Crabbit means eh! can,t think at the moment have used it most of my life i will try to explain. you know when your moody and people annoy you really easy and everything just bugs you and you just want to scream leave me alone. Well i think that just about describes it i cannot think of the proper word.
Yep Crabby this side of the border
Love
Tracey
xxx
ttc 9 years. 38 yrs old, dh 8 hrs younger!First IVF in Aug 2002 and had ectopic.2nd IVF neg.3rd FET and negative.4th FET and positive but sadly lost our little boy at 20 weeks.5th FET and Alice Isobel and Emily Charlotte born 5th Aug 2004!
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When you say it, it sounds like you are feeling someone up!
Love
Tracey
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ttc 9 years. 38 yrs old, dh 8 hrs younger!First IVF in Aug 2002 and had ectopic.2nd IVF neg.3rd FET and negative.4th FET and positive but sadly lost our little boy at 20 weeks.5th FET and Alice Isobel and Emily Charlotte born 5th Aug 2004!
I eventually asked my dh what crabbit means in english and its Grumpy it bugged me all day.
Thought i would just add that. I got a burst of energy today and started to clear the room that is going to be the nursery. If i don't have a clear out there will no room for the baby i have three bebrooms and they are all full of junk.
thanks for that - it would have bugged me too - think nikola is off feeling it now so to speak. Do you have a special word for being worried about Dagny - cos I am very worried and "worried" does not cover it?
Love
Tracey
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ttc 9 years. 38 yrs old, dh 8 hrs younger!First IVF in Aug 2002 and had ectopic.2nd IVF neg.3rd FET and negative.4th FET and positive but sadly lost our little boy at 20 weeks.5th FET and Alice Isobel and Emily Charlotte born 5th Aug 2004!
TS I know what you mean about Dagny - I've not been able to think about anything since I read her post. It makes everything else pale into insignificance. Why do these things have to happen? Why do they always happen to the really nice people, the people who always have time for others and even amidst their own traumas always manage to be thinking of others - I'm including you and the other Traci in this group of special people!
Its like we were saying at the weekend, its as if we are waiting for the next lot of tragic news to spring! For such a small handful of people we've all been through so much. Not just with the ivf but since being pregnant. If you look through the rollcall list so many have had additional traumas to deal with - is it not hard enough the efforts we've all gone to just to get pregnant!
I'm sorry I sound so morbid, I'm just really really upset for Dagny and don't think its fair.
Sorry no i don,t. I cannot imagine what she is going through.
You are all so very close as you have been on this site along time and it must so worrying for you all. I could not believe it when i read it. I hope she gets some good news soon.
You and Nikola are mad by the way i am glad you both had a good weekend.
Yes we have been on the site a while but I bet you find how close you get to people in a short space of time (sharing IVF problems brings us closer together in the first place) and how tuned in you get to their slightest problems let alone big ones like Dagny's!
Nikola - know exactly what you mean - I remember you saying that to me at the weekend and I said not to be daft (or words to that effect) and we had had our share of awfulness - where does it end. Set me off an a "funny" as you can imagine - thank goodness it is puppy classes tonight to distract me
Love
Tracey
xxx
ttc 9 years. 38 yrs old, dh 8 hrs younger!First IVF in Aug 2002 and had ectopic.2nd IVF neg.3rd FET and negative.4th FET and positive but sadly lost our little boy at 20 weeks.5th FET and Alice Isobel and Emily Charlotte born 5th Aug 2004!
I know exactly what you're saying girls and I so wish that there was something I could do to make Dagny's hurt go away. There has been so much heartache on this side of the site and it shouldn't be like that after all that you've had to go through to get here.
I do at times feel guilty for having had a mainly problem-free successful IVF pregnancy. Please tell me that you would let me know of it is inappropriate for me to reply to postings 'cos I don't want to upset anyone.
Take care - I think we could all do with a bit of a hug right now.
Love Jules
TTC 5 years. Daniel & Charlotte born 22.03.02, 1st ICSI treatment. TTC for 4 further years. 2nd ICSI cycle abandoned, 3rd cycle BFN. Looking forward to being a happy family of 4.
Oh Jules please don't think that. Gosh if at least a handful of us don't manage a relatively stress free IVF pregnancy then what hope is there for us all! We rely on you to remind us that it is possible to get through all this relatively trauma free. Besides, anyone who has to undergo tmt in the first place deserves a place on this board!!!!
Don't you go anywhere!!!! We need you.
I think you're right, we are all shocked by so much sadness on this side. I know I've found it particularly hard because nearly all the SCBs have had one thing or another to deal with since getting pg.
Wibbs - lost one of her twins at 6wks
Val - finding cysts on her daughters brain and having to have the amnio to test for further abnormalities
Jackie T - lost one of her twins and then nuchal scan results
Dagny - so poorly at the beginning and made to go into hospital for a weeks rest and then as if that isn't bad enough.....now this!
So much for life being easy when you make it to this side.......the worrying continues.
Big hugs to each and every one and lets hope we can keep our babies safe and well!
Jules - I echo Nikola's sentiments here - never feel guilty and I can say that coming from the trauma I went through. Like Nikola said we all fight to be here and all deserve to be. I for one needed more than most to see the success stories as it helps me believe and helped me fight on - without which I would not be here again. Stories like DAgny's bring my horror back again and I need to see healthy pg's - particularly twin ones as you can imagine so it is great Nikola is doing well (touch every bit of wood I can find) and you, Helen G,Mags,Emma and Sarah to name a few - oh and Louise have healthy twins.
Please stay here - anyway you are saving for more tmt so use it as much as you like - this site is as much yours as anyone
Love to all
Tracey
xxx
ttc 9 years. 38 yrs old, dh 8 hrs younger!First IVF in Aug 2002 and had ectopic.2nd IVF neg.3rd FET and negative.4th FET and positive but sadly lost our little boy at 20 weeks.5th FET and Alice Isobel and Emily Charlotte born 5th Aug 2004!
Thanks Tracey and Nikola; now I'm being soppy and crying over your messages (sadly, it makes a change from crying over Dagny's news).
Jules
TTC 5 years. Daniel & Charlotte born 22.03.02, 1st ICSI treatment. TTC for 4 further years. 2nd ICSI cycle abandoned, 3rd cycle BFN. Looking forward to being a happy family of 4.