!! I hope she shows quickly.

Alright ladies...I am headed to bed. Busy week as we are having once again teh TAKS testing again this week. My two babies that failed the first one will take the test again on Wednesday. Then everyone has to take a math TAKS test on Tuesday. Please pray for guidance for these kids. Way too much stress for these little babies.
I am down to just one more month until I get to start my whole FET process. I am getting really excited. However, I am a little scared as God has not sent any signs to me that this is going to work. Does that mean it won't? I wish I would know for sure. Please pray for peace of mind for me.

have a great Monday ladies.
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Good morning ladies. Just wanted to pop in to ask a quick prayer request. My dh's mother passed away this morning. While we knew that she had cancer, we did not know the severity of it, and were not notified that Hospice had been called in. My dh just lost his father in July of last year, so this is all very hard for him.
Due to our school testing, I am pretty sure my principal will not let me attend the services as they are in San Antonio and I would have to miss probably 3 days.
Anyhow, just keep my dh in your prayers.

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Hrobinson, so sorry for your bad news. Sounds like a lot to loose both parents so close together.

It was interesting to me that you feel like God hasn't sent you any obvious signs that your FET will work. I had the same feelings, I even told my DH that I had prayed and prayed that God would send me a sign that it was going to work......but nothing. My DH reminded me that we can ask all we want but he's not always going to show us a sign.

To answer your question about the foster to adopt.....YES, we're still going ahead with this. Since I felt very much like God led us in that direction I don't think he meant "please adopt a baby unless you get pregnant"......and we both have so much desire to give a home and loving family to a child who needs it. The timing may be later now, but the typical wait time for an infant can be a year anyway....so we'll just see how God has it planned for us and go with that.

I agree, I can't believe how well this worked out for us. I never expected all 4 embryos to survive the thaw and I didn't expect to become pregnant with a 7mm lining. God is good! I prayed a LOT and he answered my prayers. We're very thankful.
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MATTHEW ARRIVED DEC 19TH....8 lbs 9.7 OZ
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Hang in there Sonu - as the other girls have said, spotting is common in early pg - and I've heard that brown means it's not new. Praying that your bean is doing just fine and for strong PMA for you, sweetie.

Nikki - Congrats on the strong beta!! That is fantastic news!

hrobinson - so sorry to hear about your DH's mom - praying for DH, you and your family during this time. My grandparents passed away very close in time as well, only months apart too. It is very sad, but I pray his parents are together again in Heaven in the presence of the Lord. Praying for comfort and support for you all.

indie - I dont' know why AF feels the need to hide like this! Dancing the AF jig for you!!! You dancing too?? Maybe that will shake things up a bit! ;)

Hi to everyone else - I only read back one page - I need to get ready for work, I've been playing too long this morning! I'm sorry I didn't catch up this weekend, my SIL and our DSSs were all here, had a house-full, so I wasn't able to catch up.

Hugs to you all and I'm still thinking of you and praying for you all daily.
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Thank you ladies :) AF still hasn't shown up....and I've been so nauseous....and bloated :( I wish she'd get here.

HRobinson: Sorry about you MIL :( I'll pray that everything turns out okay, I understand about your job and not getting to the funeral....maybe something will work out though.

Nicaliw: I keep feeling like all these new fees, stalled AF and such are signs that we shouldn't be doing it....so I think I'd rather have NO signs then negative ones LOL We're going to go ahead with tomorrows psych. appointment, but again..hubby was NOT happy about giving up another 300.00 for a 2 hour appointment...but sadly it's something they want us to do so we'll go ahead with it.

With gas prices skyrocketing though, it almost makes me feel irresponsible for spending all this on another child right now....I mean all these negative signs...it's really getting me down and I'm doubting everything all over again. AF is doing a number on me...so is the devil I'm afraid.

Well, off to eat lunch :) Praying for you all!
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HRobinson--Sorry to hear about your MIL :cry: Hope you will be able to make it to the services. I am sure that your dh is very upset about losing both of his parents so close--it's overwhelming.
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HRobinson,
Just wanted you to know that I am thinking of you. So sorry about your MIL.

Sonu, how are you? Hope you are well.

Hi everyone! Thinking of you all. -chriss
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This is just a quickie to let you all know my 2nd beta is 455! YAY, it more than doubled. Hip Hip Hooray! Praise God!!!!!!!!!!
FET April 18th
1st heartbeat 6w3d 115bpm, 9w2d hb 171bpm
MATTHEW ARRIVED DEC 19TH....8 lbs 9.7 OZ
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Oh Nici- Things are looking so good. I am so excited for you. is your clinic thinking multiples at all? It sounds like a pretty high number to me :D
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YAY Nikki!! That's fantastic news!
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Post by sonu911 »

hello ladies

can't type much as i am on complete bedrest , bleeding started on sundsy with some clots, i was admitted to the hospital for two days-underobservation. the beanie is fine but has slow heartbeat...just 70/ pl pray for my little fighter. i go again on monday.

hrob so sorry to hear abt ur mil. may god rest her soul in peace.

nic god is great, i am so happy for u.
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