Anyone else going crazy in the 2WW?

harleyloo · Post by **harleyloo** » Fri Oct 24, 2008 1:32 pm

hi,

ajdec - i will be checking this site all day to check on your results. I am hoping and praying for you!

~Lauren

hackney · Post by **hackney** » Fri Oct 24, 2008 2:04 pm

Question? Did anybody get the implantation spotting after ET? I did not! Just wondering if that should or shouldn't happen to eveyone?

harleyloo · Post by **harleyloo** » Fri Oct 24, 2008 2:16 pm

Hi,

Implantation bleeding only happens in very few people. I didn't see any - and I know of many people that have had healthy pregnancies without implantation bleeding.

Don't worry!
Lauren

hackney · Post by **hackney** » Fri Oct 24, 2008 2:28 pm

Yeah, I kinda knew that. Today is just a bad day. Am so emotional today. I really try to be happy for people that have babies or how are pregnant but sometimes it just sends me over the emotional deep end. Girl at work just keeps sending me her baby pics and IM'd me to tell me I missed her the other day when she brought her baby up. It just kills me how insensitve it is, people tend to forget what we are going through to have these babies, while other just pop them out without any problems. Sorry to just go on and on but it is a very bad day for some reason, freakin' can't get these tears to stop today for some reason. LORDY!!!!!!!!!!

ajdec · Post by **ajdec** » Fri Oct 24, 2008 3:06 pm

OH MY GOSH!!! Did you know that your phone doesn't ring any sooner by staring at it!!!???

hackney · Post by **hackney** » Fri Oct 24, 2008 3:27 pm

Really?! Oh my goodness, guess I can't use that on my wait huh? Have you tried talking to it?

ajdec · Post by **ajdec** » Fri Oct 24, 2008 3:31 pm

I swear....today is worse than the rest of the 2ww combined! DH and I work together, and he is trying to get my phone away from me because I am so obsessed with it. I am carrying it everywhere with me! lol And now our boss wants to go out to lunch...all I have to say is I'd better have reception in the restaurant, or I'm eating out in the car!

hackney · Post by **hackney** » Fri Oct 24, 2008 3:46 pm

Make sure you crack the window!

harleyloo · Post by **harleyloo** » Fri Oct 24, 2008 4:38 pm

hi hackney,

i am sorry that you are having a tough day. does your friend at work know what you are going through? if so, i can agree that that is truly insensitive... and for that, i am sorry. keep your chin up, you have come such a long way.. and you are almost there... i am praying that you get your bfp this time. feel better.

ajdec - i know what you mean about the phone.. its like watching water boil. just relax... (i know, i know.. easier said.... ) hopefully you will get that call within the next hour or two? my re office usually calls between 1-2. i can't wait to hear your great news.
hang in there!

best,
Lauren

hackney · Post by **hackney** » Fri Oct 24, 2008 4:48 pm

ohhhh she know! when I started this journey 2 years ago, she had just started too, and for 6 months we cried on each other shoulders about every passing BFN! But then she got her BFP and apparently forgot what it is like every month to not be pregnant.

Just a bad day, sorry to be sooooo down today.

ajdec · Post by **ajdec** » Fri Oct 24, 2008 4:56 pm

You're baby dust and good thoughts worked....I got my BFP!!!! I was out to lunch with my department and had to take the call outside! lol I'm just grinning from ear to ear!

Thank you all so much for your positive words during my 2ww...it makes so much of a difference!

ajdec · Post by **ajdec** » Fri Oct 24, 2008 4:57 pm

Oh and my beta was 340! I immediately was worried about twins...but I only transfered one and the nurse said that the number probably just means that it implanted sooner and has more time to grow! And all my other numbers looked good!

hackney · Post by **hackney** » Fri Oct 24, 2008 5:00 pm

CONGRATS!!! On the BFP!!! That is wonderful. I am so very happy for you and your DH!!!

ajdec · Post by **ajdec** » Fri Oct 24, 2008 5:14 pm

Thank you so much! And I know you're having a rough day...But have faith. I honestly had prepared myself for a negative...I just don't "feel" PG... So keep your chin up...and focus on your own BFP!!!

harleyloo · Post by **harleyloo** » Fri Oct 24, 2008 5:57 pm

hi,

ajdec - CONGRATULATIONS! this is great news! i am so happy and 340 damn! that little embryo that you had might have split.. you could still have identical twins you know! this happened to a friend of mine!

Helen - I am sorry that you are having a rough day.. and now that i heard the story about the insensitive woman you know... i feel even worse. I can't imagine. I know it probably wouldn't solve anything.. but, i would maybe even say something to her.. in casual / almost joking about it.. something to the effect of - I love seeing the pictures of your son.. but, you have to realize that it is a very hard pill for me to swallow at this point in my life... so, if you could please respect my reasonings for keeping my distance.. or something... i don't know.. maybe that would only create further problems.. but, its really not right that her actions should be spoiling your day. try to keep your chin up.. b/c soon enough you will be the one on this board, reporting your BFP!!!! (((hugs)))

best,
Lauren