Scared - absolute last try

[doodah66]

Well, here I go again. 5th try. Last try. We were preggers in Feb but lost the baby at 10 weeks. It's taken me this long to get up the nerve to try again. Because of the expense, (insurance doesn't cover any of this) we know this will be our last try.

I'm a poor responder. I felt in my heart after 3 failed cycles that the bcp's were suppressing me too much and last time doc agreed to have me NOT do bcp's. My blood levels were never wanting to climb. Not taking bcp's worked like a charm. We're doing the same exact protocol again this time. I have my first blood test Monday. Wish me luck.

It's kinda scary though because with this protocol you just jump right in with both feet. I went immediately into the shots. Which I'm glad for, but at the same time I'm afraid. I think I'm going to have to learn how to relax a bit this time. Last time was sooooooooooo nervewracking.

Anyway, I just wanted to touch base. I wish all of us could get exactly what we want on the first try. There's just too dang many variables in this whole experience. It's crazy!

I haven't been on the boards for a while, but you are all always in my heart. Best of luck to EVERYONE !!!!

Kristy

[amysbabies]

I'm sorry Kristy about your loss..losing a pregnancy is never easy no matter how early into the pregnancy it is. I hope it works for you this time... stay strong and positive.