I'm new to the board and just want to congratulate everyone who has has positives... and wish the best of luck for the future of those who have gotten negatives. For those who are getting ready to find out their results... hopefully you are holding out ok. I myself was pretty good all last week until the weekend came... now I am a nervous wreck. Every pain, every ache, every thing has me flipping back and forth on whether it will be + or -. I POAS Friday and this AM just to start seeing if anything is happening. My test isn't until next Sat... but I keep thinking maybe something will show up early and at least give me some peace. So far they have been negative. I'm testing on day 12 after transfer, so it is likely too early for anything to show up on a HPT, but I guess I haven't anything else to waste my money on this week
My question to you gals is... when you get the +... when do you stop feeling like a nervous wreck? After that last time with my M/C I don't think I'll ever not be a wreck until I'm holding a healthy baby in my arms. I joke that I'll probably be a wreck until it turms 18+, but I guess who isn't?
I'm lucky that I have insurance that pays for IVF and doesn't (at this time anyway) have a limit on times. If I get a -, I want to keep trying, but after 6 yrs of trying to have a baby it's getting really exasperating.
I told everyone for this time I didn't know what I was more scared of... that it would work and I might have another m/c or that it wouldn't work at all. After being so close yet so far away... it puts a different spin on things. You know it can work but....
Good luck to all!!!!
TTC since 2002
IVF #1 4-07 2 transferred BFN
Cancelled cycle 6-07
ICF #2 9-07 2 transferred BFN
switch clinics 10-07
IVF #3 12-07 3 transferred BFP
M/C 1-08
IVF #4 ER 8-6 3 ET 8-11 Beta 8-23