Hi Stress,
Are you almost done with stims? I felt the same way on the stims. Good luck on your ultrasound and bloods tomorrow!
I find out the grades of the embies on the day of the transfer. At least that's what happened the last two times. This is my second IVF but my 3rd transfer. I had a fresh cycle, a frozen, and now this study.
DH and I have been trying to conceive since October of 2005. We got pregnant in January of 2006 and it turned out to be an ectopic pregnancy. I had to have emergency surgery, it was very scary. My OBGYN said that we could still try naturally but that it would be more difficult with only one tube. Funny, how devastated I was just by THAT news! Little did I know what was to come!!! So, we kept trying. I got pregnant in May 2006. I knew I was pregnant even before a missed period. This pregnancy was an ectopic also. Only, because we had caught it so early I was able to "dissolve the pregnancy" without needing surgery. Oh, those cold medical terms! January 2007 we had our consultation with our RE. Both tubes were 100% blocked and IVF was our only option. The rest is history! We just keep trying and trying and trying. We have spent upwards of $30,000 and if this study doesn't work out, I am prepared to keep trying. Bring on the debt!!!!
There is this woman on another board who had 6 failed cycles. She couldn't decide whether to go on. She said, "After that loss I had to do something. I had to decide if the time had come to give up. So in looking for some answers I found a web site and a woman there told me to give up only when the pain of trying again is more painful than the pain of giving up. I realized that the thought of giving up was scarier and more painful than the thought of trying another time. So we did." Her 7th time did the trick, she finally got her BFP!!!
I will keep trying until I feel like the emotional roller-coaster of IVF is just too much to bare!
Of course, it's going to work this time so I won't have to worry about ever feeling like that!!!
I am sure this is more of an answer than you bargained for. But, apparently I felt the need to tell my story. So, thank you for asking. In a weird way, it helped me!!
~Emily