Shameless call for positive vibes and Baby Dust

NY4thtry · Post by **NY4thtry** » Sun Feb 01, 2009 8:17 pm

well girls beta is tomorrow..

I broke down howver and just POAS.. and got a BFN.. thanks so much for all the well wishes but its not good news... i am just so sad...

esperanza · Post by **esperanza** » Sun Feb 01, 2009 9:26 pm

sorry to hear about the negative hpt, BUT it ain't over until it's over...I'll be thinking of you tomorrow. LUV and HUGS.

NY4thtry · Post by **NY4thtry** » Mon Feb 02, 2009 5:22 pm

well ladies.. i cant thank you enough for all your love and support...

but it looks like another chemical.. the beta number was 5.8.. we will test again on wedensday but i dont hold out hope as my symptoms have lessened...

i feel pretty crushed...

Tris · Post by **Tris** » Mon Feb 02, 2009 5:58 pm

GOOD LUCK GOOD LUCK!!...I will start my 5th IVF (1st FET) soon as well....PRAY FOR ME TOO ...PLEEEEAAAASEEE

NY4thtry · Post by **NY4thtry** » Mon Feb 02, 2009 6:14 pm

thanks and good luck to you ?? how old are you? i wish i had time to take a break

Cocoa · Post by **Cocoa** » Tue Feb 03, 2009 2:06 pm

Hey NY... I am so, so sorry to hear that you feel its over. I am still going to pray and hope for you. I believe that had I not gone through Dr. Toth's treatment that I would not have achieved implantation (long story - bad history). Has your doctor given you any indication about what could cause implantation issues?

Love and blessings to you,

Cocoa

esperanza · Post by **esperanza** » Tue Feb 03, 2009 4:10 pm

sorry to hear your news NY4thTry. Many hugs to you. I'll keep thinking about you and sending you lots of positive energy. Luv.

baby2009 · Post by **baby2009** » Wed Feb 04, 2009 1:34 am

Hello NY,

I read your posts... stay strong.. I know how you must be feeling.. can't even imagine... we had our first IVF which ended in miscarriage at week 7 last month. And we are still struggling coming into terms with what had happened. You must be very positive and strong woman. I guess god made us stronger for a reason. Only time can heal the pain. Hang in there and believe in this.. sometimes things do happen when you least expecting it.

NY4thtry · Post by **NY4thtry** » Thu Feb 05, 2009 3:21 am

twell its over another chemical..it sucks.. i am a REALLY bad statistic... i am blessed that can afford to contiue to keep trying with no insurance...

everyone...

please everyone understand sacrifice is relative .. i have gone from having a comfortable and secure lifestyle to one that while near term cash is not an issue everything else has ceased but this.. and paying our mortgage..in the end i waited a long time to marry and chose the nicest man i had ever met and someone who cares vs the billionaire types i used to date.. and let me tell you this IVF process even wears on the nicest guy you have ever met... and i can undertsand why.. This is HARD!!!sometimes i feel guilty on this site because in having resources to be able to pay for this stuff i am luckier than most (and BTW they are my resources more than DH'S).. but i clearly am so not lucky.. but i often feel guilty complaining because you guys are going through so much more than me...

i cannot say how much the support from everyone on this board means to me..
it has kept me sain..
you women are amazing!!!
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natashamom · Post by **natashamom** » Thu Feb 05, 2009 4:18 am

Hello ladies,

well,not sure if all of you got the news but I got my BFP 3 days ago so tomorrow I`ll be 5 weeks prego,I just can`t believe it yet,DH and myself are still in dreamland!

Beta was 189 and first u/s is Feb` 23rd!

Wish you all ladies lots of baby dust!

Natasha.

NY4thtry · Post by **NY4thtry** » Thu Feb 05, 2009 5:04 am

hey guys

just saw Natshas MOms post.. am really happy for he that she got a BF but am really in pain that she posts for the firsst time on this thread.. right after my good news gloating about her BFP.. I actually dont understand why anyone would rub it in like that...

especially given that i tin she already ahs a child..

I was having hard ebough time before i ralized what kind of isensitivity goes on here..

i have been a support even sent extra medecines to people at NO cost..

how can someone be that insensitive.. i was done crying and just started again...

NOw i kind of know whty Ghost got fed up......

just one or twopeople can ruin it for everyone...

natashamom · Post by **natashamom** » Thu Feb 05, 2009 5:52 am

Well,NY4,sorry for your loss but it doesnt mean you need to express your jealousy,first of,let`s start by making it clear that I`m not first time on this thread and second if you were to be prego,I would never react the way you did,this is extremely mean on your side.

Well,thank god I have many people who are happy for me with my BFP!

Just so digusted!

natashamom · Post by **natashamom** » Thu Feb 05, 2009 5:55 am

By the way miss NY4,you`re ruining everything to yourself,and you sound as mean as other girls I heard of,and I got nothing to do with gost disapearance so you should stop lying just because you got a BFN doent mean,we,the pos` ones can`t be happy.

You`re too mean,I never dealt with mean girls like you,blah!

Liam'sMommy · Post by **Liam'sMommy** » Thu Feb 05, 2009 6:25 am

Natashamom, i have to disagree with you. I think it was very insensitive to post about your success right after NY poured her heart out about her most recent ivf failure. She has had 6 failed cycles just in case you didn't catch that. She needs support at this time. Not to be bashed for responding appropriately to your thoughtless post. I am sure you didn't even read her post initially. But after she responded to your post i would have thought that you would have said i am sorry not gone on the offensive. Also, i think you should include that you are pregnant with donor eggs. It is irresponsible of you to post that you are pregnant after your first ivf attempt at age 46 without letting people in on that part of the story. At least i think so. I hope you will reconsider and apologize to NY. She is in a lot of pain right now and does not need to be kicked when she is down.

Kelly

NY4thtry · Post by **NY4thtry** » Thu Feb 05, 2009 1:25 pm

Thanks Kelly, you are right i am in a lot of pain right now.. bbut picking myself up.. what i need is some suport not the bashing from someone like her

i dont think Natasha's mom is very mentally healthy.. i feel very sprry for her children and future children...

what is very sad for her is that she didnt even read or react to the part where i congratulated her on her BFN.. or if her post was a mistake as she claims you are correct a simple apology would have been nice..me thinks she doth protest too much.. and telling me i am mean is the pot calling the kettle black s they say

As for the accusation of lying.. i have never ever lied in myh life about anything.. it is not in my DNA.. nor did i say for anyone who can read that Ghosts disappearance was her fault..

Anyway as i posted on the 40 plus thread... i may take a break from posting for a while although i will keep an eye on all my girls...

Much love to all of you

Shameless call for positive vibes and Baby Dust

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