hi everyone,
i've 4 days to go till my test (thursday) and am getting so worried i don't know how i will make it through them. woke up at 6 and started wondering and listening to my body and trying to tell but cannot! don't dare to hope, but don't want to imagine a negative again, just swinging from one emotional extreme to the other. Had some sharp pains in my right side yesterday and almost panicked, thought it was period pain! was feeling quite nauseaous on saturday and then started hoping. and so it goes. help!
juliana
The worrying just never stops, it doesn't make any difference if I say try not to worry, because it just doesn't work. I wish you all the luck in the world, and hope all your dreams come true.
Hi Juliana
try and stay calm but I know it is very dificult, try and stay busy or read a book or watch a good film!! I wish you all the best for Thursday, is this your first IVF?
Aly
x
Just wanted to wish you luck for Thursday! I analysed every twinge and convinced myself I wasn't pg - I had v.bad af pains for most of the two weeks and had decided it hadn't worked.....but here I am five months later - expecting twins!!
we wonder why we put ourselves thru this 2ww it is just
pure torture !!!
But there is a very good reason why and we are all prepared to go thru
it, hope to hear some good news
alisonn
thanks for the encouragement everyone, you are so good and again remind me that i am not alone even if i feel a bit mad!
Aly, it's my third attempt, one IVf and one with frozen embryos from the first try, got p/g but had m/c.
Shell, how are you feeling? what did the doctors say on friday, i thought you had a visit to the doctor?
Juliana
Juliana
I know what you mean I test on Sat we go for a blood test then ring up at 1pm for results how are you finding out?
This is also our 3rd attempt one ivf and one frozen embyos both negative.
How are you feeling I keep going over ever twinge and feeling if ny boobs hurt which they dont dh is more worried this time around we both have positive days and negative days where we think that this will never happen to us.
Wishing you both a BIG FAT POSITIVE for Thursday
Love Gemxxx
You have done so well up to now and it will be here before you know it. I am keeping my fingers and toes crossed for you that you get that big ++++++++++++++++++++++ive. I'm sure 2 weeks has never felt so long.
Gem,
I know what you mean about the boobs, I also keep checking them but then they have been sore almost continuously through the treatment so i don't know. we also have some positive moments and then others when we wonder if it will ever work out, also dh keeps telling me i should not get carried way if it is +ive because of the mc last time. i guess i am lucky in a sense that i have lots of work so sometimes i manage to get lost in it but then i remember and start worrying and worrying...good for you you can call the clinic and find out. here they call us and not at 1 more like 3-4 in the afternoon. last time i thought i would have a heart attack i was so worried my brain did not register what they said. anyway. not that long to go. i also send you love and keep my fingers crossed for u!
Juliana
The 2ww is the worst. I found the first week was not too bad but the second what a nightmare. It will all be worth it.
Good luck on thursday i will keep my fingers crossed.
Gem
Good luck on Saturday i will keep my fingers crossed for you as well.